A LIFE SO CHANGED
Chapter Seventeen

In the wireless room. The sparks gap of the Marconi instrument as Senior Wireless Operator Jack Phillips, rapidly keys out a message. Junior Operator Bride looks through the huge stack of outgoing messages swamping them.

"Look at this one. He wants his private train to meet him. La dee da," said Bride, as he slaps down the messages.

"We’ll be up all bloody night on this lot," said Phillips.

Phillips starts to receive an incoming message from a nearby ship, the Leyland freighter CALIFORNIAN, which jams his outgoing signal. At such close range, the beeps are deafening.

"Christ! It’s that idiot on the Californian," said Phillips. Cursing, Phillips furiously keys a rebuke.

CALIFORNIAN

Wireless Operator Cyril Evans pulls his earphone off his ear as the Titanic’s spark deafens him. He translates the message for Third Officer Groves.

"Stupid bastard! I try to warn him about the ice, and he tells me to shut up."

"Now what’s he sending?" asked Groves.

"No seasickness. Poker business good, Al. Well, that’s it for me. I’m shutting down."

As Evans wearily switches off his generator, Groves goes out on deck. Pan off him to reveal the ship is stopped fifty yards from the edge of a field of pack ice and icebergs stretching as far as the eye can see.

TITANIC

The bow sweeps under the water, and toward the foremast and the tiny-cylinder of the crow’s nest, which grows as it pushes in on lookouts, Fleet and Lee. They are stamping their feet and swinging their arms, trying to keep warm in the twenty-two knot freezing wind, which vapor of their breath away behind.

"You can smell ice, you know, when it’s near," said Fleet.

"Bollocks!"

"Well, I can. All right!"

At the bridge are Second Officer Lightoller and First Officer Murdoch.

"Did we ever find those binoculars for the lookouts?" asked Murdoch.

"Haven’t seen them since Southampton. Well, I am off to my rounds. Cheerio."

On the rear window of the Renault, which is completely fogged up. Suddenly a hand comes up and slams against the glass for a moment, making a hand print in the veil of condensation. It is Rose’s.

Inside the car, Jack’s coat is on her head for comfort. Their faces are flushed and they look at each other wonderingly. She puts her hand on his face, as if making sure he is real.

She studies him. His eyes: Blue like pools made of sky. She looked deeply into them. They were shaking in each other arms. "We’re trembling," she said.

"Don’t worry, we’ll be all right." Smiling. Then he kisses her softly. She kisses his forehead, taking in the scent of his hair. Then she lays his head on her breasts, for he was in contented exhaustion. She could feel his heart beating against hers. They lay together, silently, resting in the awe of that moment.

How odd, that the love I’d always dreamed of is in my arms at this moment. Only a few days earlier I had been at the point of suicide. Now I have all the happiness I’d ever wanted. Funny how life can change so quickly.

Over the roar of the furnaces, stokers telling two stewards which way, Jack and Rose went.

"They ran down there," said a stoker.

"Right," said a steward.

The Stewards move off towards the forward holds.

Cal comes up to the safe. Parrish comes up behind him.

"Anything missing?" asked Parrish.

Cal sees a note taped on the safe. It read: "DAD, LOOK INSIDE. I HAVE A PRESENT FOR YOU." He looks at Parrish, and then he opens it, and pulls out another note. It read: "DAD, NOW YOU CAN LOCK US BOTH IN YOUR SAFE. SWEETPEA." He takes out the portfolio, and opens it. In front, shows the drawing of Rose, and his face clenches with fury.

Parrish, standing behind him, looks over his shoulder at the drawing. Cal crumbles her note, and then takes the drawing in both hands as if to rip it in half. He tenses to do it, then looks at the drawing once more.

"I have a better idea."

Chapter Eighteen
Stories