Written by Rose-Arwen-Padmé
Based on some situations originated by James Cameron.
Her blonde hair was up in an elaborate
French twist. Curls, dangling on either side, framed her smiling face. She
hadn’t needed much makeup, though still she was wearing more than usual. Her
white gown floated around her and her veil, now thrown back, did not hide her
beautiful grin or sparkling eyes.
Rose watched her granddaughter
with pride from a corner. There was no reason to, for she could have stood
right in front of Lizzy’s face and the bride wouldn’t have known at all, but
Rose preferred to take in all of the scene around her. The guests, the tables
of food, the gorgeous-but-not-overdone decorations--all were perfect for her
granddaughter’s wedding.
Rose watched with endless joy as
Lizzy accepted another dance from the groom, her newly-wed husband. Rose looked
on as he twirled her and spun her elegantly, and saw flickers of her own smile
as Lizzy’s radiated around the room. It almost came as a shock, seeing how
Lizzy looked nothing like Rose did at that age. Lizzy’s father, Rose’s son, had
received his blond hair from John Calvert, Rose’s husband, and then passed it
on to Lizzy. When Rose’s other children had also not been given her physical
characteristics as much as John’s, she had been deeply saddened for a while.
From then on, the fiery red hair of the DeWitt Bukater women had ended, along
with some other outward qualities Rose had not been able to pass on to her
children. But it seemed as though her smile had only skipped a generation, and
was on display now on Lizzy’s beaming face. She looked…she looked…she was…
"She’s beautiful."
Rose knew the harmonic voice
before she even looked for the face it belonged to. Though no one could hear
her because she was only there as a spirit, Rose could hear mortals around her.
Still, it was no living person nearby that she had overheard. She turned around
to face her beloved.
"Jack!" she said with a
smile, her automatic happiness that she always felt whenever she saw him
flooding her once again. Since they had been reunited for a blissful eternity
in heaven, both had silently decided to always appear as they did in their
youth, when they met and fell in love on the Titanic. They were that way now,
but Jack was dressed in a very nice tuxedo, a direct opposite of how he usually
outfitted himself. It was same one he had worn that night at dinner on the
Titanic, she noticed with another smile. Rose herself was wearing a white,
beaded, sleeveless dress, with white lace gloves that reached past her elbows.
It, too, was from the Edwardian period.
Then Rose tried to hold back a
frown after she got over the shock and surprise she had felt when she saw Jack
beside her, watching her. He noticed her furrowed expression, and voiced his
concern. "Rose? Hey, what is it? What’s wrong?"
Rose simply shook her head,
paused, then replied. "Nothing."
The only slightly amused gaze she
received told her that her lame attempt had not succeeded. "I-I-I…well…I-I
just didn’t expect to see you here." She lowered her eyes. "It’s
stupid, really."
"You said those words once
before, you know," Jack said gently. "In that exact same tone, if I
remember right. It means that you’re wracking your brain, trying to come up
with something to say, something that sounds right." He took a step
towards her. "You don’t need to do that with me." Jack offered a
grin. "I’m not Cal, you know."
Rose almost burst out laughing at
the very thought. "No," she remarked in between gasps of air through
her laughter. "No, you don’t need to remind me of that!"
Jack placed his left hand in her
right hand, his eyes, a lighter color of the ocean that had claimed him,
sparkling with intensity. "Tell me, Rose."
Rose shrugged, trying to seem
casual about it all. "It’s just that…well…Jack, I would think Lizzy is a
reminder to you."
"A reminder of what?"
"A reminder that I went
on…and had children…" She swallowed, trying reluctantly to choke out the
words that could inflict the worst pain. "…that I married another
man."
Jack raised their tightly clasped
hands to his lips and kissed them. Then he firmly placed the side of their grip
where her hand was upon his chest. "You mean like I told you to?"
"Jack, you told me I was
going to go on and have lots of babies. You left out the part about how I was
going to fall in love again to have those babies."
Jack squeezed his eyes shut,
hoping she wouldn’t see his true feelings through them if she couldn’t see them
at all. "I was struggling for breath. I just wasn’t up to laying out your
whole life for you."
It was a pitiful excuse, even to
him.
"Yeah, right." Looked
like Rose thought so, too. "We’re both bad at lying to each other,
Jack."
He broke out into the crooked
grin she knew so well. "Is that a bad thing?" He smiled more when she
also smirked and shook her head. "Yeah, I didn’t think so either. We’ve
never needed it before."
"And we will never need
it," Rose added quickly. She paused, then continued. "But still,
Jack…I mean, watching Lizzy for you…"
"Is not the easiest thing in
the world," Jack admitted slowly and meekly. "But you seeing her
brings you joy, and so it brings me joy."
"That simple, eh?"
"Yeah. That’s love, baby."
Rose leaned up and slowly kissed
him, her lips lingering on his deliciously. She pulled back slowly and looked
him in the eyes. "Yep, that’s love." They kissed sweetly again, and
this time, instead of pulling away afterwards, Rose turned in his embrace, her
back snuggled up against his chest. He tightened his hold around her shoulders
and waist, breathing the wonderful smell of her in.
"Funny what things you can
still do, what sensations you can still experience, when you’re dead," he
mused, as if it was a statement in an everyday, lighthearted conversation.
"Passed on," Rose
replied forcefully. "I prefer that term instead."
"Whatever you want,
darling." His words could have been mistaken for teasing, but Rose knew that
he was being sincere. Rose, in living years, had only been dead two years since
she died on the Keldysh that night on the ocean. Still, she wasn’t really used
to being dead, even if she was blessed to spend forever and a day with the love
of her life. Jack understood this, and respected all of her wishes on the
matter.
"She looks so
beautiful," Rose said, looking fondly at Lizzy.
"She looks the way you did
on your wedding day."
The statement came as a shock to
Rose. It had never occurred to her that while she had now joined Jack in
looking after loved ones left behind, he had been looking completely, solely
after her from the moment he died on the piece of wreckage to when she passed
on in her cabin on the Russian ship. Jack had been there at her wedding to John
Calvert.
"I-I thought I felt your
presence that day, stronger than any other day before it," she replied,
not sure if that was really the right thing to say after his remark.
Jack sighed heavily behind her,
his chest momentarily pressing into her back with delighting pressure.
"Yeah. I felt a lot of emotions that day as I watched you."
"So did I. I thought about
you more that day than you think, Jack," Rose said quietly. "I
suppose on some level I was betraying John by thinking only about you so much,
but though I never really told him about you, he knew there had been another
man in my life before him that had stolen my heart forever. A man he could not
replace." She sighed. "He never did, you know. I…I did love him very
much, but he was never enough. He was never…you." She held back sudden
tears as she forced a meek laugh through instead. "Then again, no man
alive could ever have replaced you. Jack Dawson, my word! After meeting you, my
standards certainly were never the same."
"I wouldn’t have had it any
other way," Jack replied, trying to control the passion, love, and
affection that were pouring through him at that moment through an off-hand
comment. How could one feel so alive when one was so…dead? Rose heard the three
emotions in him anyway, through the rich tone of his voice, and she squeezed
his arms around her even tighter.
They stood there for several
minutes; time passing them by as they bathed in each other’s loving presence.
Then Jack continued the previous conversation as if they had never paused it.
"Besides, if it had been the
other way around, which I thank God it never was, you would have wanted me to
move on as well." Jack’s voice held a hint of remorse, a hint of sadness,
but a hint of truthfulness, too.
"Oh, Jack, don’t even say such
a thing!" Rose immediately exclaimed. "Never! I could never imagine
you loving anybody else but me. Call me selfish, but that’s how I feel."
Jack smiled, and said, "It’s
not selfish, Rose. I couldn’t either, at first. Geez, if you knew how I was the
day you met that John Calvert…you didn’t know he was going to be your husband
and the father of your children the moment you met him, but I sure did."
He paused, trying to calm his voice. "I didn’t know dead people—er, the
passed on, could have such tempers."
"Your temper is big part of
you, Mr. Dawson," Rose said with a teasing smile. "I hardly think you
could have entered heaven without."
Jack smiled, too. The only time
Rose had ever actually seen his temper to its maximum was when he took it out
on the steward who had locked them below decks and was refusing to let them out
of steerage. He had taken one look at a tired, panting, defeated Rose and just
lost it. To have gone through all that they had that night and to be stopped by
this scrawny guy with a key to a gate? Of course, Rose had never seen
experienced his temper reflected on her. Oh, no. Jack would be angry at the
entire world and himself long, long before he was ever angry at Rose.
"I should have married you
on the ship."
The words almost made Jack fall
over from surprise. "Come again?"
Rose grinned slightly. "You
heard me. I should have married you on the ship. There was a priest, a
church—"
"An iceberg," Jack put
in. "Remember that big chunk of ice that," he lowered the tone of his
voice, "punched little holes like Morse Code, dit dit dit!"
"Jack!" Rose almost
shouted, and turned around to face him. "You were there with Brock and me
with…with…La…Le…"
"Lewis," Jack said, and
pointed across the hall. "See him? He’s standing right next to Brock over
there."
"Yes!" Rose exclaimed
with a happy yell, clapping her gloved hands together as she looked to the
furry, large man standing next to the groom. "He certainly didn’t give the
greatest first impression, but by the end of the story I had mixed in some respect
for him with my initial feelings. Jack, you were there?!"
"Every moment," Jack
replied, laughing. "I was practically dancing around the room, waiting for
you to tell our story. In my excitement, I did listen to every word that was
said, even by that Lewis fellow."
Rose laughed, but then Jack
continued, "But, Rose, come on. Right after we made love for the first
time, the iceberg hit. I mean, yeah, the thought of marriage was in my mind
when we started kissing on the deck, but you had just told me you were going to
stay with me. I was not about to rush it." Rose’s head was low as she
looked at the ground, and he used his fingers to raise her chin so her emerald
eyes could meet his. "Rose, you had no idea the iceberg was coming. You
didn’t know the ship was about to sink right underneath you, and…and you didn’t
know I was going to die."
Rose didn’t say anything, only
stepped forward and wrapped her arms around Jack tightly, as if she would never
let go.
There was what she could say to
express her feelings. "I never did let go, Jack. I never did let go of my
promise."
Jack sighed with contentment.
"I know. You lived your life to the fullest, like I…ah…really ordered you
to." He paused. "And it makes me love you all the more."
"Let’s go home, Jack. I’ve
seen Lizzy, seen how happy she is, and now I want to just see you."
"I am home," he replied
seriously. "When I’m with you, holding your hand, I’m home."
"Let’s go back to the
Titanic," she whispered, her eyes staring into his with all the intensity in
the world. "Our Titanic."
No words were needed. Jack bent
and kissed her, first with the gentleness that he had in the Renault after
their lovemaking, then with the building passion they had created on the bow of
the ship, the ship that had changed their lives forever.
Then Jack lovingly took Rose’s
hand, and they went back to their forever, together always, under the seas in
their Titanic. And forever in bliss, and always in love, they remained.
Two souls finally reunited.
The End.