My spiritual guide beaconed me through a long hallway which had many doors. The hallway was zapped with a white misty light which gave off an intense beauty with a vaporous quality.

We entered a large green house which had flowers of every variety. I was immediately drawn to the poppies fields. It took me a long time to take in their enormous color and beauty. The brilliant cadmium oranges, yellows, and reds with their balance of delicate green leaves was illuminating my soul.

I was given a cadmium yellow poppy the size of a large laundry basket. As I looked down inside, there were messages written on every petal for me to read. I kept reading the same message which said, "I am God, I created you. You are love. I am your best friend." I'd move another petal...it, too, said, "I am God, I created you. I am your best friend and you are love,"

This message, although reassuring, was not really news to me. But reading it on each petal of my favorite flower, given to me in this enormous greenhouse which was heavily laden with perfumes permeating my soul and the light filling my body and the choir was singing in harmony, "Let The Light Come Up!"...I felt like I was right in heaven!

My guide wanted me to lift upward for a visit to the planets. I was playing with the stars on my way to Venus. I was firmly embraced by a Soul mate who then took me by the hand. When we fondly spoke, I said to him, "I have come up to visit the stars and pick out the one that I want to set in for my eternity. I am so excited to be with you!"

My friend said to me, in thought, "I see you every day I hug you and I love you with pure love. You are doing every thing in your physical life that I am doing here as spirit. I visit with you often. I can visit you as pure love and I feel closer to you now as spirit that I ever did in that body. I will not be with you but for a moment on this visit, but I will go ahead of you and nod the lights on inside each star that you wish to contemplate."

And then my friend went ahead of me. His spiritual closeness was comforting to me as thought and as spirit. It felt so fleeting.

Onward I went. As I tried to gather me up some stars to put in my big laundry basket size poppy, they said that I could not move them; that they were expected to be exactly where they are, until time for them to fall; they said that I could play leap frog over them and that I could skip in and out between them, but they could not move; they said that they certainly enjoyed my coming up for a visit as it gets pretty boring and tiresome knowing that they are in one fixed position for an eternity just waiting their turn to fall; they griped that I hadn't been to see them for a long time; that I used to visit them with another Soul mate both of us out of physical body for those visits.

The stars did so love company from us temporary Earth beings, since they were so fixed...they dared not get too close to us. Each star that Noel had prepared for my celestial visit had a neon type beaconing device that said, "I am so lonely do come to play and stay awhile with me." I surveyed a few. Inside they were indeed plush/posh areas with many alcoves with satiny lined walls and floors. The choral's heavenly harmonious music was still chanting, "Let The Light Come Up!"

I went into one that was dimly lighted, pale yellow satin lined alcove, sat down Yogi style to meditate and when I awoke realized I'd slept. While in the sleep state, I realized the stars had re-nurtured my soul with Love and Wisdom, maintaining that I would never be snide in these two areas; that I had all the Love and Wisdom that I would ever need; to avoid stagnation...they said that I needed to concentrate on the concept of Generosity... that I would never run out of Love and Wisdom; that my RPQ (replenishing quotient) would never lessen...much like a valve on a commode tank... even if it appeared to be totally emptying... that my supply would never deplenish unless I did not use it. I was reassured that I would be immediately re-supplied.

I pondered over this for some time in my awake state then went on out into the Universe to play and to explore.

The stars now had big neon signs that touted, I AM LOVE, I AM WISDOM, I AM PLENTY, I AM GENEROSITY. I thanked them for their gifts of Love and Wisdom and Reassurance, and said to them, "Another part of my planetary mission it to seek out Mother Venus on this visit...that I had always looked forward to coming up for a frolicking jaunt of jumping from star to star with eager delight, and that I always left them with enough resources to make my trip back to Earth appealing.

When I arrived on Mother Venus it was as though she had a long electromagnetic wand and on the end of it a crystal bubble type container with a sliding door. I entered this crystal container where all my gifts were electromagnetically imprinted all through my mind and body, and there would be no way of my not being aware of them.

I was also outfitted with a device, much like a cattle prodder... this an interesting device was placed inside of my present spiritual presence... because when a confused, lonely, distressed, and/or despairing being came to me... that if I was the least bit remiss on being generous with these gifts... that I would be magnetically nudged with another whomp of reassurance of love.

My chore is to be generously available for others who are in need from my wellspring of gifts. I need be only generous to their need; to back my ego out of the way; to make no judgment calls regarding being overly or underly generous to their need; to remain egoless in the amounts of their need... that the individual will know what and just exactly how much to extract; my purpose is to be available, not to enable or scare off with too much generosity; that this is all within my scope without my ego involved; but just to center with my Love and Wisdom.

The door slid open on the crystal capsule. I returned to my earthly position temporarily stunned and speechless.

in peace and love... rell

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