MORE THAN THAT
Chapter Twenty-Three
The following day, Friday, was
another day off from school, due to the horrible snowstorm. Of course, all the
students were happy, since it was supposed to be the last day of the semester. That
meant the next two weeks were only midterms, so they only had to go to school
if they had a test.
What Rose hated about this was
that Cal didn't have school at all, since he was a senior. She couldn't stand
being smothered by him anymore. If only she could tell him, but she was scared,
frightened by what he could do to her. However, there would be no more Lovejoy.
That boy scared her so much. The
way he looked at her freaked her out. The way he spoke to her sent shivers down
her spine. What was his problem? Especially the day before. What did he mean by
payback? Did he have something in store for here? She hoped not, because she
knew it'd be something horrible.
Rose lay flat out on her bed,
hoping that she'd get to spend a Friday night alone. However, she knew if Cal
came around, she'd be forced to hang out with him. Sometimes she felt like
calling Christina. They always knew how to have fun together, even if it was
only hanging out at each other's houses.
Then, most times, she wished it
were Jack she was with. Only if she had met him before Cal. Everything would
have been all right. He'd never treat her the way Cal did. It seemed as though
he knew her well, and they'd known each other for only four months. There was
something about Jack that made her feel connected with him. Like they had known
each other in a past life.
Nothing would ever happen between
them, though. Not as long as Cal was around.
*****
"What are you talking about,
Lovejoy?" Cal asked his best friend. Lovejoy acted perfectly well with his
facial expressions, pretending to feel bad about what he had just told Cal.
They were in Cal's living room,
hanging out like on any normal Friday night. Lovejoy was putting his plan to
destroy Rose in motion. He was enjoying every moment of this.
"I'm telling you she cheated
on you with that Jack character," Lovejoy told his friend, pretending to
feel sorry for telling Cal. "I hate to be the one to tell you this,
man." Lovejoy placed a hand on his shoulder.
"My sweetpea wouldn't do
that to me! She loves me!" Cal said, beginning to get irate. "Why
would she do that to me with a gutter rat like him?"
"Since you don't take my
word for it, read it for yourself!" Lovejoy said. He took her journal out
and handed it over to Cal.
"Where did you get
this?" Cal asked.
"She dropped it yesterday. I
forgot to hand it back to her," Lovejoy lied. "It fell open to the
page, and when I read it, I had to see if it was more than once. Read it for
yourself. It is the entry of the day after her birthday."
Cal did as he said and flipped to
the date. He read it, and his face grew red with anger. His temper was at an
all time high. How could she have done it? Why would she kiss someone else?
"There is another time. On
Halloween," he informed Cal.
"I don't want to read it
now," Cal said, shutting the book. "My dear Rose, what a horrible
thing to do. Go home, Lovejoy. She needs to be taught a lesson."
"I am so sorry."
Lovejoy once again acted, and left with a smirk on his face.
*****
On another isolated Friday night,
Christina and Jack once again hung out with each other, at her house this time.
However, it felt weird after what had happened the day before with Tommy. It
broke Christina's heart to know that she had hurt him badly like that. She
blamed herself for the demise of his friendship with Jack. If only she could go
back to the night of the party, then she'd change the fact that she had kissed
Jack.
Jack tried calming her down, to
no avail. He hated seeing one of his best friends distraught. Although he knew
he and Tommy would still be friends if Christina had never kissed him, he
didn't blame her. In fact, he understood why she had done it. How would he feel
if he saw the one he loved flirting with someone else? It was even worse that
it was Tommy's ex, the girl he had left for Christina. In a vulnerable and
impulsive state, Christina had kissed the first guy she saw, and it had just
happened to be Jack.
They sat in silence, not paying
any attention to the movie they were watching. Instead, Christina wrote more
poetry about Tommy, and Jack drew more pictures of Rose. They didn't need to
speak to each other, just as long as they kept each other company.
Jack would look over at Christina
writing and smile at her. In return, she'd do the same. Both always knew what
the other was thinking, because they knew how it felt to be painfully in love.
Tommy was all that Christina had
ever wanted, and Rose was Jack's dream girl. Christina wished her old friend
would open her eyes already and see what was right there in front of her. She
knew the old Rose would have. Someway, somehow, the old Rose was still there.
Christina could feel it, and she guessed that Jack could, too. It was no wonder
he had fallen so hard for her.
The doorbell rang, and Christina
slowly got up to answer it. "That must be our food," she said.
She answered the door and
couldn't believe her eyes.
*****
Cal came over Rose's house
unexpectedly. He just stated that they were going for a car ride. He seemed
normal, like he didn't know a thing. Rose got into the car, wondering where he
was taking her.
He just turned on the radio and
tapped his fingers on the steering wheel. Whenever they stopped at a red light,
he'd just look at her and smile. She didn't know what was coming, and Cal
couldn't be happier with that.
About twenty minutes later, Cal
parked his car by the Brighton Beach boardwalk. It seemed odd to her that he'd
bring her there, since it was winter and they never came here. The last time
she had come to these parts was to see Christina, which was so long ago.
"Why are we here, Cal?"
Rose asked with a smile.
"I don't know. It just
seemed more peaceful here."
"Oh. Okay."
"Do you want to tell me how
long you've been carrying on an affair with that loser Jack Dawson?"
Rose's mouth dropped open at the question.
"What are you talking
about?" Rose yelled.
"Don't fuck with me, Rose! I
know that you kissed him at the Halloween party and in the school library, you
little slut!" Cal was outraged and grabbed her hair with one hand. The
other wrapped around her throat. Rose coughed, desperately wanting him to let
go. Cal mocked her and let her go.
"What?" Rose couldn't
believe he knew.
"You're gonna pretend you
don't know what I am talking about? You actually thought you could get away
with it?" Cal slapped her.
"How?" Rose asked,
wanting to know who he had heard it from.
"I'll tell you how!"
Cal opened the glove compartment and took out her journal. "This is how I
fucking found out!" Rose was shocked when she saw what he held in his
hand. He had read her journal. She couldn't believe he had read her innermost
private thoughts.
"Where'd you get that
from?" Rose asked.
"Don't worry about that now.
I thought you had finally learned your lesson. I guess you're stupider than I
thought," Cal insulted her.
"I'm not stupid! Give me my
journal back!" Rose screamed. Cal grew furious with her, not believing
that she had just yelled at him.
"You want your journal back?
Take it back!" Cal threw the journal right at her face. "I'm gonna
teach you a lesson that will make you never want to disobey me again!"
Rose was scared of the sound of his voice. There was something very eerie about
it.
Cal attacked her, climbing right
on top of her body. He pulled the recliner to make the passenger seat go back.
Rose began to scream, but he instantly clamped his hand over her mouth.
"You like this, don't you,
Rose?" Cal teased her, uncovering her mouth.
"Get off me!" Rose
yelled at the top of her lungs. This only made Cal even more frustrated. He
slapped her right across the face.
"Shut the fuck up!" he
yelled at her. Rose began to fight, trying to claw him with her fingernails.
Being the strong guy that he was, he grabbed her wrists tightly, making her cry
out. He bound them together and held them over her head with one hand as he
slapped her again. "Don't move!"
He took his other hand and
slipped them inside her sweatpants and down into her underwear. With two of his
fingers, he plunged them into her opening, making her cry out in pain on
purpose. He kept going deeper, making her cry out in pain.
"Cal, you're hurting
me!" Rose cried out, but he would not stop.
"You like it! I'm gonna go
into you so rough you won't even know what hit you!" With those words,
Rose knew he was planning on raping her.
Cal made the mistake of letting
her go and getting off of her to sit up and unbuckle his belt. Rose
instinctively grabbed her journal from the side of the passenger seat and
smacked him across the head with it. She kicked him in the face repeatedly with
all her strength. Quickly, she unlocked the door and crawled out of the car.
"You're not going
anywhere!" Cal grabbed her legs, and she screamed. She flipped herself
over and kicked him in the face again. Cal cursed as he held his nose, creeping
his way towards Rose. She moved back, with the journal clutched in her hand. He
suddenly pounced on her, pinning her to the ground. He knocked her mouth with
his fist, a stream of blood beginning to flow down the side of her jaw.
Continuously, he slapped her, hitting her harder and harder across the face. At
one point he even hit her in the eye.
Rose hoped this was just a
horrible nightmare, but she knew it couldn't be. Somehow, she managed to free
the arm without the journal in her hand. She dug her nails right into his
crotch, and he began to wail. She pushed him off her and got to her feet.
Rose kicked him in the ribcage
over and over again. She wouldn't stop, taking out all the hatred she held for
him. It was for all he times he had ever laid a hand on her. Before she could
kick him again, he caught her foot and got back up. It seemed that he had too
much strength. He grabbed her by the throat, but before he could do anything,
Rose gave him a hard kick in the groin. Cal fell to the ground, and Rose
immediately ran.
She had to get out of there. She
didn't want to go home, so instead Rose ran to the first place she could think
of that was closest--Christina's place.
It took her only a few minutes to
run there, since Christina only lived two blocks away from the boardwalk. Rose
was nervous, not having gone there in such a long time.
When she reached the house, Rose
slowly walked up the steps. Her hands trembled as she rang the doorbell. Her
heart pounded fast when she heard Christina opening the doors. When she finally
opened the front door, there was a look of shock on Christina's face.
"Oh, my God! What
happened?" Christina asked, extremely concerned.
"Christina, what's
wrong?" Rose heard Jack's voice ask.
"I should go," Rose
said, and turned around to leave.
"Rose?" She heard Jack
call her name, and stopped dead in her tracks. Keep going, Rose! she
told herself. Instead, she slowly turned her body around and looked at Jack
standing behind Christina.
"Hi," she whispered.
Jack covered his mouth. He knew this was the work of Cal. She had cuts over her
eyebrow. The corner of her lip was bleeding. Her eye was beginning to bruise.
Only a monster would do something like this. "I’d better go."
"You're not going anywhere!
You need to get cleaned up!" Christina grabbed Rose's arm before she could
leave and dragged her inside the living room, sitting her down. "I'm gonna
go get some ice and a cloth."
When Christina went into the
kitchen, Jack just stared at Rose looking down at the floor. All these thoughts
ran into his head about what he wanted to do to Cal. What made Cal snap this
badly? Jack wondered.
"So…" Jack only managed
to say.
"So what?"
"What happened?" Jack
quickly asked.
Before Rose could answer,
Christina came back into the room with a cloth and a bowl of ice cubes. They
watched as she placed a bunch of cubes onto the cloth and wrapped it up.
"Here." She handed it
over to Rose. "Put this on your mouth and put more ice on it for your
eye," Christina instructed her. "What'd your crazy boyfriend do
now?" Christina bluntly asked. Jack gave her a look. "What? I'm
assuming he did this to you, since he is the only crazy asshole I know
of!"
Rose laughed at her comment.
"Well, Christina, your assumptions are correct. He read my journal and
found out about Jack and me kissing in the bathroom on Halloween and the day
after my birthday!" Jack opened his eyes wide. So now Cal knew, and it was
his actions that had led to Cal's craziness.
"Shit. I'm so sorry, Rose!
This wouldn't have happened if it weren't for me," Jack apologized.
"Don't blame yourself. It
took the both of us to do it." Rose gave him a weak smile.
"So, what's the whole
story?" Christina asked. Rose gulped and told them the frightful event.
*****
After hearing her story,
Christina and Jack were left disgusted. Who could do something so sadistic and
twisted as trying to rape their own girlfriend? Christina cursed in Spanish,
horrified by the graphic details. She was happy that Tommy wasn't at all like
that. Tommy is a good guy, Christina thought to herself. Before she
could start crying, she turned her attention back to Rose.
Jack couldn't believe the
audacity Cal had had in putting his hands on Rose. He couldn't fathom the
thought. Someone as beautiful and kind as Rose did not deserve this treatment.
Cal had gone too far this time.
"I'm so glad you kicked his
ass!" Christina clenched her fists.
"Yeah. It was my only
escape. By the way, sorry that I just showed up here like that. I haven't been
here in so long. I just didn't know where else to go. I know he'd never think
of me coming here," Rose said.
"You don't have to
apologize, Rose. It's not your fault your boyfriend is a nut job. You're
welcome anytime you want." Christina smiled at her old best friend.
"Thanks." Rose sighed.
"I'm scared to go home and have my parents see me like this. They can't
know what Cal has done. It will get back to his parents, and Nathan Hockley
will accuse me of being some kind of whore. Cal will probably be at my house,
as well, waiting for me."
"Then don't go home,
Rose," Jack suggested.
"What?" Rose asked.
"Don't go home. Stay here.
Only if it is okay with you, Christina." Jack looked over at his friend.
"I don't mind at all,"
Christina responded.
"What about your mom and
stepdad?" Rose wondered.
"You know them. They always
go away," Christina answered.
"Okay, but what about your
sisters?"
"Camilla doesn't even live
here anymore. She lives with our dad. Celia won't mind. She will understand.
You know that. Remember, she was the one who always gave us the best
advice."
"I don't know, guys,"
Rose said.
"Oh, come on! It will be
like old times!" Christina pleaded. Rose found it weird that Christina was
begging her, since they weren't close anymore.
"Besides, we're concerned
for your safety," Jack said. Rose could tell that, in his heart, he truly
did feel like he needed to protect her.
"Fine. I'll stay," Rose
agreed, due to Jack's conviction.
"Good!" Christina said.
"One thing, Rose," Jack
said.
"What is it?" she
asked.
"You now know that you have
to break up with him, right?" Jack asked, to make sure she didn't go back
to him like always.
Rose paused. She was definitely
sure now. This was the end. No more of his abuse and bringing her down. She
wasn't going to take it anymore. "I know. I know for sure now."