..what i've said..

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this feeling
i'm burning this soul i've tried this empty feeling the thought of suicide if I allowed it I'd choose to never cry this sickness feeling the heart feels nothing its how i felt at the time how many times i'd take my life its in the water is where I want to die

draining
its all waiting its this draining of everything that you have there wasn't a reason your reaction was right and i'm dreading futures its been waiting and your not here and where am i supposed to go after this and what was left left to do its waiting and draining of everything that i have for you

chances surrendered
wave the night goodbye these things I can't remember the things i dream in slumber it all runs together in this imagintive world where i cry because i'm a girl as i escape my sights through it was devoted only to you the many sudden mistakes that break my reasons away i never let it frown but it always has kept me down

red tether
sit in the way of your fear i whispered the reasons i feel deliver the points in the ways that i heard it from your very timid doll i took the reasons all you tricked yourself to stay in a hole of hate i sat in the negative feel i understand that this is real how i won't underestimate how much i am able to hate i sit in this fear all reasons i tear i deliver all my points in the ways i deserve it

tellthetruth
somewhere i know there are reasons i've shown to rather hide away than to ever say how wrong i was how much i hate depressed states of self hate i understand i've lost your hand

thereasons
its there and its not there these things you can't ingest the reasons my soul left the things i had to do in order to reach you but things don't always believe you and forever and a day i can tear away each little bit anger is known bleached in fits taken its swollen you have no pride devour the reasons you don't know why

back to nowhere
its dreadful and deserved these feelings are only reserved for the fool who always falls for the things that can't evolve its taken time in toll i thought i'd share my soul whats left is so not there no use trying to get back to nowhere

as lost as you
somethings you think about something your all about feeling as lost as you never knowing what to do with you and there is a change you won't know my name anymore somethings you want to forget someparts you'll regret things do not what they seem and i will never dream now you don't need me like i need you

made up my mind
it wasn't me who said that i couldn't be what i wanted you take everything for granted what do you need who's looking after me now who's looking after me if failing is right i'm not there who isn't going to believe who isn't going to ask me i know that it wasn't mine made up my mind

lifestring
deep into the lights you are pulling your lifesrings as you always sing for these things that never go anywhere they remain here as you think you would know as i fear there are thngs that could crush me again sometimes i am lost and i never get back to the things i want to have back somewhere to go if you understood at all its pulling your lifestrings as i sing for these things that never go anywhere

impracticality
in your eyes false the disguise you feel nothing there was something you knew you'd fail they might say its all the shit you put on me its what you want me to say it all feels tremendously real toss and tear you cannot be here i'm useless i'm useless i'm useless i wait i waited to live my life


all words (c) 2000-2007 ameliapeelart........

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