3 GUYS, A GIRL, AND A ROSE
Chapter Forty-One
Jack woke up to the door buzzer on Tuesday morning.
He escaped from Rose's hold. Taking one look at her, he felt like staying in
bed. However, the door buzzed again, and it reminded him to answer it. He threw
on his sweatpants that were lying on the floor and retreated to the living
room.
Jack pressed the button to let whoever it was
in and sat on the couch. He got lost thinking of Rose. They had made love three
times last night with so much passion. Not only did they do that, but they were
able to communicate. Whenever he had had sex with a girl, that's all it was,
just sex. Nothing more.
Someone pounded on the door hard, snapping
Jack back into reality. He jumped up from his chair to answer the door. When he
opened it, Christina barged right in without saying hello.
"Well, good morning to you, as well,"
Jack said, closing the door behind him.
"Oh, sorry. Hi." Christina's arms
were folded as she sat on his couch. He sat down next to her with his arm
around her shoulders.
"What's wrong with you? You just barge
in here at ten in the morning!"
"I'm just cranky. Can I get juice or
something?"
"Sure." Jack got up from the couch
and went to the kitchen. He wondered why she was here this early. He poured her
juice and went back to the living room.
"Thanks," she said as he handed the
glass to her.
"What brings you here this early?"
"I just had to stop by. I had so much in
my head. Kind of nerve-racking to not know what happened when I was
drunk!"
"I'm sure it's no big deal! Tommy would
tell you if anything weird happened," Jack assured her.
"That's true."
Christina turned her head when she heard Rose
yawn. There Rose was, standing in just a shirt--again. The same scene she had
seen three weeks ago.
"Oh, hey, Christina," Rose said.
Christina stood up from the couch.
"Rose, I forgot Jack told me you were here. That reminds me--I have your
boxers! That's what I came here for, and also to get my bra!" Christina
said quickly. She grew quite uncomfortable seeing Rose. She grabbed Jack's
boxers from her bag and threw them at him. "My bra, Jack?"
"Right!" Jack ran into the bedroom,
leaving Christina and Rose alone in the living room.
"So…" Christina said, not quite sure what to say.
"So…" Rose said as well, standing
on her heels.
"It's nice weather today,"
Christina said.
"Yeah, nice," Rose agreed.
"Got it!" Jack ran back into the
living room, holding her bra. He handed it to her and she snatched it from his
hand, stuffing it into her bag.
"I should get going!" Christina
said. Christina walked quickly to leave, not paying attention, slamming into
the closed door. "Would you look at that? I've walked into a closed door.
I'm such a clumsy person!" Christina laughed and shook herself. She turned
the knob, but the door only opened a little. "What's wrong with the door,
Jack?"
"Chris, you gotta--" Before he
could finish, Christina had her head too close to the door and it hit her
forehead as she tried opening it.
"You all right, Chris?" Jack was
concerned for his friend. He went up to her as she held her forehead.
"I'm fine."
"You just have to unlock the top,"
Jack said, unlocking it for her.
"Right! Well, I'm off!" Christina
yelled.
Is it just me, or is Christina a little
weird this morning? Jack thought to
himself.
You are such a ditz! Christina said to herself.
As Jack shut the door behind her, they both thought
at the same time, That was weird!
*****
Someone was pounding on the door. Tommy
looked at his alarm clock, which read eleven o’clock AM. He got up from the bed
and walked slowly to the living room. As he opened the door, he rubbed his
eyes.
"Tommy! Good, you're up!" he heard
Christina say. Before he knew it, Christina had thrown her arms around his neck
and kissed his cheek.
"Hey, sunshine." He yawned as he
stretched his arms out.
"I just got back from Jack's
place!" Christina said, sitting on his couch.
"This early?" Tommy asked, sitting
on the floor.
"Yeah. I just had to give him something.
I left there quick. Rose was there in just a shirt--again! Turns out she is
spending the whole week there!"
"You'd think those two had been going
out for three years, not three weeks!" Tommy said.
"You're telling me!" Christina
looked at Tommy, who was shirtless. "You been working out, Tommy?"
she asked, holding his arm.
"Yeah. I always did, even back in
Ireland."
"Well, you look good. Very good,
actually!" Christina said, not being able to take her eyes off his body.
"Thank you!" Tommy said, blushing.
Christina jumped when her bag fell onto the floor with most of her stuff
falling out.
"Shit!" She cursed and knelt on the
floor to pick up her stuff. Tommy helped her put it back in her bag. Tommy
spotted her bra on the floor and picked it up.
"You always carry an extra bra with
you?" Tommy asked, holding it up. Christina looked at him, her face
growing red with embarrassment.
"No! It's funny, actually. When Jack and
I did our laundry together, that got mixed up in with his clothes and I got his
boxers. That's why I was there this morning. I had to have it back. It's my
lucky bra."
"Oh," Tommy said, handing it back
to her. She stuffed it into her bag and threw the rest of her stuff in the bag.
"So, when did you get home last
night?" Christina asked.
"Around two."
"You must be tired."
"Very."
Christina looked around the living room and
saw a guitar case. "Since when do you play guitar?"
"Since I was seventeen."
"I never knew that."
"You never asked."
"I never even knew you had a
guitar."
"I keep it under my bed. I played it a
little before I went to work."
"Is it an acoustic or electric?"
"It's an electric acoustic. I don't play
it with the amp most of the time. I like acoustic better."
"Same here. Why don't you play something
for me?"
"Sure." Tommy took the black guitar
from its case and sat on the couch. "What do you wanna hear?"
"Oh, I don't know!"
"I'll play Lifehouse. I know some
of Hanging By A Moment."
"I love that song," Christina said.
Tommy smiled at her and began to play little.
At first he messed up, but began to get it right. He started to sing along.
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you.
Christina clapped when he finished. Tommy set
the guitar up on the couch. "That's all I know."
"It was great!"
Tommy's performance blew Christina away. He
sounded almost like Jason Wade as he sang. There was something in Tommy that
she had never seen before. She didn't know what it was, but the feeling was new
to her.
*****
"So what got you so interested in the
guitar?" Christina asked. After Tommy's little performance, Christina
stayed around and they sat on the floor talking.
"I don't know. My father had his guitar
lying around the house and I just picked it up and started to play. I bought
this one when I came to New York."
"My sister Celia plays the guitar
herself. She has two electrics and one electric acoustic. Its actually the same
one as yours."
"How long has she been playing?"
"I think since she was about eighteen or
nineteen. I don't remember."
"How old is she now, anyway?"
"She's twenty-three. She'll be
twenty-four in September."
"How about your other sister?"
"Camilla? She's twenty-one. Her
twenty-second birthday is in November. She was born in your year."
Christina smiled. "Wouldn't it be cool if you dated her?" she teased.
Tommy stared at her.
"That would be weird. I mean, seriously,
you're my friend and to date your sister is just weird. Don't you think?"
"I guess so. She's a bitch anyway. You'd
have your hands full if you dated her. Tommy?"
"Yeah?"
"When was the last time you had a
girlfriend? Two months after you came to New York you met the guys and I and I
don't recall ever seeing you go out on a date. Why is that?"
"I don't know," he lied. Maybe
it is because I am in love with you! he wanted to say.
"Fabri goes out on dates. Jack is dating
Rose, unfortunately. What about you? I'm sure any girl would want to date you!
You're young and handsome! You are by far one of the sweetest guys I have ever
met!" Tommy began to blush at Christina's comments.
"I just haven't found the right girl
yet."
"You probably have. She's probably been
just right under your nose and you never noticed. Probably stared straight at
you and you probably didn't do anything," Christina said.
"Maybe," Tommy said. The only
girl I want is staring straight at me right now, he thought. "You're a
beautiful girl yourself. Why aren't you seeing anyone?" Tommy asked,
knowing the answer.
"I think we all know the answer to
that." Christina laughed.
"I guess we do." Tommy laughed
back, trying to hide his jealousy.
"I haven't had sex in nearly two
years," Christina said out of nowhere. Tommy's eyes looked like they were
about to pop out.
"What?" he asked.
"The last guy I had sex with was almost
two years ago. August 14, 2001. I've only had sex with two guys in my life.
Both guys I was in love with. My first real boyfriend was Lenny Davis. We
started dating when I was fourteen. It was the summer of '98. We met at a
skateboard park in the city. He was three years older than me. Both of our
birthdays are in December. It lasted almost two years. We started to date July
twent5y-first. Two months after my sixteenth birthday and his nineteenth
birthday he was to be heading to California. It was February of 2000. The night
before he left, February twelfth, we had sex."
"What about the other guy you had sex
with?" Tommy asked.
"Oh, we started dating that summer. His
name was Jason Tyler. We had been friends for quite a long time before we
started dating. I guess we kind of always had a crush on each other. He never
really did like Lenny. He never said anything because he was my friend. We
started dating August fourteenth of 2000. We went to different schools. I went
to an all girls school, Bishop Kearney. He went to an all boys school,
Xaverian. We dated two months before we started to have sex, August fourteenth
being our last time and our one year anniversary. He was going to Tennessee
that summer for college. We decided it was best to break up. We still talk a
bit."
"How about Lenny? You still talk to Lenny?"
"Sometimes. We e-mail each other. He
started dating this girl Veronica the summer of the year he left. They are
still together. I'm happy that he is happy. So what about you? When was the
last time you got laid?"
"My last night in Ireland, August eighth.
I got heavily drunk and slept with this girl named Katie, something I regret.
She thought I was gonna stay in Ireland to be with her and threw things at me
when I said it was a mistake. I ran out of her flat as quick as possible. I
started to have sex when I was sixteen. I've had five sexual partners. Not
bad."
"My friend, I think we are being
sexually deprived!" Christina joked.
Tommy felt as if he were being deprived of
the one person he was one in love with. All he wanted to do was to be with her,
but her mind always seemed to be stuck on Jack.
*****
"Here you go, my lady! Breakfast is
served!" Jack said. He put down two plates of eggs, bacon, toast, and
sausage on the kitchen table. "Orange juice or coffee?"
"I'll have orange juice," Rose
said. Jack set a glass down next to her plate and poured her juice. "Jack,
this is wonderful. Thank you!" she said as he sat down.
"No problem. This week is going great so
far," Jack said.
"Any week is great if it's with you.
Away from my mother, especially." They laughed.
"I know your mother hates me, but what
is so bad about her?"
"I love my mother. However, she can be a
big control freak. She barely let me do what I want throughout high school. Any
boy I liked wasn't good enough if they weren't rich. For my cotillion she
picked out my escort. Some rich kid named James Calvert. I admit he was very
nice. Not like the other kids. Still, she dressed me up as if I were her Barbie
doll. I had to be the perfect girl. She wanted me to be like all the other
debutantes. They were all stuck up. The biggest bitches of Philadelphia. I
hated the cotillion. It was so old-fashioned. My dad didn't care for it
himself. You could imagine how upset she was when I broke the news that me and
Cal broke up."
"Well, if you didn't, we wouldn't be
together right now."
"That's the best part of our break-up. I
got to meet you." Jack held her hand and smiled. "My mother lets me
make my own choices now. However, she still pictures me as a little girl. I'm
happy I'm like my father. He had a free spirit. I'm sure he would have loved
you. Hopefully, soon my mom will like you. It will just take her time."
"It doesn't matter to me. As long as I
have you by my side, nothing else matters. God rest their souls, if my parents
were still alive, they would have loved you. No question about it."
"I'm sure I'd love your parents just as
well."
"My parents were the most loving people.
I know they would have loved you as much as they would have loved
Christina," Jack said. Rose grew uncomfortable at that.
"I-I'm sure they would have. Christina's
quite a character." They both laughed, only Rose's was a fake one.
"She sure is. I think life without her
would be impossible."
"H-how long have you guys been friends,
by the way?"
"Nearly eight months."
"It seems like you two have known each
other forever."
"Yeah, feels like it. She's my best
friend. I wouldn't have it any other way."
"So you never felt anything more than
that for her?" Jack's head popped up at the question. He answered ten
seconds later.
"Uh…no. Just simply the best of
friends," Jack lied. Rose wasn't quite sure she believed him as much as
she wanted to.