Life is finally tumbling down,
I'm losing site of it.
Who knows what's going to happen next,
But why would I ant to?
I've alreayd faced so much,
The next will drive me up the wall.
How can one person have to deal with so much crap?
What did I do to deserve this hell?
Tears have probably crossed my face more than yours,
They still are today,
But what's the point in crying,
It hasn't ever helped how I felt before,
I guess I just can't help it,
I'm only human.
So many things have gone wrong,
I just can't take anymore,
I'd like to end it all now,
But I can't,
I promised.
My friends are the only thing keeping me here,
Otherwise I'd be gone.
Deceased.
I wish everything would stop happening to me!
Why not someone else?
I know that's bad,
But haven't I gone through enough?
I'm only a teenager and I can't even count on my fingers what's all gone bad,
Don't you think it's horrible for a teenager to go through what one encounters their entire life?
I guess I'm lucky, no, not even.
I'll only go as far to say I'm unique.
But that's probably not true.
So what am I saying?
I'm going through Life's Crash and I can't get out.
*Melissa E. G. Juliana* 9/5/02