When the mornings gone
My angel, my love, my song of joy
oh how the longing for you
my child, my hopes, my dreams
shattered by the cry of death in the night
do not forget my pain, do not forget my tears
my angel, my love, my song of joy
your kiss I feel in the wind
your cry I hear in the ocean
your tears I feel in the rain
please do not leave me, please dont go tonight
mommy needs you, mommy needs to hold you tight
death has come, the angels are
singing a song of praise
as my little angel, my love, my song of joy
makes his way to heaven
when morning comes it wont be all right
©--Copyrighted Connie Fields November 4, 1999
Dancing in my dreams
I closed my eyes tonight
To remember your innocent smile
Could I live this lifetime
In my dreams for awhile
Shadows dancing threw my head
Of a love, long lost beyond
I see your deep blue eyes
Sparkling like the moon’s reflection
I reach my hand out to you
Threw space and time only
To find a mirror of sadness of
The divine
I cant quite reach your open arms
Who could be causing this torture
So unruefully given to me
To the madness only to realize
Its only you dancing threw my dreams
And a true reality that can not be
©--Copyrighted Connie Fields December 4, 1999
Happy Birthday Angel
Today you turned one
Fairytale dreams and pretty smiles
Far far away in a far away land
is where you'll spend your day.
Not with me where you should be.
Happy Happy Birthday Angel
I brought you flowers and balloons
didn't you see, blue and pink
for a little angel so sweet.
Happy Happy Birthday Angel
We had a party, but you were not there
instead you were playing in the clouds
so far away from my heart and our home
The cake was white, with a picture painted of you
I wish I could of seen you take the first bite
But I just sat and cried instead.
Happy Happy Birthday Angel
I thought for a moment I felt you in the breeze
Is that you trying to tell me you love me
So dear one, you see I did get to spend your 1st
Birthday with you.
Happy Happy 1st Birthday Sweet Angel Sammy
©--Copyrighted Connie Fields January 4, 1999
A Year Ago Today
A year ago today,
I said goodbye to the child I loved
I burried deep with in my heart
The cherished memories of you
A year ago today,
I let you go, to end the suffering
We said goodbye to the pain
And the tears began to fall
A year ago today,
I held your lifeless body
I held on so tight for the last time
I gave you to the father
In hopes I ll see you again someday
So I am remembering you
A year later, with tears in my eys
©--Copyrighted Connie Fields February 4, 1999
Gods Chosen One
On a crisp winter morning
The heavens opened, and the clouds parted
Down from the heavens a dream came
With a whisp of blonde hair
And babies blue eyes
A heart filled with some much content
A lifetime of reality never to be spent
And God hath given me the “Chosen one, Samuel”
Then God asked of me to give my child unto him
The tears came, the skies opened, and into my
Fathers arms, my child flew home to eternal grace.
As I take each step in blind faith
Knowing my father in heaven, will teach me
The lessons I must take.
I must not ask why, or how, and when
In this life time
But I must wait for the time of eternal grace
And remember there once was a time
When God hath given me the “Chosen one, Samuel”
Then God asked of me the unspeakable,
He claimed my angel to brighten the heavens
For eternal grace.
