Recently I discovered that if I sit perfectly still, my body goes numb. Its changed now. Even when I move my body's numb.

I'm waiting for this person I know to do this thing that I know they're gonna do, an when he does, we're both gonna be happy. Is it obvious that I'm not happy yet? Oh, its coming.... Everything is in the process of falling into place.

I'm remembering when the emo kids had an internship thing at the state park. It makes me want to smile/cry. Oh, the good ol' days.