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My eyes are blurred by tears
My stomach and head both ache
both are now permanent...
symptoms of heart break
who would have guessed?
it certainly wasnt me
now im so confused
I know we're meant to be
It hurts so much i cant breathe
I wish my life would end
It all happened so fast
I lost my soul mate and best friend
He was there for everything
He made me face my fears
He never gave up on me
he wiped away my tears
But now its gone
im crying all alone
i wish for a miracle
and sleep right by the phone
Ive never tried so hard 
i dont want to give in
but it hurts to hold on
this time...im not gonna win