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Here are some of my poems and other writings.
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*- Stand before you:
If I could stand before you
I wouldn't know what to say.
To say how much I love you
wouldn't be the right way.
To look into your eyes and simply
stare wouldn't really take me there.
To the place inside your head,
where all your thoughts are
easily read.
If I could stand before you
I'd be to shy to touch your hand
or tell you about my dreams
of a boy, that's now become a man.
If I could stand before you
with tears running from my eyes
I wouldn't know the words to say
to make you realize.
How much I care about you
would make no difference either way.
Cause you'll always be just a memory
that's gone into yesturday.
-Tired
I wake to the sound of your voice and Im tired.
I sleep with your radio on and Im tired.
I think and eat and talk about you cause Im tired.
Tired of all you put me through,
and I'm tired of your perfections that I always see.
Im tired of seeing your face in the light.
Cause sometimes I just want to be me
without thinking all the time about you.
cause Im tired of how you make me feel
And Im tired cause nothing about you is real.
Tired of all the anguish Im in and
sometimes it's just hard to begin
with this feelings I have inside
With you all the time on my mind.
Im tired enough to say that maybe today
will be the day I can
let go of you and
find myself in a new light.
So I can sleep another night
without wanting to hold you tight.
And I can wake a new day and start a new way
without you reminding me why Im so tired.
*-Little Boy
There once was a little boy
with blue crystals in his eyes
He let his soul run free
with sweet music on
his mind
He grew strong and tall
but with feelings in
his heart
Everyone grew to love him
said they'd never be apart
Now he's a man with
visions of his own
He's found someone
to run to when his
nights are long and
cold
They seem happy and whole
with love on their side
but with everyone
still wanting him
they can't live their
own lives
So with pain in our heart
and memories on our
mind
we must learn to live
without him
until the end of time
But don't give up on
the visions in your head
of this sweet little boy
who grow to be
a man
He's still out there singing
with
as much love and passion
as he can
Illusion
When I first saw you
I was speechless
You were always the beautiful
one who everybody wanted.
I would always be
thinking of you, and thinking
about how weird it felt
that other girls like
Madeline and Lucy
would cross your path
with pictures on their wall.
Sometimes, I would lie awake and
wish that I was there, with you
in your dreams.
I would always think
to myself, If only
I could run away run
and be with you
in the city
You became my little soldier boy
as I waited for you
by the river with,
two tears falling down my face.
Now as time goes on
I realize that you'll never know
what you meant to me. And
I'll always look at you from afar
and wonder where's the love
that I felt for you.
Of all the times that
I'd want you to
save me and take me
to that place in the sun.
Somewhere we could be hand in hand
and definitly sure about it.
Our love song could always be surely as the sun.
But this time around,
I sit here
snowed in to my
3 car garage in the
middle of nowhere and I
realize that you were just
my
Illusion
Soul
You spoke to me
with the sound of
your voice
I heard a faint cry
by the tear in your eye
Your smile began
to wash away
my fears
There's something inside of you
that on one can replace
and I know I'll
always remember
the happiness on
your face
So when my days are
dark and dreary
And I've got
no one to hold
I'll play your
sweet music
to heal my
aching soul
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