MORE THAN THAT
Chapter Twenty-One
December 20, 2003
"I wish I could've hung out
with you guys and Hannah for my birthday!" Christina said, walking with
Jack to Bridget Fitzgerald's house party. "By the way, thanks for the present!
I've been dying to play the new Smackdown game!"
"No problem. You owe me a
game, though." Jack winked at her. Christina gave him a weak smile. He
knew she was dying inside, wanting so desperately to be with Tommy. It was just
like him wanting to be with Rose.
They'd been passing each other in
the hall as if nothing had ever happened between them. It killed Jack to see
Rose standing by her evil, sadistic, rich asshole of a boyfriend. What did she
see in Cal? He had no idea. Rose didn't even look happy. What was the point in
staying with someone who treated them as if they were nothing?
"I wonder if Fabri and
Hannah are here yet," Christina said. She took a deep breath, knowing that
if they were here, then Tommy surely was. He was their ride to the party. Ever
since their break-up, the group had gone to parties separately. Jack and
Christina always went together, since they didn't live far apart. Sometimes
Tommy tagged along with Fabrizio and Hannah.
"They did leave before
us," Jack mentioned.
The two friends entered the house
filled with people they did not know, and some that they did. The music
blasted, with some already drunk kids hanging around on the porch. No matter
how cold it was, people still partied in or outside of the houses.
"I see them over there with
Danny and Cameron." Christina spotted her friends. "Come on. Let's go
talk to them." Christina grabbed her friend's hand and made her way to
Fabrizio and Hannah.
"Hey, Chris!" Hannah
yelled her name and gave her a hug, Fabrizio doing the same.
"Did you guys just get
here?" Fabrizio asked.
"Yeah. My mom let me use the
car tonight, since she is hanging out with some friends from work," Jack
answered.
"So, it looks like everyone
here is sixteen now! Our little Christina is finally able to get her
permit," Hannah stated.
"I know! I'm excited. Watch
me not get one until I'm eighteen. By the way, thanks for the presents,"
she said to her friends.
"Ten minutes at this party,
and already out of soda," Tommy said, coming into the circle of friends.
"Hey, Jack."
"Hi, Tommy."
There was an awkward silence
among the group. Christina stood there with her arms folded across her chest.
Tommy coughed, trying to keep his eyes off of her. Fabrizio, Jack, and Hannah
weren't sure what to say to break the ice. Most of all, they couldn't believe a
stupid argument would lead to this.
"So, I hear the weather in
Florida is nice." Fabrizio finally spoke up. Hannah rolled her eyes at
him, knowing that it was a way for him to break the silence. "What?"
"I'm going to the bathroom,"
Christina said. She hurried away, walking right past Tommy. She practically
bumped into his shoulder and ran off.
"She can be such a
bitch," Tommy stated, and stormed away in the other direction.
"Boy, what's up their
asses?" Fabrizio asked.
"Those two need to get back
together. I don't know about you guys, but they are driving me crazy. We don't
even hang out together like we used to," a worried Hannah said.
"Definitely! The whole car
ride, I heard her talk about nothing but him," Jack informed them.
"Tommy couldn't shut up
about her, either," Fabrizio said.
"We both know how stubborn
they can be," Hannah continued on. Jack listened to his friends, but soon
he wasn't paying any attention. He stared into space when he saw the form of
Rose walk into the room.
*****
Again, Rose let Cal drag her
along to another dull party. She didn't know why she let him continue to boss
her around. Rose was sick of it, but she was weak when it came to him. Mostly,
she was frightened. It had been a while since he had last hit her. Lately, it
had just been him shoving her around. It was nothing that would get her bruised
up.
It seemed like everything was
getting better, but it wasn't. Cal was able to see how easy it was to
manipulate her. He forced her to sleep with him, or he'd threaten her. What was
worse was that Lovejoy was always around. He never went away. Rose hated the
creep. For once, she just wanted a night alone with her boyfriend, but that
seemed impossible.
When she wasn't with Cal, her
mind wandered off and she'd think about Jack. She always wondered what he was
doing. She wondered if he still thought about her. Then she'd think to herself
that, in an alternate universe, they might have a chance. There was no way they
would be together in this lifetime.
After falling into a deep sleep
thinking about him, those terrible dreams would come back. She always woke up
before she could finish. Rose didn't tell anyone of her dreams. She wanted to
figure them out for herself. They were so real. She couldn't understand why.
"Sweetpea." She jumped
at the feeling of Cal's hand touching her back. "I'll be back. Lovejoy and
I are gonna speak to Landon Tate. He is leaving for Italy tomorrow night."
Rose simply nodded and smiled. She closed her eyes as he kissed the side of her
head and held her breath. When she reopened her eyes, she saw that Lovejoy had
noticed the unpleasant expression on her face. He gave her an evil grin and
followed Cal.
Rose rolled her eyes and walked
around. She couldn't stand Lovejoy. She didn't know what he held against her.
She shook it off and saw Christina standing by herself in a corner. Once
knowing the girl, who had been her best friend, she seemed depressed and
lonely. Christina looked lost as she stood there with her arms holding herself and
her head leaned against the wall.
If Rose remembered correctly, it
was her birthday yesterday. To be nice, Rose decided on wishing her a happy
birthday.
Slowly, she walked up to her
former best friend and softly said her name. "Christina?" The girl
looked at her with cold eyes.
"What do you want?" she
asked rudely.
"I just wanted to say happy
birthday. Finally, sixteen." Rose gave a weak smile.
"Wow. You remembered,"
Christina said. "Thanks, but let's get back to reality. We are from two
different worlds," she simply said, and walked away.
That girl is so stubborn! Rose said to herself as she looked after
Christina. When Christina was out of view, there was a clear view of Jack in
her path. She couldn't keep her eyes off of him. She gasped when he looked back
at her.
"Sweetpea!" The shriek
in Cal's voice distracted her gaze. "Come on. Let's go say hi to
Marcus!" Cal grabbed her hand and led her away. Rose turned her head to
take a look at Jack, who was staring back at her.
*****
Most of the night, Hannah had
been trying to persuade Christina to talk to Tommy. So far, it hadn't been
working. Christina would immediately change the subject. Her mission was to
avoid Tommy as much as possible.
"Just talk to him! What have
you got left to lose? You know you miss him!" Hannah yelled to her friend.
"I do not! I'm perfectly
fine without him!" Christina argued.
"Oh, really? Why do you keep
staring at him?" Hannah asked.
"I am not!"
"Are, too! Talk to
him!" Hannah noticed her friend staring at him again, and she wasn't paying
attention. "Christina!" She snapped her fingers in front of her,
bringing Christina back to her attention.
"Huh?"
"You and Tommy have been
driving us crazy! You two keep ranting about each other, yet won't admit that
you are still in love. You guys seem completely dead to us because you are
without each other. You miss him! He misses you!"
"No, he doesn't."
"Yes, he does. He couldn't
shut up about you on the way over here." Hannah smiled when she noticed
Christina blushing. "So, will you please talk to him?"
"Fine!" Hannah giggled
and hugged her. "Where did he go?" Christina asked, not seeing him in
the same spot. Hannah followed her as she went looking and asking around.
"Have you seen Tommy?"
Christina asked Fabrizio, who was talking to Jack.
"Yeah. He went into the
kitchen," he replied. Christina smiled and made her way there.
"What does she want with
Tommy?" Jack asked.
"She is gonna talk to
him," Hannah answered. The three friends smiled and followed Christina
into the kitchen.
When they went in, they noticed
Christina standing still in the middle of the room. They followed her gaze and
watched as Tommy spoke to Maria Palermo--Tommy's ex and Christina's arch enemy.
His hand was on her chin as she smiled.
Christina had her hands clenched
into fists as she looked at them. Her eyes were beginning to water, but she
held back the tears.
"You okay, Chris?" Jack
asked her, but she did not answer.
Tommy turned around and looked straight
at her. The expression on his face was blank. Without a thought, Christina
turned around, grabbed Jack's shirt, and crushed his mouth with hers. Fabrizio
and Hannah had their jaws open in disbelief. Tommy quickly grew infuriated.
He couldn't believe his eyes. Was
Christina really kissing Jack?
Christina finally pulled away
from Jack. He looked at her, with his face as red as a tomato and his blue eyes
staring blankly at her.
She looked around, noticing that
people were watching. When she looked at Tommy, she felt ashamed. Impulsively,
she brushed by everyone and ran out of the house.
"You bastard!" Tommy
yelled at Jack. He walked up to Jack and punched him to the ground. Fabrizio
held him back before any more damage could be done. Hannah rushed to Jack's
aid, who was holding his jaw. With her help, he got back on his feet.
"Sorry. I'm gonna go check
up on her," Jack said. He turned around, coming face to face with Rose.
They gave each other a look so that only the two of them could know what it
meant. Jack walked past her, knowing she had witnessed everything, including
the kiss Christina had given him.
Jack pushed Rose out of his head
and ran out of the house, worried about Christina. He saw her sitting there on
the grass, her back to him. Jack knelt down beside her, placing his arm around
her shoulders.
"Chris?" He called her
name. She turned to face him, tears drenching her face.
"I'm so stupid."
"No, you're not. You're just
heartbroken. You miss Tommy and love him."
"I'll probably never get him
back now. I ruined your friendship with him."
"It's gonna be okay. Let's
go back inside. It's freezing out here."
"I don't wanna go back in. I
wanna go home," Christina said through her sobs.
"All right. Let's go,"
Jack said. He picked her up off the ground and placed an arm around her
shoulders. He turned around, facing the house, and saw Rose standing there
watching him. He turned his head back around, hoping that everything would be
okay.
*****
Rose walked back into the house.
She was unsure whether to believe she had really witnessed what she had seen.
Christina and Jack kissing? Had her eyes deceived her?
What should I care? He isn't
my boyfriend! she
screamed in her head. Rose frowned, the thought in her head breaking her heart.
"Where were you, Sweetpea?"
Cal asked her.
"Just getting fresh
air."
"Well, it’s good that you're
back. We're under the mistletoe," Cal said, looking up. Rose gave him a
fake smile and let him lean in to kiss her. The kiss was absolutely
penetrating, but it gave her no emotion.