Zac picked his skateboard
up and jogged to the front of the house. Leaning over to look in the
window, he paused and waited. "This is so dumb. Why am I the one
knocking." He leaned back over and pressed the doorbell. Tapping one
foot he turned back to Zac Hanson, who stood by the mailbox, in a dazed
stance. The door opened and a tired teenage boy stood, holding the
handle and rubbing his eyes. "What." Zac Dentra frowned and took a
breath. "Uh…is Amanda here." The boy paused, looked intently at Zac
and then turned around. "MANDA!!!" He looked behind the boy to see
Amanda pulling a jacket on as she ran through the hall, still running she
grabbed her backpack and hustled past the boy. "Where are you
going." She sneered at him and continued walking. "I gotta tell mom
and dad somethin'." "Tell them I went to the mall." She didn't look back
but walked to the sidewalk by Zac Hanson. For fear of being left alone,
Zac Dentra jumped off the porch and raced after her. The door slammed
behind them and Amanda let out a sigh. "He's such a prick
sometimes." "Who is he?" "My brother. 16 year old ball of laziness.
You woke him up." The two boys smiled. "Didn't know you had a
brother." She turned to Zac Dentra. "Well if you came over more often
you would." Zac Hanson smiled at the two. "Lets go get Kris and take
off." The three headed down the sidewalk, chattering about what they'd be
doing. "You can't
stay here Tay, you need to get out, at least take a shower." Taylor
mumbled something and closed his eyes. "Oh come on Taylor! Get up.
You can't get anything done like this. You laying here is NOT helping her
any." Taylor rolled over, facing the clock that now sat on the coffee
table. "It's not right, or fair, or okay." Isaac walked to the kitchen and
began making things for lunch. "No one said it was. It's called life Tay, and
I know it stinks, and I know it blows, but you have to get up and live the next
day." Taylor sat up. "Live the next day? How can you say that? It's not
just some idle matter that just happened. It's important. Important to me, and
Mey, and everything to do with me, and it didn't exactly feel great Ike, live a
day in my shoes and see how it feels." Isaac stuck his head out from the
kitchen. "Taylor. I don't know what to say. There were three of them.
That's a lot to have anyway! No wonder she was showing so much. You still
have two Taylor. Two babies, and the doctor said they are fit as a fiddle and
healthy and great. You should be happy." Taylor slumped back down in
his bed. "I want to be happy, but I'm not, and I wish I could make it better,
but I can't, and it still hurts Ike." "Taylor make the best of what it is. I didn't
say it doesn't hurt, I just think you need to think about it no more and go
on." "She was sick for so long, and she went through all that, and just to
have that happen." "Taylor. Like I said, you have two, beautiful babies on
the way, wonderful miracle, and yet, your still mourning the one you lost?
Tay, I know it can't feel good, and I know that me saying this isn't helping
much, but it's gone. There's not a thing you can do about it." Taylor
grumbled to himself. "What was that?" "Ike…you just. You just don't
know what it's like. And I know your trying to do good here, but it's not
working." "Tay I'm not trying to make anything better of it, I'm just
saying…" "Well don't say it Isaac! I'll think about it on my own time
alright!" "I care about it Taylor." "I didn't say you didn't. I just don't think
you understand." "Maybe I don't, but I'd like to." "Your not going to.
And I hope you don't ever have to." Isaac sighed. Watching Taylor pull
his hair back out of his face and lay back down, he thought about his
brother's situation. Turning back into the kitchen he spoke to
himself. "Wish I knew Tay."
Zac Dentra held out his arms and turned slowly around. "Three days
ago." Amanda pushed him away. "Gross! You need a shower and
some clean clothes is what I think." "Nagh." "What about your family,
don't they get worried?" The two Zac's looked at eachother and shook
their heads. "They don't have time to worry about us." "What do you
mean us? Neither of you have been home for that long!!!" Kristin grinned
and smacked both of them lightly upside the head. "Well we were at Han's
place the first night, and then we went to Kev's, and then our place." The
girls frowned. "Your place?" They nodded. "What's this about your
place?" "It's a place." "No really." "Where is it." "Couldn't tell
you." "You guys suck." The girls spun around, walking up the sidewalk
without them. Isaac rolled his eyes. "Mom,
Taylor is fine." "That's not what I asked. Is he there." "Yes mom. He's
here." "Put him on the phone." "Mom, now isn't a good time." There
was a pause. "Isaac Hanson put your little brother on the phone right
now!" Isaac smiled. Taylor was far from little. "Fine mom." Isaac
carried the cordless by the antenna and walked to the sofa where his brother
lay. "Taylor." He lay still, staring at the back of the sofa. "Taylor sit
up now and take this phone." Taylor slowly sat up, throwing the blankets
off his legs and placing his feet in front of him. Handing the phone down to
Taylor, Isaac raised his eyebrows. "Be ready for an ass
chewing." Taylor frowned. "You had a baby without her
permission." Isaac smiled and walked back to the kitchen. "Yes." "Is
that anyway to greet your mother." "Moooommm. Now?" "I don't care
what's going on in your life, I think you should say it with zest." Taylor
sighed. "Now. About this baby thing." "Who told you about the baby
thing." "Taylor. I have connections in this town." "Mom, you go to lunch
with three friends once a week and you spend the rest of your time shopping
and watching Days of our lives. You can't have THAT many
connections." She paused. "Okay fine, Cindy at the
hospital." "Mmm. Shoulda known." "So then now that I found out
something I wasn't supposed to know, such as a baby, which mind you is
something I would have liked to know, what is your excuse for not telling
me." "The fact that you, dad, and every other relative we have would flip
out, stare me down for having a life and then ask me embarrassing
questions." "Like what?" "Mom. I'm not going to elaborate." "What
are you afraid of?" "Mom! Aunt Maggie would ask me something like 'so
where's the happenin' place." His mother
chuckled. "Well?" "MOM!" "Well I just want to know why you kept it
from me that's all." "I was going to tell you…I would have had to tell
you." "So then. How far along is your girlfriend, who should be your
fiancée." "She doesn't have to be my fiancée to have children with me
mother." "You should get married before you have children." "Mom,
we're in a new century. Do you know what the divorce rate is now days? I'm
content with my situation, and I think Mercy is too." "Well answer my
question anyway." "Almost 5." "Five months! How on earth did you
keep that from me for 5 months!!" "She waited in the car mom." "That's
awful!" "It's not awful mom. We didn't want to tell you yet." "It's still
awful." "I'll tell you what mom. I'll go talk to Mey today, and as soon as
she's out of the hospital, you guys can go shopping for lots of groceries,
maternal clothing, and baby clothes galore." "I wanted to do that when
your girlfriend was one week pregnant. But thanks to my son I sort of missed
out." "Mom. Now is not the time." His mother half giggled half
yelled. "Taylor there's going to be two!!" He chuckled. "Yes mom.
Twice the fun." She laughed. "Oh you are too wonderful." "I'll take
that as a compliment." Jeremy walked
from the kitchen, a sandwich in one hand, Dr. Pepper in the other. "Like I
would know." "He's been gone for like a week." "Hardly a week
Door." "The album is hurting for this." "And I'm sure you'll make him
hurt for it too." Dorin rolled his eyes. "Thanks so much for your
support." "No problem." Jeremy walked to the front door. "Where
are you going?" Jeremy finished chewing the mouth full he had and
swallowed. "A couple guys I was friends with over at the appartment
wanted to know if I could do anything…So I'm goin'" Dorin threw up his
arms. "This album is never going to be done." The girls looked up into the rafters of the empty
building. "Yeah. Thanks for making us give it up." Zac Hanson
comically scowled at the girls. "What did you guys do here?" "Hung
out." "Cool." The boys had decided not to show them the room, or at
least not yet. There was something cool about having a room stocked with
games television stereo, and month old dirty laundry that held a certain awe.
They weren't about to show it off. "So where did you guys sleep?" "On
the floor." "Ooo, comffy." "Not really." The four of them paused, then
the two boys turned towards the entrance. "Well, now that you've seen it,
lets go." The girls placed their hands on their hips. "That's it!" In
unison they replied. "S'all." The two girls rolled their eyes and walked
to the two Zac's. "Fine then. Lets go." "You okay about this whole thing." Mercy nodded. "You get out
tomorrow." "I know." "My mom knows." Mercy sighed. "Don't
doubt it." "Why do you say that?" "Tay, I don't doubt that Entertainment
weekly, and people magazine haven't been here." He smiled. "Well
they haven't." "Maybe we should tell everyone and just get it over
with." They paused. "Maybe we should." "Where would we
start?" Taylor looked at her. "Well me and 'Hanson' have a few more
things to do in NY and Chicago this month." Mercy sighed. "Like
who." "Funny as it sounds, Rosie. Rosie actually just got a hold of Chris. I
was, sort of shocked. Ike was just talking about her." "You going to tell
Rosie that we're having two kids Tay." He smiled. "I bet she giggle like
mom did." "Yeah! And we did
NOTHING!" Amanda stood on the doorstep of Kristin's house. "That's
not entirely our fault." "Fine then. You guys are assholes." Zac hanson
frowned. "You don't mean that." "No. We don't. I just like saying
that." Zac Dentra threw up his arms. "I have an album I'm working on, I
stink, and I'm tired. You can't call me an asshole for that." Kris raised an
eyebrow. "Oh yeah." "Yeah!" The two girls looked at
eachother. "Go home, take a shower, make your album, then call
us." They turned around and walked in the house. "Please don't tell me
girls are this difficult."
Taylor lay on the sofa, staring up at the fan.
"When was the last time you went home you grungy. You stink."
"Is Taylor there?"
"Where the hell is Zac?"
"This is a cool
place."
Taylor sat by the hospital
bed.
"It's been a long day!"