WOOO! ONE MORE WEEK UNTIL THE LOTR DVD! YAY! ENOUGH HOT ELFIN GUY STUFF TO KEEP ME HAPPY UNTIL LOTR 2!
You'll be glad to know that I got my camera back. And thank the Lord I got it back. I feel complete now. And happy. However, the missing camera did compromise my shoot for alan thicke. WHICH I STILL HAVE YET TO FINISH! Cod damn.
On to more important news, as you should know this 15th is the Chamber of Secrets premiere. Which I'm really excited about. It's my favorite Harry Potter book you see.
Also, I have yet to see the Ring. So, I gotta see that. Anyone want to see it?
Mario is coming home in 5 days. YAY! I'm glad I can see him again. I wonder what he looks like. (More bald probably, time to make fun)
Hmm, I got a letter from Karla. To reply or not reply. Shit. I hate writing letters. Maybe I should make a screenplay??
Oh yeah, this message is to the person who put in my poll that "I should get a life" FUCK YOU! YOU STUPID FUCK! Someday (god willing) I'll be makin more money than your sorry ass will ever see. HOW DO YOU LIKE THEM APPLES! APPLESAUCE BITCH!!
Well... I'm running real short on friends... but.. I don't really care.. me and Vic aren't friends anymore. That's ok. I guess the only friends I really need are Tim and Sysol. B/c NEARLY everyone else is JUST PISSING ME OFF! Why is guys feel the need to hit on me. Shit. If I needed a bf I'd hit on them. Shit. Fuck them. Stupid fucks. heheheheheheh. That goes to any moron who likes me.. that isn't the following person: Ben Affleck.
Sorry, just getting that weird vibe from guys that screams "I like you" Shit I hate that vibe.
You know what else I hate.. HANSON! LoL. And being followed around. That's kinda annoying to. You now what I need.. to go away. Far away. For a long time. Very long time.
And you know what else...
Do what I want cause I can and if I don't - because I wanna
be ignored by the stiff and the bored - because I'm Gonna.
Spit and retrieve cause I give and recieve - because I wanna gonna get through your head what the mystery man said - bcause I'm gonna.
Hate to say I told you so. I do believe I told you so.
Now it's all out and you knew cause I wanted to.
Turn my back on the rot that's been planning the plot - because Im gonna.
No need for me to wait bcause I wanna.
No need two, three and too late - because I'm gonna.
Hate to say I told you so.
I do believe I told you so.
Do what I please gonna spread the disease- because I wanna
gonna call all the shots for the "No's" and the "Not's" - because I wanna.
Ask me once I'll answer twice cause what I know I'll tell - because I wanna.
Sound device and lots of ice I'll spell my name out loud - because I wanna Oh yeah etc.
I really like the Hives.. well.. this song atleast.
11/11/02
TOMORROW LOTR ON SALE!! YAY! AND THIS FRIDAY HARRY POTTER! This is going to be such an awesome week!!
11/12/02 Day 9 of washing dishes straight. That's ok though.. two more days straight and I vow off eating food forever. (I should look like a swizzle stick by Janurary... it'll be like happy birthd- hey.. where'd she go? HA!) Talking to Mario.. right now.. as I type.. we're mentioning how High School was such a waste. Now i'm sorry to any NBHS enthusiasts out there... but I really wasted my time.. when I could have gone to a hs with a .. how should i put this... film class... (did you know memorial has one... ugh.. but.. .nbhs is the lesser of those two evils.. )
It's the 12th and no lotr dvd.. I know I'm just as shocked as you. But I'm buying it tomorrow morning and bringing it to Misa'a house.
Then this friday Harry Potter.. I really hope me and Tim will go see it Friday. Or atleast Saturday in the wee morn'.
Room is a mess.. mother made me clean closet. Honestly.. I think I want to throw my tv in the closet.. instal lock.. watch tv by myself.. get cable.. all the hockey i could want.. oooooh.. mini bar!
11/18/02
I got LOTR.. yay.. I got it a lil while ago. It's awfully fun! All the hot elfin guy I could want.
I saw Harry Potter twice already.. of course going to see it a third.. Although... I liked the book a lot better.
On sat tim came! I was so happy! We went to kids kingdom (Oh yeah I saw COS with Slick.. great to see it with someone) walking.. in the rain... Not fun.. but it felt exactly like lord of the rings.. (more on that later) But.. you know.. I must be really lonely.. b/c Guido was starting to look really good.... whew.. good thing I'm over that and see him as.. well.. guido..
I might go see the Ring with David.. now now people.. it's not a date.. David's 17.. Yeah I now I like younger guts.. but.. isn't it illeagal? I'm going to be 20 for jebus sake.....
I had fun this weekend.. more fun than I've had in a very long time..
I had the oddest dream with Sysol last night.. we were living in this place.. that was all girls.. and the lady who ran it wouldn't let guys in.. and I was like lady you are insane.. it was odd.. oh yeah.. and.. I had another dream I was still in hs.. and we went on a field trip.. and everyone but me and mike were killed. that was odd too.. lol.. and we had to fly a helicopter and pretend to be cheerleaders.. LOL..
11/20/02
Well, I guess its time I finally discuss something you've probably been all thinking about... (and by "you've" i mean me.) Ben Affleck and J. Whore.
How am I? I'm not upset.. I mean.. he was only the love of my life.. and being now that I'll have to deal with an emotionally wrecked Ben in the future.. I've decided to move on .. for now. On to "Love of My Life" NUMBER 2!!
This young man went to the 2000 Olympics in Australia. Won 3 gold medals (yes 3) and 2 silver for his home, Australia... and he's only 20!!
Ladies and gentlemen.. Ian Thorpe!!
*Swoons* Thats even better than Ben.. we're the same age.. (nearly) and he's an olympic gold medalist.. who likes the simpsons.. honestly.. what else could I want..
But i'm no fool.. I'm sure all of Australia is clawing to get there hands on Ian. So.. Just in case.. I'll have "Love of my Life" NUMBER 3 on the waiting list.
Number 3 is best know for his role as Legolas "Hot Elfin Guy" in Lord of the Rings, Orlando Bloom.
YAY! *appluades*
Now, now... I'd like to move everyones attention to this months horoscope...
Heart: The moon, your matchmaker, (dang.. it couldn't be something cool.. like a comet.. or russian space station) brings you romantic stability. (So, thats what I've been missing... ) Now you know what you want and how to get it. (Sure.. it easy enough to buy a Harry Potter toy.. but I'll look crazy... ) A foreigner of a certain age, not close to yours, will reignite your heart. (Oh hee-hee ho who... oh my...)
11/26/02
Odd things to be yelled at: Part one
-For cooking dinner...
-For eating all the bread
-For being home...
Weird Dreams I've been having: Involving Tim
Ok.. see.. the first one..
I can't remember right now.. but if it comes to me.. I'll add it..
The second one.. me and Tim are this convention type thing. The people in charge decide to move the meeting downstairs. So everyone gets their stuff together to go. Tim's gotta get his tuba stuff all packed up. And it takes a really long time.. so long that we are the last people in this auditorium/gym. I'm prety mad at tim.. I'm all like "You made us really late.." We start to walk downstairs when we notice the people in charge are killing everyone. (Tim had called his dad ahead of time saying when the meeting would end.) So we could hear a car horn.. well.. honking. So, me and Tim we're running.. but the passage way is getting smaller and smaller. There are a bunch of bars near the passage ways and going up the stairs.. and Tim's having trouble pulling his tuba through.. and I'm like LEAVE THE DAMN TUBA.. and get keeps running.. and I get stuck between some bars b/c my backpack is keeping me from getting through. All i see is Tim running up the stairs.. away.. And i can hear the "bad" people behind me.. then.. my bookbag breaks.. and I'm running up the stairs. Hoping that Tim's still there.. that his dad didn't leave me. I bust the door to outside open.. and see nothing.. but then there it is! Waiting at the side.. Tim's screaming to run. So i hope in the car.. We try to go to the police.. but that guy is like.. oh.. you aren't safe here. You have to go to Canada or Mexico. (Why.. b/c apparently the bad guys didn't have passports.) Damn it all to hell. Then I woke up.
Last night.. while not exactly a Tim dream.. had Tim in it. And a certain guy.. let's call him Mr. X for the time being. Anyway. I'm haning out with Tim, Mr. X, and Juan.
We're all in the park until it's like really dark.. and raining.... So.. I suggest we head back to my house for a lil bit. Tim can't b/c he has to go pick up Rachel. Since we were waiting for her. So, I call Tim a cab and he leaves. Slick decides he's going to go home to change his clothes and will be back soon. So.. it's just me and Mr. X. For some odd reason I end up lending Mr. X. some clothes while his is in the dryer. We're watching a movie when the phone rings. It's Tim.. says he met up with Juan and they (along with Rachel) decided to have some dinner before we all went out. Mr. X. and I decide to order some pizza. We're sitting at my table talking about stupid stuff. Totally making stupid jokes and just laughing. Laughing. You know.. funny stuff. We're watching the end of the movie when Mr. X. asks.. whats the usual thing I do when I go on first dates.. So.. I'm like please.. I don't go on first dates.. I don't really date.. I just watch movies... so Mr. X. is like.. oh.... and I'm thinking Oh damn.. I think I gotta thing for Mr. X... thats bad.. thats very bad... And Mr. X kinda asked me out.. and I was like sure.. but at the same time I was like damn thats bad.. then Tim came! YAY! He's always on to get me out of troubling dreams.. hmm.. must be some kind of metaphor.. must mean Tim likes italian food.
12/18/02
HAPPY TWO TOWERS DAY EVERYONE!!!
I have a lot to write about.. I'll start with
"LOVE OF MY LIFE # 4" Sean Biggerstaff.. (That's Oliver Wood for you guys..)
What can I say.. he had me at "We buked the pitch,"
*sigh*
Only to Harry Potter.. seen it 4 times. Yes for times... let's see if I can go for five.
As I stated before today is the glorious Two Towers day. Yes, yes, plenty hot elfin guy for me. So, why am I not in the theaters now watching it? WHAT KIND OF FRIEND ARE YOU JUST SITTING AND READING THIS AND NOT IN THE THEATER RIGHT NOW WATCHING IT WITH ME!!!
I have a free movie ticket. HEE!!! Got it in my LOTR DVD. Number of free tickets I have. One. Number of free tickets you have. *insert number here*
Hmm.. Misa's moving back to Japan. Don't know if I mentioned that before. But it deserves a re-mentioning. Why? B/c my best friend, that is a girl, in the tri-state area is moving back to Japan. And one day before my b-day. Bitchin. But I'm happy for her. She'll be happy there. Besides, I can go and visit her and my other best friend, Jo.
What else? Yesturday, I hung out with Slick. Oh.. Slick.. slick.. slick. Juan's the man ok! Anyone who says different.. will have there ass kicked by me!!! And I got a lot of pent up rage.. so you better watch your self.
:0/
I went to Rachel's wedding with Tim. (I was tim's "guest") That was weird. I got ot admit. Seeing someone I sat next to at a lunch table get married. Christ Jebus. Gave me bleak vision of my own damned wedding. (Which me and tim deduced will me like a circus of sorts. HEY HEY! hoo hoo hah hah!
Speaking of the Simpsons.. I got a simpsons watch from burger king.
Whatelse? X-mas is coming up.. so is my birthday. I don't really want anything. Except for a Hot Elfin Guy and J.Lo's untimely demise. My mom's a J.Lo. fan so she just says I'm jealous b/c shes beautiful, talented and with ben.. Well.. WTF am I ugly, and imbecil, and one legged? The only thing i'm missing from that list is the BEn AFfleck. THen again.. he bought a pink ring. I'll let him get buying pink stuff out of his system.
I've been working on a fan fiction. It's not that good. But I like it. VIVA HARRY POTTER!
I'm holding applications for new bf material/interests. Ok. Here's the low down. NUMBER ONE: taller than me.. I've got a big enough ego.. the fact that i'm taller.. WILL come up. I won't let it slide. I'm a vindictive bitch.. and when i'm bored or feel threatened (ego wise) I will fight back with mean words.
Er.. Rule number two.. must like movies.. I mean this.. you gotta LOVE movies.. if not. . my constant movie watching will just kill your movie watching. And when I say movie watching I mean Citizen Kane, yes. Enough, no. Lord of the Rings, yes. Jackass, no. Ghostbusters, yes. Thirteenth Floor, no.
FREE THE WEST MEMPHIS THREE!!!
Why is when I make dinner I get nausceated???
Number of friends: 5. Misa, Slick, Tim, Sysol, Katherine. (6 maybe with Karen. but i don't know...)
Number of friends this time next year: Mostly likely Tim and Slick.. b/c we talk the most.. (Sysyol too.. but granted b/c of school I only really see her four times a year.) God bless the internet..
I've been thinking about Mario way too much... ugh.. WAY too much.
I need a life....
Recent quote, "I lack ambition." If wanting to be a successful Hollywood film director means I lack ambition... then I guess a shlub job at Quick Chek means.. I have ambition????
Apply now to be a friend of mine. I'm loyal. Funny. Will kick ass for you. Will put you in movies. And never forget good things. APPLY NOW!! Get a limited edition Foreman Grill if you apply within the next 5 minutes.
I had this great dream where I was directing Harry Potter five.. and me and.. a certain muggle were dating.
:O)
Great dream!! Really.
best new cheer, from a fosters comercial. MVP. Aussie Aussie Aussie Oi oi oi!
12/24/02
the mood is right.. the spirits up.. we're here tonight.. and thats enough.. we're simply having a wonderful christmass time. Simply having wonderful christmas time!
Here's a great quote from last night's adventure
Amanda: AHHHHHHHHH! GO RUN!
Slick: Where?
Amanda: OVER THERE! OVER THERE! BY THE WALL!
Slick: Where? I CAN'T SEE!
Amanda: OVER THERE!!! You got it. RUN AWAY! TO THE DOOR!!!!
Slick: What door?
Amanda: Over there!! The guys coming!
Slick: Where do I run to! Where do I go? WHERE!!!
Amanda: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
Slick: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(then we started to laugh and didn't stop laughing)
Slick got me the gift of Lord of The Rings.. A GREAT BIG POSTER! Wow.. how great.. now where to put it??
And sysol got me the gift of Hot elfin guy.. but SSSSHHHHHHHHH I DON'T KNOW THAT YET!!!!
I got my playstation.. but I got my mom DVDS so.. I rented Harry potter from Blockbuster... ya know... if you're my family and reading this.. and I didn't get a 20th b-day gift. (ya know 20.. big 2-0... ) I could use a memory card and .. a... uh... Harry Potter or LOTR game.. LOL I'm kidding!!
I really want the end of JLo.
Hahahahahahahah! You thought I was joking right. Hahahahahahahahah.
This Harry Potter game is great though. Really.
12/27/02
Ok. Here we go.. I got some great quotes for you.
I know what you're thinking, "hey Amanda why aren't they in the quotes section?" HEY F*CK YOU ALRIGHT! It's my bloody website and I'll put quotes where ever I want to... Plus.. these aren't really quotes for children..
but I'll try to keep it clean..
Notice all these great quotes are happening between me and Slick??
Quote number 1:
Slick: OMG! I am so wet...
Amanda: Wow. I never thought I'd hear that in my entire life.
EWWWW! Right? Yeah I know... I think all those years of hanging out with Karla took their toll. Next up..
Quote number two: (Relates to J&SBSB)
Amanda: Hey but you got your own kool aid
Slick: Yeah.. kool aid taste good.
Amanda: Ew.
Slick: OMG! AMANDA! What's wrong with you?
Amanda: LOL! I was joking!
Slick: Hey, you're the one who says she's got the over active imagenation.
Amanda: EW! NOW I GOT A MENTAL PICTURE!
Tim: Hey, guys, whats going on?
Amanda & Slick: *laughing* nothing..
Tim: Oh come on!
Amanda: you don't want to know.
Tim: Oh come on!
Slick & Amanda: *laugh*
Tim: Oh now I want to know!!
See that one was a bit less dirty.. only if you haven't seen Jay and Silent Bob.. plus we left tim in the dark...
Now here's a good one.. while seeingn the trailers for the Two Towers
THe trailer is for "The Pirates of the Carribean"
Jonny Depp's name goes on screen
Amanda: Oooh.
Geofery Rush's name goes on screen.
Amanda: Ooooooooh.
Orlando Bloom's name goes on screen.
Amanda: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Slick: OOOOOOOH right? LOL!
So.. I've come to a decision.. it was difficult.. but.. well.. now.. Orlando Bloom is offically my kool-aid. I have let Ben go as the Love of my Life.. (at least until he leaves that twit he's boiking) so.. there you have it.. I've moved on... to bigger and better fish.. well.. at least.. shorter and british fish.....
1/03/03
Isn't that a weird date? Well.. this could very well by my last update here as a 19 year old.
Well.. we had some days being 19...
I'd like to talk about my kool-aid. Orlando Bloom. If anyone wishes to get me a gift.. he's more than accepted. Yes yes.. I like my hot elfin guy.
I know you're like what about Ben?
He's the one who's going to get married..
So.. whats up with me?
Misa's moving back in 4 days.
:O(
Yeah.. I'm going to be inconsolable in about 3 days..
Clang.. Clang.. something.. something.. Timothy Murphy was his name... Clang Clang...
It's a for real song.. my best friend was in the revolutionary war.. yep... theres a song.. I swear!
speaking of cool song.... HELLO KITYY HELLO KITTY! I asked misa to translate it.. she said it was in english.. but I don't understand it.. so we decided it's Chinese.
Nothing is up.. really.. OH... I got a PS2.... it's really cool.. but I have no games.. oh well.
OH YEAH!! I got a Harry Potter Fan fiction going on.. if you like HP go to the site.
1/27/03
Well.. I'm 20.. Misa moved away and I have two jobs. I'm back at shoprite. (Oh the joy) and now at Blockbuster (OH THE JOY!) I'm having so much fun at Blockbuster. I've got no real friends yet.. but making them. Like i got this new friend, Naomy. Shes cool.. there was a manager in hoboken, richard, who i kinda found hot. But no dice.. i bet hes got a girlfriend. So.. I'll stick with Legolas and Oliver Wood for now. Um... nothing else really... Me and Slick.. got a story here.. lol.. we are in Quick Chek.. this wanker is listening to our converstation! And he was like.. "oh.. you better watch out.. thats the family you are getting into.." and i'm like "hells no we're friends.." and hes like "oh now.." and i'm like "bugger off.." and he sucked.. lol.. he called slick a player b/c he has a kool aid. SHIT if anyones a player it'll be me! But me and slick.. we're mad chill.. (i don't know wtf i'm saying) word. lol. It's insane. But.. all of a sudden I think I'm british... thats a new development. Er.. I miss film school. And i miss my best friend. I'd say life sucks.. that is if i didn't get 5 free rentals.. and 20% of movies. I rule.
Harry Potter and Wormtail's Plan
I'm going to leave it here for now... Snootchie Bootchies!
1/30/03
Why I think my life sucks.. cool.. so I get a job at blockbuster. I get trained in Hoboken.. it's the training store... (but I'm woking in Fort Lee.) So.. I met a lot of cool people. Ya know. Like a manager.. Mike.. (a director as well..) and his friend Reed (a screenwriter) then theres Tim (It's like Cesar.. but only 28...) and then theres, well, let's just say the guy I had a thing for. It was wierd folks.. I hadn't liked a guy since.. well the last guy I liked. sometime in June... And.. I really liked this guy.. anyway... today being my last day as a trainee.. I figured I'd talk a bit more to him.. he was asking me how it was going.. when I said "are you staying here.. in this store?" "Yeah.. I used to be up in Fairview.. but I moved so I got transfered.." "Ohhh." "Yeah.. you're not staying here?" "No.. going to Fort Lee.. I wish I could just take me with you.." (dunno where that came from) He blushed and said yeah.. or something.. anything... he like winked at me or something.. we kept talking... and everytime we did he's blush.. and stuff.. I dunno... It was weird I guess.. but... we shared a cab.. (along with this awesome girl, Wendy) and turns out he's puerto rican too. Also.. his b-day is jan 17.. he's 20 too... OH.. and here's the kicker... see.. I thought this guy was too good to be true... I remember joking around with Tim (or slick) when they asked if i'd do anything about it.. I joked around saying.. pfft.. he's probably married... WELL GOD.. I WAS JOKING!!!! I DIDN'T MEAN IT! Yeah.. so this grat guy.. is married.. yeah.. married.... AND HERE'S THE BITCHIN' PART.. he's expecting his first child in March... Well..... needless to say I felt stupid.. still do.... CHRIST.. I could feel my heart being crumpled up into a ball.. A VERY NEW EXPERIENCE LET ME TELL YOU! FUCK MAN! This so sucks.. well... I know.. NO GUY BETTER COME WITHIN 50 FEET OF ME FOR ABOUT A YEAR!! (Only expections are Slick and Tim) SHIT.. I feel like shit.. this sucks.... A normal girl would wish for them to get divorced.. me .. nah.. I wish them the best of luck... having a baby so young is tough... but it still sucks for me... he did say, when we said goodbye, that if I ever had any questions to give him a call at blockbuster. He'd always be there for me.. Oy.. I wish I were gay.
Home.. Home.... where I want you to go
