Written by Big Hair and Converses
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
My eyes felt like slabs of rock
as I wriggled down into the still-warm covers of my duvet. I could still feel
tears lurking behind my eyelids; I made a further decision to push the sound of
Rose’s shrill cries of "Jack! Jack!" to the back of my mind to avoid
yet another fit of sobbing. I really shouldn’t take movies to the point where
sobs are racking through my body and my head hurts a little. I don’t think that
I’ve ever successfully watched a Leonardo DiCaprio film without breaking down.
Was that a good thing? I was embedding my head into the pillow, absentmindedly
molding the fabric of the covers around my body as my mind wandered through the
flooded, dimly lit corridors of the briskly sinking Titanic. I exhaled loudly,
relaxing my tensed muscles and relieving my heavy eyes from the irritating,
stinging pain that came with the vast amount of tears that had fallen, all in
remembrance of Jack Dawson. And that, I suppose, is why I had the dream.
His face. His eyes. Everything
about him was just utterly and completely captivating. It was as if all gravity
had disappeared and I was being pulled and urged towards him. A golden glow
seemed to radiate from his perfectly tanned skin and his eyes bored into mine
like he was searching my soul for a sign, a signal. He glanced briefly down at
my trembling, clasped hands before reaching out one of his own hands,
unwrapping mine from their grip and holding onto them tightly. I peeled my eyes
away from our entwined hands to look into his gleaming face. He was staring at
me in awe, as if I was some incredible creature of immaculate beauty when I
knew I was anything but. Slowly but confidently, he pulled me closer towards
himself. I could feel his warm breath mixing with mine now; my pulse was
soaring and then hammering in my chest alertly. My hands were clammy and
sweaty. At this, I felt my face burn crimson, but he didn’t seem to notice. Or
mind. I knew his name. I knew it well. I felt as if I had spoken it many times
before. I felt as if I knew this man well, too, like I’d spent day after day
with him just sitting there.
"Jack," I said
softly, the word sweet on my lips. He craned his neck downwards now, and I knew
exactly what was coming. I began to panic, but stopped as soon as he wrapped
his hands around my shoulders. I could feel our collaborated breath against my
skin now. I had the feeling that if a knife were to dive into my shoe, taking
off all of my toes, I would sense nothing. All that mattered was his face close
to mine, his breath on my neck, his arms on my back, his eyes piercing into
mine, his hair suspended just above his eyebrows, his mouth slightly open. His
face was hovering ever-closer to mine now, closer and closer and closer--
I woke with a start, my back
drenched with sweat and my breathing quick and heavy. Cursing under my breath,
I tried to regain the comfortable position I had previously possessed and
desperately attempted to delve into the blissful land that is that of dreamers.
He was sitting on a wall this
time. Still Jack, wearing the same brown suspenders over a beige shirt that
hung nonchalantly out of his trousers. He was grinning down at me, stroking my
hair with his slender fingers with one hand and holding my hand with the other.
Casually, he kicked his legs back and forth, swaying with the warm breeze that
nudged his hair and sent it into disarray. Several of my friends passed me. I
was observant enough to notice that, but the rest of the world seemed a
worthless blur compared to his glowing eyes. His eyes, his eyes, his eyes, I
always seemed to focus on his eyes. What about his hands? His hands that had
worked so hard and had gained scars and bruises to prove it? They were sculpted
to beautiful imperfection, his rough hands and long thin fingers. The fingers
that had braved the roaring, ice cold sea after the destruction of the Titanic.
Or had they been through the Titanic? Maybe Jack had never encountered or even
heard of such a boat. What about Rose? Was she alone? Had she hung from the
back of the ship with no one to never let go? Was I stopping their relationship
in all its beauty?
Did I really care?
No. No would be the honest
answer. I did not care one bit about it. Because I had Jack Dawson staring
lovingly into my eyes and stroking my hair. It was not an appropriate moment to
be concerned for spoiled rich girls. Whom I fully respect. But are fictional.
"I love you." It was
three words, but they held a massive amount of significance.
It was the first time I had
heard him speak in this state. His voice chimed and rang with its American
twang in my head. I love you. My heart leapt and danced in my chest and my
breathing grew heavy.
"I…I love you, too,"
I replied anxiously, though I had no need for my anxieties.
He paused, thinking about a
superior statement to make.
"I love you so much that
I would eat your hair."
Logically and normally, I
would react sanely to this by saying something like "Um…what? Why? Please
don’t eat my hair. I actually rather like it." But no. Apparently, this was
quite an honor. Something to get rather excited about. Which I did. So he
jumped off the wall and landed steadily on the ground. Still holding my hand
and soothingly rubbing my palm, he gently plucked a hair from my head. I, still
excited, was beaming proudly at the evidently expressive ritual; I observed as
he placed the strand of my hair into his mouth and quickly swallowed. He ate
one of my hairs. To prove his love to me. One of my hairs. Love. Jack Dawson.
Hair. One of them. Eat. Prove love.
The dream world began to spin as
I landed safely back into reality. I woke for the second time, eyes wide and
breath fast. But still every hair intact.
The End.