The clutches of my addiction are swallowing me I feel like a goldfish @ a frat party Am I really as helpless as I've thought myself into being It's up to me I must will the change There has to be belief It's all up to me I must cease the wheel A thing in motion will continue until acted upon by an outside force It's all up to me Dr Peale says "think positive" That the gawddamned cheesiest thing forgiving, forgetting being trampled, regretting So much smarter, so much braver You are than I it's up to me I must make the change That's what makes the difference it's all up to me I'll be flippng the switch A thing in motions will continue unless acted upon by an outside force