Ever since I was little,
I've always dreamed,
Of that day I'd find,
That someone,
Like my parents.
Then that faithful day,
They both spoiled my dream.
Love isn't real.
It's a myth.
They lost eachother.
And after that,
I didn't know what was what.
I was afraid I'd be with people,
And never find that person,
That I was destined for. So each person I was with,
I invented the love,
Tried to convince myself,
I couldn't live without them,
That they were my reason.
That way I wouldn't feel as empty.
But deep inside,
I was.
I knew the truth.
I could live without them,
They weren't my reason.
At one point I thought I'd found,
The true feeling,
And I lost it the second time around,
Blinding me in between,
To the real.
When I finally realized it all,
I thought I had lost,
Everything I ever wanted.
What had I done?
I couldn't live without him,
I felt misery,
Constant pain,
Something I couldn't numb away.
He is my reason,
He does something for me,
Nothing or no one
Could do:
Banish all my pain.
Some things no one can ever fix,
But he's done more,
Than I've ever dreamed,
I can't promise this is forever,
But I can always hope
And remember the feeling,
Of true love,
Something some people,
Never experience.
I feel lucky.
It's a dream come true.
Everything I've always wanted to feel,
I do feel.
It's so strange,
Yet intriging at the same time.
How did I know,
That love was going to feel this way.
That I wouldn't want to change a thing,
And nothing means more to me.
I don't understand how this light,
Has taken me so far.
It's indescribable.
I think I can finally say,
I'm not afraid anymore.
I've found what I've been looking for,
And I'll do anything to keep it.
*Melissa E. G. Juliana* 10/03/04