SECRET AGENT DAWSON
Chapter Twenty-Five
Never Gonna Let You Go
Rated NC-17 for Content
Tobey cried silently. The doctor had told him
that he was only grazed by the bullet in his shoulder.
He felt guilty that Bill had died. He now
wondered what he was going to tell Lisa.
He picked up the phone, now that he was back
in Los Angeles. He felt that he was the only one who should tell Lisa what had
happened. He made everyone promise not to tell her.
He dialed her number, pressing the buttons
slowly. Then, he heard the doorbell.
He put down the phone and headed to the door.
When he opened the door, he forced himself to
smile.
"Lisa, I didn't expect you. Sorry my
house is a mess." He let her in.
"I was wondering if you'd seen
Bill." She walked in and sat on the couch.
"Yeah. There's something I have been
meaning to tell you about him." He sat beside her.
He didn't want to cry. He held in his pain.
"Lisa." He held her hands.
"What, Tobey? You’re acting awfully
strange." She looked into his baby blue eyes.
"Lisa, Bill is dead." He didn't see
a reaction from her.
"He's dead? How?" She was in a
state of shock, unable to believe that her husband was dead.
He stood up.
"He died saving my life." He
started to cry.
Lisa got up to hold him. He took her into his
arms and kissed her.
"I love you, Lisa. I want you to move in
with me and be my wife." He looked at her. He knew he shouldn't have said
it, but he did anyway.
"I love you, too, Tobey, and I will move
in with you and be your wife. I loved Bill, and I will never forget him." She
cried, holding Tobey.
"Don't worry, Lisa. Everything is going
to be all right." Tobey had confidence that everything would be okay.
"How's the baby?" he asked.
"The baby's fine." She looked up at
him and kissed him. "Tobey?" She looked deeply into his eyes.
"Yeah?" He looked at her, wondering
what she was thinking.
"I missed you." She grabbed his
hand, leading him into her bedroom.
"Lisa, I don't think we should. I mean,
Bill…" He didn't want to replace Bill. Not at all.
"Tobey, it's not Bill that I want. It’s
you, and I am sorry for being selfish, but I need you." She sat on the
bed.
"You’re not selfish. I want you,
too." He laid her down on the soft bed.
He got up and went to the radio. He put it
on, and playing was With or Without You.
He went back to her, holding her against him,
dancing to the song. He cupped her face, leading her onto the bed, kissing her
neck.
He removed his shirt. Lisa watched him
undress before her.
"Lisa, tonight I am gonna love you
right. I respect you and all that you are." He touched her stomach and
kissed it, taking the shirt off and kissing every inch upwards.
She was at a loss for words.
By the time the song was over. they were both
completely naked. Tobey lay there, tracing lines up her naked body, and kissed
each spot.
Just before he was about to enter her, he
looked at her and just pushed deep.
He held onto her, rocking her body recklessly
into the night. Lisa gasped as every move he made was unbelievable.
"Tonight we’re one, Tobey," she
whispered underneath his body.
He moved fast, unable to hold himself back
any longer. His spilled his seed into her. Tobey collapsed on her.
Lisa lay there, patting his head, and slept
peacefully into the night. Holding him was the only thing she wanted. She had loved
Bill and would miss him dearly. There would be a time when she would be sad for
Bill, but he had always taught her to go on, and she would. She owed him. She
would live on.