Well I didn't want the other page to become too long so I created a second poetry page.
See if you can get deeper into my head.
Lost
My memories are a skyscraper
With no windows and one locked door
Like pictures locked in a box for storage
As I sift through them
They seem to be categorized
The happy, the sad, the scary
Chocolate Ice Cream
My Dog
My Schoolmates
My Friends
The Winter
The Cold
Dog Print In The Snow
Thunderstorms
Clowns
The Oceans
And Tears
My memories are a skyscraper
With no windows and a door
Like pictures locked in a box for storage
Building higher and higher
Only to be knocked down by the wrecking ball
That is reality
Bringing us back to the present time
And once again our innocence is lost
Who Am I
I am a girl with little tiny feet
I am a girl innocent and sweet
I am a young lady immature yet poised
I am a young lady feeling nothing but joy
I am a teenager outgoing yet shy
I am a teenager always trying to pry
I am a woman older and mature
I am a woman childlike and unsure
Run Away
You see me as the golden girl
Who lives inside her perfect world
If you look beyond this place
Tears are falling from my face
You think you've seen all you need to see
You'll never know the real me
I'm falling apart day by day
How to fix it there's just no way
I feel that I'm Beyond repair
I don't know why, but I don't care
How can I deal with this pain
All it does is drive me insane
Can I escape from this place
Because it seems there is no space
I don't want to be here anymore
It's so easy to walk out the door
What is there that I fear
Why don't I just get out of here?
You
As I lie awake in bed
Thoughts of you inside my head
The way you look into my eyes
The way we don't want to say goodbye
The way you always hold me tight
No one but you in in my sight
I miss you while you're away
I wish somehow that you could stay
Always while we're apart
Thoughts of you inside my heart
IT
IT creeps and hides
Within the shadows of the night
IT jumps and shies
At the rays of morning light
I could hear IT coming towards me
I didn't now what to do
For I feared IT's coming for me
And this fear inside me grew
I could feel IT in the space
That was right beside my bed
But I never saw IT's face
'Cause IT never turned IT's head
Changes
I live my life in darkness
I have never seen the light
In my cave I hide
Until dark hours of the night
I like life on the dark side
At the sun I've always shunned
For fear of the rays
And the burning of the sun
But for once I think I'll change
Instead of roaming in the night
For once, just once
Through the open doors
Come the first rays of sunlight
I always used to hide
In my cave until the night
Until I opened my door
To the rays of morning light
Shadow Walker
I hide within the shadows
Of the darkest coldest nights
I do not like to feel
The burning of the light
I usually feel like I am all alone
But I feel if I walk into the sun
I will turn to stone
I cannot bear to be alone
And not much longer will I be
I will walk out there tomorrow
There's a new world that I must see
I have finally found someone
Who loves and cares for me
He found me alone
Sitting near the sea
It's not so bad to be alone
But I have finally seen
I was not within the shadows
They were within me
Closed
It's so obvious and you can't see
What you're doing is destroying me
I cannot deal with this pain
All it does is drive me insane
I take this shit and don't fight back
All the pain begins to stack
All I seem to do is cry
And then I ask myself why
What could I possibly do
To deserve this shit from you
None of this makes any sense
My silence is now my self defense
Sometimes
Sometimes I'm awake at night
Wishing you were here
I can feel your arms around me
And your fingers in my hair
Sometimes I think of you
And then I miss you more
I begin to dream about you
Just standing at my door
Once reality sets in
And I realize you're not there
I know that soon you will be
Or waiting for me there
