| 25 years
and my life is still, trying to get up that great big hill of hope, for a
resolution. I realized quickly, and I knew I should that the world was
made up of this brotherhood of man...For whatever that means. And so I cry
sometimes when I'm lyin' in bed, just to get it all out what's in my head, and
I...I am feeling...a little peculiar...and so I wake in the morning and I step
outside, and I take a deep breath, and I get real high. Then I scream at
the top of my lungs, "What's going on?" " ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ To My NJEF Homies: Liv - My beloved sister...and one of my dearest friends. For the last almost...what is it now? Three years? Eleven? lmao You've been such a strong person in my life. No matter what anyone else says, I'm proud of you...and I think you're one of the smartest, most level-headed people I've ever known. You're an awesome friend, and an even better sister...and I'm glad that we've been causin' trouble together all these years! Tabz - Ohhhh girl...where the hell are you???? I miss you so much I can barely sleep at night! I love your sense of humor...I love your "real-ness"...I love YOU! Mel - Through hard times, you've stood tall and made it through...and I'm amazed by you and so proud of you at the same time. Keep your chin up. Love you, girl! Jules - I miss having my weiner around to miff Justin with. I hope you're doing well wherever you are, and maybe someday soon I'll randomly call you again so we can chat...*Hugs* And I'm spent! Lux - Off at college with your own grown-up life and everything while the rest of us stay where we are and dwell in our "Nsyncness". I wish you the best of luck there, and I hope that all the bad things that have happened will not outshine the good. Alli - We've lost touch in the past few months...but I still hope everything is going well for you. If you ever wanna talk, I think you know where to find me! :-)
| "Lay it down...I've always been with you...Here and now...Give all that's within you...Be my Savior, and I'll be your downfall..." ~ Matchbox 20 , ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Dia - I dunno what to say girlfriend. You've been there for me through thick and thin...you've told me the tough stuff that only a true friend would tell someone...you've had my back, and I hope I've had yours. I luff you, D...I hope we're friends forever! Bobbi Jo - Muh Dirrty! You've quickly become one of my best friends...I really don't think I could go a day without talking to you...lmao. You're always there for me, and you don't know how glad I am to have you as a part of my life...love you. Dawn - "I would give him 50 dollars just to hear him say fuck..." You're the reason my phone bill is sky high...well, it's a toss-up between you and Bobbi. You're also going to be my room-mate...I can not WAIT til this summer...we are going to have SO much fun! You're one of my best friends...and regardless of what you think, you ARE a good friend. I love ya! Ly - Even though you think you talk to yourself when you call me, I'm glad you DO call me. This summer is going to kick ass...and I'm so happy I'm gonna be sharing that experience with you, I can't think of a sweeter person to hang with! Love ya, wifey! Hey you...yeah you! The one carrying my baby! Thank you so much for listening to me, and sharing your advice. You're like...the funniest person I know...You made me smile when I was really not feeling like smiling, and for that, I am very greatful. I'll be coming over with some popcorn... *Wink wink, nudge nudge* To the rest of you...who know who you are...I loves you all. Random Thank Yous - Special thanks and gratitude *That was redundant, I know...* Goes to: Steve Fatone, Regis Philbin, Rob Schnieder, My Parents, My precious baby girl Michaela Erin, Trace Ayala, John F. Kennedy, Christina Aguilera, John Paul Getty, Super Dave Osbourne, All my neighbors, Shiloh, Shortie, Diggler, Timby and Tuffy, The state of Iowa (Which is a butthole), and last but not least, the "City of Mississippi" (LMAO Dawn!) And finally: To Justin, Lance Chris, JC & Joey...who have captured my heart, and fed my dreams for three years now...who have made me laugh, and made me cry all in the same moment...who have dared me to be a better person than I am in their own special way...I thank you. I love you all dearly. Thanks for reading...take care of yourselves, and each other (And yes...I stole that from Jerry Springer!) Triple X. |
