Mood:
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Okay, I know I haven't blogged in a while. I seem to go through phases where it's very important to me, and then it's not. I'm incredibly nervous and excited for next weekend. I'm going to Vegas for the first time, and I'll be auditioning for American Idol. There's a small chance I'll make it, because I might not even get in to see the judges. I've been choosing clothes, music, and transportation. Ugh, there's so much that goes into this. I don't know what I'll do yet, but I'm really glad I'm taking this chance. I'm hoping to hang with my friend Heather, the Ramptster. A part of me keeps on saying, come on, this is bigger than you are. I can't give in to that thought process. I have to believe in myself, and get over how big this is. This is my bliss; to perform. I have to go after that bliss. Okay, should I go into what one's bliss is defined as? I'm not sure. What I do know for sure, is no matter what the outcome of AI is, I will continue pursuing singing and performing as a career.
I just switched the calendar over to September. Seeing the weekend of the competition gives me goosepimples. I feel inspired to pursue this at this time. Just the fact that I'm trying this gives me so much self confidence; I hope that confidence shines through at the auditions.
Okay, sleep calls me now...Night.
Posted by mo2/bachelorrm
at 7:57 PM MDT
Updated: Tuesday, 31 August 2004 8:17 PM MDT
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Updated: Tuesday, 31 August 2004 8:17 PM MDT
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