My dear sweet Jessica,words cannot describe how much your love meant to us when you were still with us,but you cannot begin to know how you still live in us.
We think about you every day and wonder how this could be.Our love for you will never cease, it will grow stronger through the years.
As we flip through books of pictures of you, especially the one of you on "Splash Mountain" with laughter and tears.
As we remember when your brother Colin was born and when you first looked at him you said "Noo Noo" thats what you named him and that is what we will still call him.
You were a miracle baby, and we always wanted so much to believe that we would have you always,that you would never leave.
We have had so many fears of loosing you in the last 8 years but each time you proved them wrong. As you were the longest living child to have had Downs Syndrome and the very serious heart defect that you had.
We wanted to be the perfect mom and dad, the best we could be, to show you unconditional love like our parents had shown us.
Although your life was short, you touched too many hearts to name.
My dear sweet Jess our world wont be the same.Memories flood our minds as we walk into you room and see your "E", Bop Bop, and Mickey Mouse. Seeing the wall you colored with the magic marker.
We can only dream of the daughter we once knew how you liked to climb up in our lap and watch TV and be carried up to bed each night by daddy.
Every morning around 6:15 you were waking us up with noises coming from your room, there you were in your closet looking for something to wear for the day, didnt really matter if it matched or not. When you were finished you were ready for your "eats" and you didnt stop until you got your "eats "
You were so good when we took you anywhere,but once in a while when we would go out to eat you wanted to steal the lemons out of everyones tea, you would eat the inside then want to through the peels across the room.
Jess sweet Jess we will hold on to these but what pains us the most are the memories we will never see.
What would you have been when you grew up?
A Mayor, politician? For you always like to say "Hi" and shake hands with everyone.
We will never see you walk down the aisle or witness your face of your first born child.
We will always love you and hold you close to our hearts,although we were left behind, God needed you more, For Very Special Angels are hard to find.
When your life was over down here on earth our whole world stood still.
So now we must pray and get strength from God and to understand why it was his will.
It is very difficult to live without you my precious sweet Jessica but we will try.
Even though we never wanted you to go, We werent ready to say "Goodbye"
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