You know what pisses me off? Well, lots of stuff but.

I hate when I'm walking and there's music playing and my footsteps match the beat, and it looks like I'm doing it on purpose. No matter how hard I try to walk off beat, I just unconciously go with the music and it makes me feel like I'm in some very well-choreographed music video or something.

I'm going to see a movie today, but I'm not sure which one. Not that I really care, I just wanna get out of the house before my parents get home. They were gone all weekend.

Last night Ryan spent the night, and me and him and Alex watched "From Hell". Movies pretty damn gross, if I may say so myself.

I'm going through a big change in my life, and I'm proud to say that I rather like it now. I hated this transition, up till now. I've become accepting and grateful for this big change. I didn't like who I was pretending to be this year, and I am becoming a little more honest with myself and others day by day. I wish I weren't so good at faking nonexistant emotions, because I wouldn't have gotten myself into this whole ordeal if I wasn't. Give me advice? You all say the same thing.