<i><B>In loving memory of Mackenzie Mae Nader</i>

Dedicated in living memory to

Mackenzie Mae Naber

Mackenzie's story is graciously shared by her loving parents,
Josh Naber and Chandra Holm and her sweet grandmother,Laura.

Mackenzie Mae & Hailea Angel Naber were born on October 7, 2000.
They were identical twins and were born at 24 weeks, due to their mother
having toxemia . Hailea weighed 11 1/2 oz. and sadly lived for only about 1 1/2 hours.
However, Mackenzie weighed just under a pound and suprised us all.
with each passing day she gained weight, her inner strength brought light
to all of us following her progress daily. She spent 117
days in Blank Hospital in Des Moines, IA. She was truely a miricale
baby. She grew by leaps and bounds after coming home. Before her death,
at 22 months old, she was the happiest little toddler you could imagine. She always had
a smile on her face. She had golden blonde hair which I believe
was part of her halo. She hardly ever cried. She was wearing size 2
and weighed almost 27 pounds. She caught up quickly for how small she was
in the beginning of her such short life.

On August 1, 2002, I awaited her to do her normal routine.
She would wake up, crawl out of her bed, grab her blanket,
open the door (which always hit the wall, and I knew she was coming to get me),
and we cuddled awhile before breakfast. However on that morning, the door
never opened. I went in to get her, it was always dark in there,
I couldn't see her in the bed, I looked on her mothers bed for her,
and all this time, I didn't hear her. Nothing, complete silence...
I began to panic, then I found her hanging from the cord of the venition
blind cord. I began to scream, I cut the cord, I laid her down,
began CPR and called 911..... Mackenzie died at the age of 22 months.
In her death, Mackenzie gave the gift of life.
Mackenzie's Heart Valves were donated to the Iowa Doner Network
in hopes of saving another precious little life.

This was written by me, Chandra Holm the day of
my daughters’ funeral. I was hurting real bad and
knew I wasn’t going to be able to speak.
I couldn’t let my daughter do without hearing
what I had to say so I wrote it down
and had my best friend ever, Ashley, read it aloud
for me. I had never written a poem before
so I was very amazed when everything worked out
like it did.

Baby Girl
Little Miss Mackenzie Mae,
You were so perfect in every way.
Your eyes so blue, your hair so blonde,
I can’t believe you’re actually gone.
You came so slowly and went so fast,
Now you’re only in our pasts.
Please forgive me for being so blue,
I still can’t believe that this is true.
We look to the sky to see your stars,
And hope you know you’re deep in our hearts.
We miss you more than words can say,
We miss the way you helped us to pass each day.
When we were down you made us smile,
You made us do that extra mile.
When I put you be that last Wednesday night,
I never thought to say goodbye.
All I said to you that night was goodnight,
Not knowing tomorrow’s fright.
I didn’t think would be the end,
But God needed you as His special friend.
Please watch over each one of us,
You know our pain is a must.
Watch over us each day and night,
We won’t forget you, not in this lifetime.
Here is my goodbye to you,
Don’t ever forget that MOMMY LOVES YOU!
Love,
Mommy