i talk to you for hours you tell me not to cry i sit here with one question how could this happen?...WHY?! you tell me it will all work out you say it will be okay i cry so hard it makes me sick but i dont know what to say i finally know what i want in life and i know thats gotta be you you said it too and made me smile but now i know the truth we made plans and dreamed of the future i kissed you and thought it was forever but now i hear about this other chick and youve wanted her since september you told me you didnt like her i trusted you with my whole heart i never thought this would happen this stupid girl is tearing us apart im sitting here thinking of "us" and im starting to cry more i wish i could just let go and crawl into a ball on the floor everyone tells me it will be okay eventually ill be just fine but in his mind im a memory that will just get lost with time i made mistakes but thats okay not saying those 3 words sooner is the only thing i regret no one understands the pain why wont it just go away? shouldnt it be less by now? but it gets harder every day so many empty promises you made from "my love for you will never end" to "i just need to fix it thats all" then "i promise ill still be your friend" i know this is all my fault i cant even blame it on cupid i guess i have a lot to learn how could i be so stupid?