3 GUYS, A GIRL, AND A ROSE
Chapter Fifteen
Christina walked into her apartment, smiling
when she saw Tommy still standing there. He had been with her the whole way
through. She had never turned around when they were walking, but she had felt
his presence. He smiled back at her and waved, waited until she closed her
door, and left.
Christina was home early. It was only 11:30.
She looked in the mirror. She looked sick, her makeup completely smudged from
her tears. Her hair was messed up from when she took the rose out of her hair.
She couldn't bear to turn around when Jack had called for her. She had had to
leave.
She got into the shower. She was in there for
forty-five minutes. She scrubbed her face hard, making sure she got all the
makeup off. She washed her hair. Even if it wasn't dirty, she wanted to be
clean from head to toe.
When she got out of the shower, she threw on
a pair of sweatpants and a tank top, dried her hair with the towel, and brushed
it. She popped a movie into her DVD player and made some popcorn and ice cream
out of the freezer. She was so upset, she had to eat.
By the time the movie was done, it was three
o’clock in the morning. She continued to eat her popcorn. The TV was off. She
turned on the radio, and on came a song that stung her heart.
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there is nothing
That I can do to make you
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do!
So I cry, I pray, and I beg
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
Lately I have desperately pondered,
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go.
So I cry, I pray, and I beg
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
Her face was drenched with tears. She
couldn't stop them from rolling down her face. She couldn't stop thinking about
Jack. She turned the radio off right after the song ended.
Someone knocked on her door. No one even
buzzed to let them in the building. They just knocked on her door. She wondered
who the hell it could be at the this time.
She got up, looked through the peephole, and
opened the door.
*****
"Hi," Jack said, as Christina
opened her door. He could tell that she had been crying.
"What are you doing here?" she
asked.
"I brought you this." He took her
black rose out of his pocket, took her hand, and placed it on her palm.
"Thank you." Christina started to
tear up again. Jack pulled her into a hug. She started to cry on his chest.
"I love you, Christina. You're my best
friend. I am so sorry." They continued to hug for a few more seconds.
"Let's go inside." Christina pulled away from him, and he closed the
door behind him. He followed her as she went into the bedroom and lay down on
her bed. He lay down next to her.
"You hurt me, Jack."
"I know. I am sorry. We always hurt the
ones we love." They turned to look at each other. He wiped the tears from
her eyes, touching her cheek. He still loved her just as much as usual. She was
still his beautiful best friend. She moved closer to him, and he wrapped his
arms around her body. She held him back. He held her throughout the rest of the
night. He watched her fall asleep and continued to hold her. He gently kissed
her forehead. One last thought in his mind before he fell asleep--he'd always
love her.
*****
After Jack walked her home, Rose ran to her
bedroom. Her heart pounded fast. She had had a fun time dancing with him. She
had had fun her whole time with him, except for the part after they danced. The
way Christina acted towards him and Rose--his friend Tommy had left and it was
just her, Jack, and Fabrizio.
They didn't talk much, still disturbed by
what had happened. On the walk home, they barely spoke. All that he said was
that he'd call her and good night.
She hoped he'd call soon, like later today.
It was 2:30 in the morning. She tried to get to sleep. She couldn't, though.
She kept thinking of Jack. She didn't know if they would just stay friends, or
if it would turn into a relationship.
She just wanted to know Jack more. She didn't
care who stood in her way. She was determined to get closer to him. She didn't
care if her mother tried to stop her, Cal, and especially Christina.
Song: Love Fool
Artist: Cardigans