This weekend. I'm not ready for it to end. I feel like such a bitch. That brought back a funny memory. Anyways, Today was our big jazz band thing at uncle johns. A few of my friends (marc, jamie, jeff) came out to support me. Five hours of playing jazz music. Blistered fingers. I'm okay though.

It's been five days since I've seen my cat. I'm pretty sure she's gone. God I feel like shit! I had this awesome dream last night that seemed to last forever. A few people from college surprised me and came home and everything was going perfect. Till I woke up. Truth is that I really don't miss most of them. I saw Fej in the video store yesterday and I actually avoided him. "Beware, the ravages of age."

Anyways, I've been rambling for a long time. I would just like to take this time to apologize if I came of rude at any time. It was my intention, but since then, I've changed my views. Make sense to anyone?