~MY POETRY~
In the following table you will
find some of my own writings.
In these you will not find
a lot of rhyme, but you
WILL find some very DEEP,
HEARTFELT feelings, as I have
a tendency to put
down my thoughts and feelings
as they come to mind.
Some of these are not your
normal run of the mill beautiful
poetry, but rather personal feelings
that I don't often share verbally
with others. I find it
much easier for me
to just put the words on
paper as I am feeling them.
I wrote these several years
ago when I was going
through a very "black" period.
with a lot of "abuse issues".
I am sure (too sure)
that there are many people
here who will be able to
relate to some of these darker
feelings. I wish it wasn't so, but
I know it is..because
as long as there are
people in our society
being abused...the Black thoughts
will continue to grow.
There is not a single person
that has been or will be
abused that will walk away
totally unscarred. They may be
physically scarred, emotionally scarred,
mentally scarred,
or worse..dead.
Time heals some things
but I don't believe
abuse is ever healed.
The only good thing I have
found to benefit
the abused, is if they
will take the time to
face what has happened and
accept the reason "why"
it happened, you will learn
to know yourself and understand
your own feelings better than
anyone else possibly could!
PLEASE don't blame yourself,
this is the first thing victims
tend to do, remember
it is the ABUSER
who has the problem!)
When you find yourself asking
"WHY?", remember there is only
ONE answer...because the
ABUSER IS SICK!
There is NOTHING wrong with YOU!
If you are able to ask
yourself that question,
be THANKFUL,
there are too many people who
have been abused that have
lost the capability of
asking that question..
they've lost it either to
brain damage...or death!
YOU are a SURVIVOR!
And now, I will step down
off the podium and
let you read my thoughts...
Please feel free to forward
these pages to other
people or use them on
your own web pages. HOWEVER,
you MUST sign my name
with a link back to me
as these are VERY personal
thoughts of mine.
Thank-You!
~Christie
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