Life is finally tumbling down,

I'm losing site of it.

Who knows what's going to happen next,

But why would I ant to?

I've alreayd faced so much,

The next will drive me up the wall.

How can one person have to deal with so much crap?

What did I do to deserve this hell?

Tears have probably crossed my face more than yours,

They still are today,

But what's the point in crying,

It hasn't ever helped how I felt before,

I guess I just can't help it,

I'm only human.

So many things have gone wrong,

I just can't take anymore,

I'd like to end it all now,

But I can't,

I promised.

My friends are the only thing keeping me here,

Otherwise I'd be gone.

Deceased.

I wish everything would stop happening to me!

Why not someone else?

I know that's bad,

But haven't I gone through enough?

I'm only a teenager and I can't even count on my fingers what's all gone bad,

Don't you think it's horrible for a teenager to go through what one encounters their entire life?

I guess I'm lucky, no, not even.

I'll only go as far to say I'm unique.

But that's probably not true.

So what am I saying?

I'm going through Life's Crash and I can't get out.

*Melissa E. G. Juliana* 9/5/02