WHAT DO THE STARS SAY?
Chapter Two
The next day was even more
beautiful. Jack lay in the same field, doing the same thing he always did,
waiting for Rose. It was the middle of summer and the days couldn’t be more
beautiful. Jack worked at the Rocksprings Potato Farm. He would work from five
o’clock in the morning to one o’clock in the afternoon. He would be a bit tired
by the end of the day. He wasn’t rich, and nothing close to middle class. He
was the older of two children; Peter was the youngest at eighteen. They weren’t
married, so they dedicated themselves to taking care of their sick mother. She
had raised Jack and Peter by herself, because their father had died when they
were little kids. They were thankful and loved their mother very much. They
worked on the farm, earning about eighty dollars a week each, making a total of
one hundred sixty dollars. Her medicine cost about thirty dollars.
Jack lay in the field, wearing a
pair of blue jeans and a sleeveless undershirt. Rose was taking longer than
usual to arrive. Jack began to worry; he got up and started to walk into town,
always looking back just in case she showed up.
As he walked into town, he saw a
familiar car in front of Rose’s house. It was Rick’s fancy car. His father was
the owner of the potato farm. That was why Rick was so rich. Jack frowned as he
realized why Rose had not shown up to their every day meeting place. Jack
started to walk to his house, which was very far away, when Rose came out of
her house holding Rick’s hand. As Jack saw this, his heart sank.
"Jack! Look who came
back!" Rose called in excitement. Excitement that killed Jack’s spirit.
"Hey, Jack. How are
you?" Rick asked in a tone of voice that showed Jack that he really didn’t
care. "Have you won the lottery? Have the stars talked to you
lately?"
Jack just looked at him. Peter
had told Rick about Jack’s stargazing passion. He looked at Rick with a forced
smile, and said, "Well, they didn’t tell me you were coming. I’m going to
have to ask them why tonight."
Rick just looked at him. He knew
Jack didn’t like him, and that Jack knew he hated him as well.
Rose didn’t seem to realize this.
They were her two favorite people in the world.
*****
Later that day, Rose, Rick, Jack,
Peter, and a few other friends went to the lake. They sat next to the lake and
talked. Some, like Bobby and Peter, got in the water. Jack was sitting next to
Chuck, while Rose sat next to her other friend, Myra, a wild but lovable girl.
Rick sat on the other side of Rose. Jack couldn’t stand to look at them holding
hands and flirting. Every time he saw this, he felt like his heart would break.
He tried his best to keep his tears from falling down.
Chuck slapped him on the back.
"What’s wrong, buddy?" he asked. Rose looked at Jack, wondering the
same thing.
"Nothing. I just haven’t
been feeling well lately. I guess I’m getting the flu or something. I’m not
sure," Jack said, frowning and looking down, trying to avoid Rose’s eyes.
"How can you not be
sure?" Rick asked. "A real man is always sure about his life and
everything around him."
Jack looked at him, and so did
Rose. "Jack is just a big baby, but he is an adorable baby," she
said. Jack knew she was joking, but it hurt him that she thought that he was
just a baby.
"Why don’t you do what I did
and join the Army?" Rick asked. "Do something honorable and serve
your country. You’ll get a great challenge, Jack. The Army isn’t easy, but it’s
an honor, not like picking and growing potatoes. That is why I left the
business to my younger brother."
Jack really wanted to get up and
punch the cockiness out of him. Rose looked at Jack with eyes that asked him to
forgive Rick for his humiliating words. She knew Rick had crossed the line.
"Rick, Jack is a hard worker
and a great son and friend. That is very honorable. It is something to be proud
of," she said. Jack smiled inside. He loved that she had defended him.
*****
Days passed, and Jack couldn’t
stand it anymore, but he couldn’t tell her. He just couldn’t. Jack wished for
Rick would leave again soon so he could spend more time with Rose. Now that
Rick was back, Rose’s attention all went to him. She and Jack didn’t even see
each other much. He worked from five o’clock in the morning to one o’clock in
the afternoon. He had gotten a second job helping in the woodshop. His mom’s
medicine was getting more expensive. He would work that job from two o’clock PM
to five o’clock PM. He was exhausted by the end of the day. Rose didn’t seem to
notice much. This hurt him even more.
The day before Rose’s birthday
was, luckily, Jack’s day off. He took a few dollars he had saved up and bought
her a bracelet. The bracelet wasn’t the most expensive, but it was very pretty.
It had the words look up at the stars engraved on it.
He put the small box, which
contained the bracelet, in his pocket. He went to his house, sat down on the
grass, and leaned against the same tree he always leaned on. It was getting
dark; he had spent the whole day looking for the perfect gift for Rose.
Why do I even bother? Whatever
Rick gives her is going to be three times better than this bracelet. He has the
money to buy her something great, Jack told himself as he looked at the sky. A few stars started to
shine in the night sky. As he was looking at them, he closed his eyes.
"What do the stars say,
Jack?" Rose interrupted his thoughts.
Jack quickly stood up. He smiled
at her, filled with joy. He could feel his heart pounding. His eyes were so
happy to see her. "Someday I’ll tell you," he said, still smiling.
"What are you doing here at this time, Rose? If your mom finds out that
you are here at this time, she’ll kill me. You know she doesn’t like me,"
he said.
Rose just smiled and rolled her
eyes. "Since when has my mother ever stopped me from doing something?
Besides, I choose my friends, not her. I also haven’t seen you much lately.
Where you been?" she asked.
"Working. Trying to make a
decent living," he said, smiling. "I have also been looking for a
gift for you."
"Ah…you actually
remembered?" she squealed in excitement. "I thought you forgot!"
"How could I forget
something so special, Rose? You hurt my feelings," he said, and turned his
back on her, acting like he was mad and crying. Rose laughed and poked his
ribs. Jack turned around, laughing as well. "That kind of hurt," he
said, grabbing his side.
"Good," she said,
smiling. Jack loved the way she smiled. "So, what did you get me?"
"Well, let me just say it’s
not that amazing and not that expensive. But I thought you would like it,"
he said, taking the little box out of his jeans. "I wanted to give it to
you tomorrow, since it’s your birthday, but now that we are alone, I have the
chance to give it to you and tell you how I feel in person and with no
interruptions."
Rose looked at the little box and
her excitement grew. "Rose, you are my best friend. You mean the world to
me. I don’t know what I would do if I lost you. Whatever happens, promise me
that we will always be friends," he said.
"Of course, Jackie. You
don’t even have to ask me that. We will always be friends," she said,
smiling.
Jack smiled and gave her the
little box. She opened it and smiled as she saw what it was. She hugged him
with joy, thanking him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and lay her head
on his shoulder. He hugged her back, putting his chin on her shoulder. He
closed his eyes and felt like he was in heaven. He could smell the beautiful
scent of her hair. He wished so much that he had the courage to tell her how
much he loved her, how much she meant to him, and that she was his world.
*****
Rose’s small birthday party was a
lot of fun for her. And like Jack guessed, Rose spent all her time with Rick.
He just sat in a corner, looking at her. Rick gave her a huge diamond ring.
Jack just nodded. Damn, how I wish I had money, he thought to himself.
When the party ended, he started
to walk home. There was a sign that stole his attention.
SERVE YOUR COUNTRY. BE
HONORED. SHOW YOUR PATRIOTISM AND JOIN THE ARMY. AND GET PAID GOOD MONEY.
Jack looked at it for a second.
He would do an honorable thing and he would get paid. Maybe if he joined, he
would get paid good money and it would give him the courage to confess to Rose
how he felt. Jack grabbed a paper and took it home.
For the next few days, Jack disappeared.
Rose couldn’t find him or Peter. She felt sad that Jack did not even bother to
call her.
*****
She was walking with Myra to the
lake when, all of a sudden, she felt a hand grab her. When she looked up, she
saw that it was Jack.
"Where the hell have you
been? You have had me worried sick!" she said angrily.
"I’m sorry, Rose, but I had
to do something out of town and I didn’t get the chance to tell you. But now I
will," Jack said.
Rose was concerned. His tone of
voice was scaring her. "What is it? What did you do this time, Jack?"
she asked.
"Rose, I have been thinking
lately, and I feel like a nobody. I want to do something you can be proud of,
something that I can be proud of," he said.
"What in the hell are you
talking about, Jack? Get to the point. You are already something to be proud
of."
"No, Rose, I’m not. That’s
why my brother and I joined the Army. That is why we both left," he said.
Rose’s mouth fell open in shock.
So did Myra’s. Rose couldn’t speak.
"Are you nuts, Jack? You
going to get yourself killed!" Myra yelled. "You had a draft
deferment because of your mom!"
Tears started to fill Rose’s
eyes. Jack had never thought she would react like this.
"Jack, you can’t do this to
me. You just can’t!" she said, crying.
"Rose, I thought you would
be proud of me. I’m tired of picking potatoes, so I joined the Army," Jack
said.
Rose just looked at him with the
eyes he had always feared to see.