Lonely
Sometimes I sit and wonder ... Feeling shut out again tonight.
I pray these tears that fall will give me strength and release my fears.
Tonight is a lonely night.
Emotions of emptiness.
I dont want to be lonely.
But I know this is my only choice.
Heaven know's I've never felt so lonely
as I feel shut out tonight.
The stars are full out and the moon up high
I pray the sky will give me some sort of sign.
Entering a new world it seems.
Thinking we were going to share our dreams.
But then it comes down to being alone
because you push me away.
I dont know where to hold my heart.
I dont know how to go on much longer.
Emptiness and hurt and hatered disguised.
Torn between life and death.
Unknowing what will happen tomorrow.
And my heart filled with sarrow.
Did you ever stop to consider when I come to you
That Im just wanting to be held..
A friendship that is turning cold.
I know you love her and I told you I would back away.
But you throw out so many signs, I dont know which to take.
So I back off and away and you wonder what is wrong.
How do I say that my heart is cryen because I have given up the fight.
How do I tell you that my heart is growing black?
My soul is loosing its light.
How do I stand up and fight to the bitter end?
When I feel my life has changed so much, I have no hold on tomorrow.
Im lonely and scared and affraid of what to say.
Affraid of loosing a friend.
Affraid of being alone again.
