JUST WHEN I NEEDED YOU
Chapter Five
Three Weeks Later
Rose awoke with a huge knot in her stomach.
She had to break things off with Cal today. It wasn't going to be easy,
impossible even, but it had to be done. She was graduating next week and wanted
Jack there more then anything. So it had to end. Today. Rolling out of bed, she
gathered her clothes and headed to the bathroom to shower. Downstairs, she
heard voices. Great, he's already here. Rose sighed and went to get
ready. Forty-five minutes later, she was ready, and went downstairs to greet
her mother and Cal.
"Good morning, sweetpea," Cal
purred, smiling smugly.
Go to hell, she thought, but to him, she returned the smile.
"Good morning, Cal. You're here rather early, aren't you?"
"I suppose so. I was hoping maybe the
two of us could have breakfast down by the lake."
Rose fell silent for a moment, but quickly
realized that this would be her chance. She would have to call Jack, and have
him nearby, just in case things got out of hand. And knowing Cal, they probably
would.
Rose nodded. "Yes, that sounds
lovely."
Cal grinned. "Then it's settled. I had
my cook pack a basket for us before I left. Shall we go?"
Rose's eyes widened. "I forgot something
upstairs. Give me a minute?"
Cal nodded and Rose ran up the stairs, two at
a time. Flinging herself down on her bed, she dialed Jack's number. After six
rings, he finally picked up.
"Hello?"
"Jack, it's me."
"Hey, Rosie. What's wrong?"
Quickly, she filled him in on her plan and he
immediately agreed.
"I'll be there."
Rose said her good-byes and hung up, grabbing
her purse on her way back downstairs.
"Ready now, sweetpea?" Cal asked as
she stepped down the last stair.
Rose nodded and smiled nervously. With one
arm protectively around her, they stepped out into the sunlight.
*****
Jack crouched down behind some bushes. A few
minutes later, he heard a car followed by a loud, bossy voice. A voice that
could only belong to one person.
"This is it," he muttered, looking
forward to getting this day over with. Once this was done, he and Rose could be
together freely. No more sneaking around. He watched carefully as Rose spread a
blanket out by the water. She looked so beautiful, her soft curls billowing in
the breeze. Cal was standing a few feet away, trying to light a cigarette.
"Blasted wind. It can ruin the best of
days," Cal complained, finally giving up on his smoke.
Rose just smiled. Jack could read the
nervousness on her face. She looked around, probably searching for him. He
stood up a little more and waved to catch her gaze. It must've worked, because
she broke into a radiant smile, all signs of nervousness vanished.
"Are we ready to eat, sweetpea?"
Cal asked, coming up behind her.
Jack quickly ducked behind the bushes as
Cal's eyes wandered around.
"Yes, darling. Why don't you have a seat
while I fix you a plate," Rose said, placing the picnic basket on the
blanket.
Cal nodded and settled himself down, looking
a bit out of place in his three-piece suit. Rose handed him a plate and they
ate in silence for a while. Jack watched anxiously for Rose to tell him, but
she made no move to do so. Once they had finished eating, she put the stuff
away and turned back to Cal.
"Darling, we need to talk."
Jack shivered when he heard these words. It
was showtime.
"Of course, sweetpea. What's on your
mind?"
Rose didn't answer. She just nervously played
with her engagement ring.
"Sweetpea?" Cal urged, getting a
bit impatient.
Remembering Jack, Rose sat up straight and
looked him right in the eye. "I can't and I will not marry you, Cal."
There, she said it.
Cal's face twisted through many
emotions...misunderstanding, confusion, hurt, and the one Rose had expected
most, anger.
"Rose, we are to marry in two months.
This is not the time to start playing games." He grabbed her arm. "I
will NOT be made a fool of, Rose. Is that in any way unclear?"
Rose sat numbly for a minute. "Cal,
you're not listening to me. I refuse to marry you. I refuse. You do know the
meaning of that word, don't you? And even YOU cannot make me. That's all there
is to it."
Jack tensed as Cal stood up, ready to defend
Rose to the death if need be. "You WILL marry me, Rose. You've already
given your answer. There is no other acceptable one," Cal roared, sending
a group of nearby birds fluttering towards the sky.
Rose stood, never faltering in her gaze or
her words. "No, Cal. There is only one acceptable answer, and that is no.
As you may recall, I never said yes to you. My mother did. Besides the fact
you're an unimaginable, heartless bastard, it wouldn't be fair. My mind, body,
and soul belong to another man. They always have and they will continue to do
so for the rest of eternity. You may think you control everyone, and maybe you
do. But you do not, nor will you EVER, control me. I hated you growing up, and
I hate you now. So once more, so we're clear, I will NOT marry you. That much I
promise."
Cal stopped for a minute, his eyes glowering.
"Still in love with your Bohemian gutter rat artist, Rose? He left you,
remember? And nobody has seen or heard from him since. You really think he even
cares anymore? He's probably shacked up with some other gutter trash. He
doesn't love you."
Rose's eyes flashed with anger and Cal knew
he struck a nerve. "You're an asshole, you know that Cal? I know for a
fact he loves me. And the only person he's shacked up with is ME! That's right,
Cal! He's touched me, held me, kissed me, and made love to me. Something you
will NEVER do!"
Cal jumped forward and grabbed her arm
harshly, dragging her towards him. "It's a little slut, is it?"
"Let go of me, Cal."
Cal ignored her, and she winced as his hand
came into contact with her face. "I will take what I want right here,
Rose. Whether you give it to me or not."
Rose tried pulling away and Cal laughed.
"Let go of me, Cal!" Rose screamed, her voice overcome with pain and
fear.
Jack couldn't take it anymore. The slap Cal
had given was the final straw, and the threat to rape her pushed him over the
edge. Stepping out of the trees, he calmly stated, "Let go of her,
Hockley."
Startled, Cal let go of her arm and whirled
around. Rose took her chance and ran to hide behind Jack.
"So you finally decided to come back,
eh, Dawson?"
"Someone had to save her from marrying a
bastard like you."
Cal smirked. "Putting thoughts in her
head again, Jack? She loves me. She is MY fiancee."
"I hate you, Cal," Rose managed to
squeak.
Cal chuckled. "Oh, come on, sweetpea.
Tell him how much you love me."
Jack whispered something to Rose, who bravely
stepped forward. "No, Cal. Mr. Hockley. It's over," she said, handing
him the ring. "I believe this is yours."
Cal's face turned red with fury. "I'll
ruin you, Rose. You too, Dawson. This isn't over," he announced, taking
the ring and walking away.
Once they heard the car leave, Rose fell back
into Jack's arms. "I'm so proud of you Rosie," Jack whispered,
hugging her tightly.
"I couldn't have done it without you.
The only thing left to do is tell my mother and move my stuff to your
house."
Jack smiled sadly. "You really think
she's gonna throw you out?"
Rose looked up at him. "Have you ever
known my mother to go back on a promise?"
"Good point. Are you ready to do
this?"
Rose nodded slightly. "No time like the
present, right?"
Jack kissed her on the top of the head.
"Right."
Together, they walked back to Jack's to get
his truck and then they headed towards Rose's. Ten minutes later they pulled up
in front of the three-story Victorian style house Rose had called home for the
past eighteen years. Sighing, she climbed out of the truck.
Jack was immediately at her side. "You
okay?"
Rose nodded. "Yeah. This is just going
to be difficult."
Jack smiled sympathetically. "Shall we
get this over with?"
Rose didn't say anything, but took his hand
and led him up to the front porch. Images of the last time he had climbed those
stairs flashed through his mind. Now, three years later, here Rose was, doing
almost the same thing.
Taking a deep breath, and receiving a
reassuring smile from Jack, Rose reluctantly opened the door. Sounds came from
the living room and Rose realized her mother was watching her afternoon movie.
Rose stood there, trying to regain her composure, before going to see her
mother.
Hearing footsteps, Ruth sat up on the couch.
"Rose? Is that you?" she called.
Rose froze. Only glancing at Jack brought her
back to life. "Yes, Mother. I've brought someone with me. I need to speak
with you," Rose replied, approaching the room.
Ruth looked up at her daughter, who was
standing in the doorway. "Yes, of course. Come on."
Almost hesitantly, Rose entered the room with
a tall blonde-haired boy following in behind her. Ruth studied the young man,
who seemed oddly familiar, although she couldn't quite place him. They sat on
the loveseat, facing her position on the couch. Ruth got the feeling this
wasn't going to be an enjoyable conversation. She stared at her daughter
expectantly.
Rose swallowed hard, glancing up at the young
man, who in return gave her an encouraging smile. "Mother," Rose
started. "I have some things I need to tell you, and I know you're not
going to like them. But they're reality."
Ruth nodded, dread filling her heart.
"Go on."
Rose gulped. "Well, uh...this morning I
broke off the engagement to Cal." She closed her eyes, waiting for Ruth's
wrath to be thrown at her.
She wasn't waiting long. "You
WHAT?" Ruth exclaimed, her voice rising a few octaves. "The match
between you and Caledon was perfect. He was a gentleman who wanted to take care
of you for the rest of your life. Why would you do such a thing?"
Rose stared at her disbelievingly. "A
gentleman, Mother?" She paused to roll up her sleeves, showing her
bruises. "Does this look like something a gentleman would do?"
"Caledon would do no such thing unless
it was necessary. You probably deserved it."
Rose's jaw dropped. "Nobody deserves to
be treated like a punching bag, Mother. How can you be so cruel?"
Ruth ignored that comment, and glared at her.
"You do remember my promise about marrying Cal, don't you, Rose? You'll be
homeless."
Rose rolled her eyes. "No, I won't. Very
far from it, actually. I'll be moving in at the Dawsons. You do remember Jack,
don't you, Mother?" she asked, gesturing towards the young man seated next
to her.
Ruth stood, shocked to the very core. So,
Jack had returned after all. It wasn't that she disliked him. He was a good
kid. Caring and intelligent, just like his parents. But at the same time, she
found him unfit to date her daughter. Friends, yes, anything more, no. She had
disapproved from day one. "J-Jack Dawson?" she managed to spit out,
her eyes darting back and forth between them.
"Hello, Mrs. DeWitt-Bukater," Jack
said, giving her a small smile.
"You'd be living with him? That's
unacceptable!" Ruth muttered.
Rose stood, and Jack got up with her. "I
don't really care if you find it acceptable or not, Mother. You made it very
clear that if I didn't marry Cal, I had to move out. Well, I'm not marrying
him, so I'm leaving. I'm eighteen. I can do as I please. If you'll excuse us,
we have some packing to do. I'll be out completely by tomorrow, if not tonight.
Good-bye, Mother."