Billy Crudup is a serious actor trapped in a heartthrob's body.

Won't someone please help him?

By Stephan Talty But cash isn't his problem. This is: "My mom called me with this review of Sleepers," says the actor before a performance of Three Sisters at the Roundabout. "She goes, 'It says here that you're going to be a matinee idol.' I thought, I'm playing a sodomized, cocaine-abusing hit man. I'm fucked."

Women. They like him. A lot. And the media isn't helping; Harper's Bazaar, for one, called his skin "luminous" and his ears "elfin."

Apparently, it hasn't always been this way for the 28-year-old star of Inventing the Abbotts and the forthcoming Grind. "Growing up, I was kind of a kiss-ass," he says. "If I was dating a girl, her parents liked me more than she did. I was a dork. I had big feet and a goofier haircut than I do now."

Crudup was born in Long Island and grew up in a few states before attending the University of North Carolina. Six years ago, he came to New York. "I was terrified. I remember thinking when we pulled up in our U-Haul, that there were going to be people staking it out and throwing a blanket over my stereo and running away. But the vibe of the city was so exciting, and it hasn't died for me."

A week after graduating from NYU's acting program in 1995, Crudup won the role of Eddie, the secretive car racer in Grind, a working-class story of betrayal and brotherhood. His performance is sly, full of silences, if a little light for the film. "That was the first thing I've done, so it was kind of excruciating," he admits. Crudup's boyish eagerness gives way to sudden, intense self-criticism: "Every time we finished a shot, I would say, 'Why didn't I bring this or that to the scene?'

But he impressed the filmmakers anyway. "We had looked for almost a year for an actor to play Eddie; we saw over 150 people," says Chris Kentis, Grind's director. "Because of Billy's intelligence, I felt I had the freedom to play, because I knew he could do whatever I needed him to."

After winning acclaim for his performance in Tom Stoppard's Arcadia, Crudup was paired with the phenomenal Ron Eldard as the haunted gunmen of Sleepers. "I think those guys didn't know how to move on," Crudup says of the characters. "Killing someone had no meaning; the only rushes they got were chemical. [They kept] waiting to feel something. I've been in that place only once in my life, and it was like going crazy."

His screen roles haven't gotten any sunnier. Crudup is also appearing in the '50s teen-sexual-awakening drama Inventing the Abbotts as Jacey, whom he describes as "jaded, cynical and extremely narcissistic." The actor calls costar Liv Tyler "fantastic," but his immersion in his character prevented much chitchat. "Most of those guys didn't like spending time around me," he says, cracking up. "I was a downer. It's not like I'm some Method actor, but you try and indulge yourself in seeing the world a certain way. I was such an ass."

The role that may decide Crudup's future in Hollywood is this fall's Pre, the second recent biopic about legendary American runner Steve Prefontaine. This one happens to have been produced by Tom Cruise and directed by Robert Towne (writer of Chinatown). Crudup found the audition process unnerving: "I remember sitting at a table with Towne, and he was just looking at me. I was like, 'What the fuck is he looking at, man?' He was flipping me out. After a while, he was like, 'Yeah, um...yeah, so I'm pretty committed to you right now, ah, doing this part.' I was like, 'What are you talking about?' "

While the world awaits his elfin ears' next appearance on-screen, the mercurial Crudup is content in Three Sisters. Of Chekhov, he says, "I've found very few things that are so thrilling to play and at the same time so terrifying. I love to see people fighting for their lives."

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