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2. Don't Stay
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go
(chorus)
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
(Just take myself back and)
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
(Just give myself back and)
Don't stay
(chorus ends)
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone
(Chorus repeats)
I don’t need you anymore, don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day, of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day, of you wasting me away
With no apologies
(Chorus repeats)
3. Somewhere I Belong
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find /that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
(Chorus)
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
(end chorus)
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own
(Chorus repeats)
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today
(chorus repeats twice)
4. Lying From You
When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just 'cause
I know I can/But
I can't pretend this is the way
It will stay/I'm just
Trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm
(chorus)
Lying my way from you
[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
Is me
(chorus ends)
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person
Really is me and I'm
[Trying to bend the truth]
But the more I push
The more I'm pulling away
'Cause I'm
(chorus)
Lying my way from you
[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me
(chorus ends)
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
(repeat 3x)
(chorus repeats)
5. Hit the Floor
There are just too many
Times that people
Have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you
And I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've
Held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many
Things that you've said about me
When I'm not around
You think having the upper hand
Means you've got to keep putting me down
But I've had too many stand-offs with you
It's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand
Is mine
(chorus)
One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won
And then it's all gone
(chorus ends)
So many people like me
Put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think
To just say what we feel inside
So many people like me
Walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want
There are so many things you say
That make me feel like you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall
And I'm counting down the time
'Cause I've had so many stand-offs with you
It's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand
Is mine
(chorus repeats)
(bridge) And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all gone
(bridge ends)
I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us
But you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall
(chorus and bridge repeat)
6. Easier to Run
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
(chorus)
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
(chorus ends)
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
(chorus repeats)
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
(chorus repeats)
7. Faint
I am
A little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all that I got
(chorus)
I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
(chorus ends)
I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all that I got
(chorus repeats)
No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
(chorus repeats twice)
8. Figure 9
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do
Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say/I
Put all the pain you gave to me on
Display/But didn't
Realize/Instead of setting it free/I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(chorus)
[It never goes away] never goes away
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from
What I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
(chorus ends)
Hearing your name/the memories
Come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words
Attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
Committing myself to them/and every day I
Regret saying those things/'cause now
I see/that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
(chorus repeats)
(bridge)
[It never goes away]
Never goes away, never goes away
Never goes away
(bridge ends)
Get away from
Me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go
Everything comes down to memories of
You
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
Know
I've let you go
So get away from me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go
Everything comes down to memories of
You
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
Know
I've let you go, go..
(chorus repeats)
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
9. Breaking the Habit
Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
(chorus)
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
(chorus ends)
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
(chorus repeats)
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
(chorus)
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Breaking the habit tonight
10. From the Inside
I don’t know who to trust, your surprise
Everything feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts sent through dust, and the lies
(chorus)
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this to see
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time
between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so
much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
‘Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
(chorus ends)
Tension is building inside, steadily
You feel so far away from me
Have your thoughts forcing their way out of me
(chorus)
Trying not to break, but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this, all the time and time
between
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so
much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
Waste myself on you!!!
You!!!
You!!!
(chorus ends)
(2nd version of chorus repeats 1x)
11. Nobody's Listening
Yo. Peep the style and the kids checkin for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks with rap sack
Got you back in the sup like rewind that
We just rollin’ with the rhythm
Fast from the ashes of stylist division
We these nonstop lyrics of life livin
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven
When in the mean time there are those who wanna talk
This and that so what suppose that
It gets to the point to where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
It goes
(chorus)
I tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
I told I everything loud and clear
But Nobody’s Listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don’t want to hear me
I told you everything loud and clear
But Nobody’s Listening
(chorus ends)
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, hair
full of anger
Hell did my chest
And everything left is waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
Im riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that its better I can’t keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write
on
Pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the Blood, sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and the trash talking to the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you.
(chorus repeats)
I tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
I told I everything loud and clear
But Nobody’s Listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don’t want to hear me
I told you everything loud and clear
But Nobody’s Listening
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, hair
full of anger
Hell did my chest
Uphill stuggle, blood , sweat and tears, nothing to
gain
Everything to fear
(1st version of chorus repeats)
12. Sessions
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13. Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
(chorus)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
(chorus ends)
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
(chorus repeats)
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
(chorus repeats 2x)
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