~Poetry
Copyright Jenny 2001
All Rights Resertved
The new mountain dew
This is a funny poem had to write it.
The new moutain dew
is better than
the old one
it's not slimey green
when ever you took
a sip you gaged
on it
even though it had more caffine
than the other
this one taste's like cherry pop
Mother's day
It's sopposed to be filled with love
from your children
but it's not when they forget
it hurts
when you can't say anything
to anyone about it
this day is so depressing
nothing seems right
help I want this day to go away
Birthday
A year older
maybe wiser
a day to celabrare
have party
get gifts
have birthday cake
with friends and family
thinking back was this a good year
hoping it will get a little bit better
Why
Is it that life is so short
and nothing
seems to change
no matter
how hard you change it
it will never be right again
the happiness you once had is gone
it can be their
but has to be worked out
will it ever be
why oh why
is their anything
that will change this
depression can be so rough
it makes you
feel as though
ICK
don't touch me
why does it have that feeling
nothing seems right
no title
I sit back looking at the computer
and looking back
are the words being written make sence
or are they just words
words are just coming out of head
brain is not working right
at a standstill
help so confused right now
people look and stare and wonder what kind
of person wrote this
a person who is in a weird kind of mood
who could not make a title
make a title
out of this poem
Medicine
I hate taking all this medicine
some of it is making me sick
it's the new pills I'm taking
wish I could quit taking them all
but then could have a seizure
maybe blood test will show
which one is making me sick
wish the world could be drug free
of all this icky medicine
Bitch bitch
could have done that faster
Bitch bitch
still doing that
Go away I''ll do it faster
Bitch bitch
These darn animals always in the way
Bitch bitch
Look what happen
Bitch bitch
dosen't anything go right?
Bitch bitch
A typical day when a husband has a fit, but I made it into a poem
Diet
Starting a diet today
watching what you eat
no more goodies or regular pop
eat stuff that is good for you
ick how can they call this a diet
it's pain not a diet
one more time to cheat
go ahead and have a coke
it will make you feel better
then go walk the dogs
and see how long that will last ha, ha,
no more cream or sugar in coffee
just black
and drink plenty of water
gotta get some slimfast maybe that will help
clothes don't fit that good any more
so maybe this diet will work
keep a food journal on what you eat
how can you watch your weight
when someone cooks good food all the time
maybe this diet will work
Wish
wish I had a good saying to say
enstead of being put down everday
verbal abuse hurts when you can't
speak up when someone is yelling
just put in one in ear and out the other ear
what has gone wrong with the marraige
is it someone else's falt
wish I could make it better
feel hurt everyday
hate being called a idiot
wish the pain would go away
why oh why does it have to hurt
feel nothing but pain and hurt
can't you say something nice once in awhile
enstend of nothing but put downs out of your mouth
wish it would go away
need to have someone say you are a good person
Just another day
it's the same thing day after day
waking up doing what ever
thinking is it really worth it
looking at the clock hour after hour
hoping the time will go by
and it nevers does
wishing something would happen
in this boring life
a neighbor is having a fight with her boyfriend
kicked him out
she threw his clothes out in the ally
along with his food
what a big thrill that was
it only lasted for a second
it's just another day
will it ever get better
night is here
time to decide what to have for dinner
want to go out or stay home
big thinking to do
it's just another day
stay home and have pizza
put on p.j.
and go to sleep
to face another day
The blues
Monday morning blues
are icky
have to face the week
get up and go time
don't feel like doing anything
leave will enough alone
having the first cigarette
does not help
maybe two or three
will help
gotta get moving
have to see the doctor this morning
maybe a shower will help
not quite awake yet
yeah a can of coke will help
having the first sip of coke helps
now we are awake
I do my writting in the morning when I can think more clear
Rain
Rain go away
So the sun can come out
and the flowers can bloom
no flooding can happen
rain go away
mississpi is so high
now
don't need no rain
sunshine would be better
sky is so gray
let's see some sun
Thinking
Thinking of things
that make someone happy
a sunset
A can of coke
peace and quiet
Walking the dog
A new pair of shoes
A sunny day
A hug
From someone you love
Getting praise
Going shopping
Watching a rerun of the honeymooners
Hearing Ralph say one of the days
Having a candy bar
watching children play in the park
Having a nap
Scared, may trigger
Scared
why me
what did I do wrong
why did it happena
as people go by me
they look at me with fear
in their eyes
I look down and see
that I was mugged
my purse is gone
I feel so helpless
police come to ask questions
can't rember anything
they say more work for us
just another day in the getto
I get up and go home
the getto sucks
I'm back to writting again
Life is so short
Live for the day
Make it worthwhile
Do something fun
Do something
That has never been done
Life is short
Kick up your heels
Scream shout whatever
Do it on a dare
Whocares what happens
Live for the day
Love is it real
Love is grand
Love can be real
Or love can be fake
Love can be many things
When you care
About someone
Love is so many things
Which love is real
Love is so weird
You can love
Someone now
And hate them now
Love them when you want to
To get what you want
And toss them aside
Why is love so weird
Will never know
Note I wrote this about a couple I know,
don't worry it's not me I just worry
about them.
Wake up
Wake up wake up
Sleepy head
Rise and shine
Off we go to start
A busy day
Filled with thing
We have to do
Some will be fun
And somenot
Hurry hurry
Or we will be late
A chair
Achair
noone will sit on
It's so ugly
Nothing is put on it
It's in the corner
So noone can see it
It's been in the corner
For such a longtime
Why is it their
Poor chair
It's so ugly
Why is it in the corner?
The morning after- may trigger?
The morning after
Feel afraid
Nothing will be the same
The place called home
Is not safe
Everything is wrecked
Nothing will be the same
Finger print dust every where
Window's broke
Police everywhere
Guns pointed at you
Will not tell you why
They wrecked your house
Feel so alone
Nothing will be the same
Police had the wrong house
Nothing will be the same ever
Night
Night is near
Daylight is almost gone
Another sleepless night
Can't wait till morning
To see the sun rise
Because night
Is bad
Seziure's
Seziure's
are scary
don'tknow
when they will come
they come any time
it's scary
Don't know what happen
untill you come thru
feel sleepy
lay down
take it easy
for the rest of the day
Note this is how I feel after I had a
Seziure.
Shadow my boxer
Shadow is my boxer
he may be dumb
but he is the best
He is not the brightest
off all breeds
does not chase cats
Just sleeps all day
and looks at you
when he wants out
He may make a mess
in his kennel
but I still love him
To take advantge
To take advantge of someone who is slow is wrong
it is not right
to say come along it will be allright
someone who is should be told
about what is going on
not made fun of
I cannot help my hadicap
it will always be here
but to advantge of some who is
wrong
I wish I would have known
maybe I could have had it stopped
but now all I feel is hurt
by the people who loved me
or so I thought
but why did I have to lie all the time
I knew it was wrong
but I wanted to be liked so much
not to be hated
I guess I have learned my lesson
I will not lie anymore
Morning
The morning is a new start
it's a brand new day
to start something new
let things go as they are
or to live life to the fullest
never let things bother you
rember it's a brand newday
to start what ever is on your mind
morning is is the best time to think
when things are fresh
and to have your first cup of coffie
rember it's a brand new day
Mother
Dust to dust
ashes to ashes
mother why did
you leave me I wanted
to get to know you again
when I saw you in the nursing home
I felt so sad
rembering the goodtimes we had
and the bad
you did know who I was
felt so empty and lost
where ever you are
I hope you have
found peace
Anger
Anger what is it
it is caused by someone that hurt you
you can never get over it
If you do it will still be their
you want to ask
why did you make me so angry
did you do it to hurt me
or to make me mad
No title
I
wrote this a year ago.
I look upon all the friends I thought I had none of
them said who they were either they used me or got what they wanted and left, I guess I
have been used all my life. With out realizing it, it's a bad feeling when you have been
used it feels like anyone you trusted is gone. And you only have yourself to dependon, but
you have to be careful who to pick as friendand to be able to trust them if you can if you
ever can.
Fear
Fear what is it? something that has happen to you
and you want to forgetand you can'tit keeps coming back to you. Everytime fear happens you
want to forget. I hate fear it scares meI try to take a nap but it is still with me when I
wake up. And have to deal with it all over again, why is fear so scary? I wish I knew.
Space
Space what is space? every one needs their own
space. To laugh cry or what ever, but when you don't have it you feel cramped. That is
when temper come's out and you feel so closed in you cannot do anything about it. Anger is
hidnothing goes your wayyou feel is life worth living for really? Or you pick up yourself,
and and let the past be gone. I wrote this one about the same time last year when I was
hurt by my daughter. Hugs Jenny
This is called chilled
I have a chill that won't go away it makes me think
of my past and I don't like like it, of the way I was used and lauhed at. It's a chill I
want to forget but it will not leave.why oh why will it not leaveme?Iam strong I will make
the chill go away, but it will still be with me.
Pain what is it? May trigger
The world is a big place it is full of pain and
hurt, pain that will away and some that will not. Somewhere there is a little girl full of
pain and nonoe will listen to her, Somewhere there is a women who has just been abused by
her husbandand noone will help her,or here her cry for help. Somewhere there is a gangthat
has justbeat up a old women for her purse. Noone will here her cry for help. Somewhere
their is a old man is homeless and noone will here his cry for help. Somewhere there is a
dogwho was left by it's master and none seem's to care. The world is full of hurt and and
people suffer for it,we could do so much by helpingand noone really seems to care. But if
we did just one thing by helping I wonder would it really help?
May trigger, lie's
Lie's that is all one person can say I did'nt do
it, why did you pick on my daughter was it because she was young a easy mark for you? and
suchshame on you you gained the mother's trust so that she would not catch on such shame
on you. The devil will get you sooner or later Are young girl's your pick? Because older
women will not listen to your voice?, such shame you are not a man but a animal who tell's
lie's about everything. Such lie's and shame oh the word I did not do anything makes me
sick you will get hurt one day and you will see how it feels. The devil will get you yet
for hurting me,
This is my very first poem. It's called guilt
what does the word guilt mean to you? It means a
lie not telling the truth to some onehaving other cover for your guilt.Having look so bad
when you have guilt your face looks it and the way you act hopeing noone can seeitOr if
they do you cover it up making you like a fool Guilt has way of making people fight. It
also has a way of ending friendships. I'm sorry it's not in a poem format I don't know how
to do that |
