Taken To Soon

Fresh snow on a hard ground, barren trees all around
A cold stone is all that is left, of my hopes and my dreams
Tomorrow you would be saying ma’ma
Today you would be learning to walk

One will never know
For you were taken to soon

There will be no first drive, first date
Your prom i’ll never see, no wedding
And sure as a beautiful baby of
yours to call your own

Instead all I have is memories, I have a cold stone in the ground
With your precious name written
Charles Richardson Samuel Fields
December 1, 1998 to May 4, 1999
Beloved Son

So remember me until we have met again
Remember my love for you, our long nights
Remember my hopes and wishes
Love mommy forever

©Copyrighted September 4, 1999
By Connie D Fields

Dear Jesus

Dear Jesus
As I down to sleep
I dream of the heavens
I see a little boy with eyes of blue
With golden hair and angels wings
Dear Child
You gave that little boy life
Dear Jesus
That little boy sure does look fimiliar
Dear Child
You nutured that little boy and showed him love on earth
Dear Jesus
Is that my little boy with such a sweet smile
Dear Child
Yes Child that is your little boy, the one you gave to the father so unselfishly
Dear Jesus
He looks so happy, he's not in pain
Dear Child
That is because in heaven he can not feel the pains of the earth
Dear Jesus
Where are all the tubes and wires, doesn't he need them anymore
Dear Child
In heaven there is no sickness
Dear Jesus
He is running, that can't be good, he'll become blue
Dear Child
When he came to heaven, he came with a new heart
Dear Jesus
You say its ok
Dear Child
Yes in heaven its ok, so rest your wrery head,
and dry your tears and no that he is ok..

©Copyrighted October 4, 1999
By Connie D Fields

When The Morning Doesnt Come

My angel, my love, my song of joy
oh how the longing for you
my child, my hopes, my dreams
shattered by the cry of death in the night
do not forget my pain, do not forget my tears
my angel, my love, my song of joy
your kiss I feel in the wind
your cry I hear in the ocean
your tears I feel in the rain
please do not leave me, please dont go tonight
mommy needs you, mommy needs to hold you tight
death has come, the angels are
singing a song of praise
as my little angel, my love, my song of joy
makes his way to heaven
when morning comes it wont be all right

©Copyrighted November 4, 1999
By Connie D Fields

Dancing in my dreams

I closed my eyes tonight
To remember your innocent smile
Could I live this lifetime
In my dreams for awhile
Shadows dancing threw my head
Of a love, long lost beyond
I see your deep blue eyes
Sparkling like the moon’s reflection
I reach my hand out to you
Threw space and time only
To find a mirror of sadness of
The divine
I cant quite reach your open arms
Who could be causing this torture
So unruefully given to me
To the madness only to realize
Its only you dancing threw my dreams
And a true reality that can not be

©Copyrighted December 4, 1999
By Connie D Fields