Ho hum, things today didn't really go as planned. I'm into making really grandiose schemes to get what I want, and sometimes I just expect them to work without me putting any effort into them. Lately, they have been working out pretty well, with a few minor set backs. I have a plan involving a certain person that is going very well indeed, but its taking too long! It could have been over today. I'm not as patient as I once was.
But you know what? I'm not sad. I'm not lonely, depressed, bitter, jealous or anything else that I am at low points in life. That means I'm smack in the middle of a high point. I am, however, becoming frustrated. With my plans (and lack of work on my part to complete them) and with work. Work is not satisfying, and it pisses me off sometimes. If I do such a horrible job in my position, why not give me another position every once in a while? If I'm not wonderful at sweeping and taking care of the registers, why not make me do what everyone else is doing? Its not terrible work or anything, just frustrating. Other than that, I really like the direction my life is taking at the moment. Also... I'm scheduled to work next Tuesday... I'm not going, I WILL find a way out of it.
Hmm... Too get my mind off that boy for the next couple of days, maybe I should concentrate on some sexy ladies?
Didn't work. I'm still thinking of the boy. Just a matter of time, I tell myself. It will too work!
Oh, Natalia, how I love thee...
Kylie's sexy because I love her music. And she likes to appear naked in public. And she reminds me of Elizabeth Hurley.
Listening to: the best mix ever
