Confusion

My Aquarian is back in my life,
And I'm not sure what to do;
I know deep within my heart,
His love for me will not grow true.

Love does not die easily,
Even when we're miles apart;
I know he's in my life,
But does he have to invade my heart.

Tears slide slowly down my cheek,
As I pray to God for aid;
God has put him in my life,
And my love for him doesn't fade.

But why has God sent him to me,
If I cannot have his love?
What am I supposed to do,
Give the answer, Lord God above.

God wouldn't send him back to me,
Just to break my heart;
But I cannot find the reason,
And it's tearing me apart.

My Aquarian needs someone to hold his hand,
He needs someone to soothe his soul;
I would like to be that person,
But am I willing to pay the toll.

God is leading me to him,
Of this I am certain;
But, in him, will I find joy,
Or will I find more hurtin'?

I don't think he has figured out,
There's a reason we are here;
Maybe he has found his love,
But doesn't see it out of fear.

Lord, please lead me as I go,
And help find the way;
I need time with this man,
If he's to be mine someday.

Lord, you know his love grows slow,
And his life keeps us apart;
How am I to win his soul?
How do I win his heart?

Lord, only You know the way,
Only You can see the morrow;
I hope this fills me with joy,
And fills not my heart with sorrow.