Sadness
I'm at that point again,
filled completely, but not the same.
My pain has gone away,
to destroy me, yet another day.
So tired and so sad,
Where is the happiness I had?
Can't stand living anymore,
What am I living for?
Love and happiness seem a lie,
why do I even try?
Look in my eyes what do you see?
A lost soul dieing to be free.
Sadness overwhelms my soul,
My anger deepens the hole.
All these unshed tears,
Anger concealed fears.
Wanting in part to die,
Lacking the courage to try.
Wanting to cry not knowing how,
Seems my sickness has control now.
Don't tell me you love me, don't say that you care,
you're so full of shit, how do you dare?
You call yourself a friend?
I'm all alone again,
By myself in a crowded room.
Alone I'll face my doom.
~By JUSTIN SAIN~
