FEELINGS IN THE SPOTLIGHT
Chapter Four
It was 9:35, and Jack and Rose
were still at the burger place. They were joking and throwing fries at each
other. They would sign autographs for people and talk to them. They were having
a good time until Rose noticed the time.
"Jack, it’s already 9:40.
You were suppose to be in your apartment forty minutes ago," she said. He
just smiled and got up.
"Oh, I hate time! When you
are going through hell, it seems to slow down, but when you are having fun, it
goes by so fast," he said, and helped her up from her chair. She smiled
and followed him outside.
"So, you were having
fun?" she asked.
"Uh…yes. Duh!" he said,
smiling. He walked her to her car and held her jacket.
"Well, I guess this is
really good-bye. I hope we can grab another burger some other time. I will sure
miss you, Jack," she said, hugging him. He hugged her back and buried his
face in her neck.
"It’s a good thing that this
is a small town. There aren’t any paparazzi to take pictures of us. Then they’d
make up a story just because we are hugging," he said. She smiled and
hugged him tighter. She closed her eyes and wished she could stop time and not
let him go. Without noticing, she said something that made Jack pull away.
"Oh, I love you, Jack,"
she said. He pulled away, and with a confused look, smiled at her weakly.
"What?" he asked.
"You are like my best
friend. I love you like a brother," she quickly said.
"Oh. In that case, I love
you, too," he said, and gave her one final hug. "Well, I guess I’ll
see you in a few weeks, weirdo," he said, and opened her car door for her.
She got in her car and turned it on. She waved good-bye to him and left. He
waved back and watched her leave until her car disappeared.
*****
The weeks passed and Rose was
feeling lonely. She was alone in her rented apartment, watching TV, when the
phone rang. She got up slowly and answered it.
"Hello. This is Rose."
"Hey, weirdo. What are you
doing?"
"Jack?"
"Uh…duh. It’s me. Who else
calls you weirdo?" he asked, laughing. Her heart started to beat faster
and her sad afternoon quickly cheered up.
"Well, just you, creep. So,
what is this miracle?"
"What miracle?"
"You calling me. That is a
true miracle! I believe in miracles now, thanks to you, Jack!" she said,
laughing.
"Oh, hush, I was calling to
tell you that I have missed you, and this is the way you re-pay me? It hurts,
Rose. It really hurts."
"Oh, shut up! I miss you,
too, goof!" she said, and both started to laugh.
"You won’t believe this, but
we are done filming the war scenes! We are going to Washington, D.C. now."
"Well, it’s about time! It’s
been almost two months. Well, I’m happy, because I get to see you again."
"Yeah. Me, too. I can’t wait
to get back. I can’t stand this place anymore. I feel like I’m at war for
real."
"Like I told you before,
Jack, it’s all fake. Don’t be scared, hon," Rose said, laughing. They were
both laughing when Rose heard a voice on the other line where Jack was.
"Who are you talking to,
Jack?" Rose quickly realized whose voice it was. "Say hi to Regina
for me," Rose said and wanted to hang up, but something told her not to.
"I’m talking to Rose; I’m
telling her that we are done here. Oh, and Rose says hi," Jack said.
"Sorry about that. Regina is sort of jealous. She wants to know everything
that I do," he said in a sweet voice.
"It’s okay, but how come she
is over there? I wouldn’t think she would like to be in a junglelike
place."
"Oh, she is here for the
same reason she asked who I was talking to."
"Jealous?" Rose asked,
laughing.
"It’s not funny, weirdo! So,
I guess I’ll talk to you later. I have to go, but we’ll see each other very
soon. Okay?"
"Okay, creep!" she
said, and they hung up the phones.
*****
Jack and his agent were having
dinner in a restaurant, talking about his next movie and his salary.
"Look, Jack, you get paid
fourteen million dollars a movie; I think you should raise it up. I mean, you
are on every magazine cover and on every teenage girl’s wall. You are very
talented, and the most important thing of all is that you put asses in those
seats," the agent said.
"I thought the most
important thing was talent," Jack said, smiling.
"Yeah. I have been your
agent since you were fifteen. Remember when talent by itself didn’t get you the
job? We struggled like hell until you hit puberty, and luckily for you, it
didn’t ruin your life. It actually made it better. You are good-looking! Then
we started to get jobs."
"We? Look, Joe, I don’t
remember that my character Lee, the drug addict, required me to be
good-looking. But I would to like a raise, too. Don’t get me wrong."
"Sorry, Jack. I think I
insulted you. You are very talented; I mean, who else could play Lee like you
did? You were truly awesome."
"All right. Stop kissing ass
and tell me how much we are asking for."
"From fourteen million
dollars to twenty million dollars. Doesn’t that sound great? I’m going to start
asking for that much after What Do the Stars Say? comes out. That chick
flick will get you more attention."
"Wow. Twenty million
dollars. Well, that does sound great. But that movie isn’t a chick flick. It’s
a great movie."
"Okay. Whatever, but now
that we are talking about it, how has it been?"
"It’s been okay, I guess.
It’s getting tough, but I’m having fun. You know, Rose is a cool person to work
with! She is so amazing. We have so much fun. She is a great girl and an
amazing actress. I mean, that girl can cry her heart out," Jack said,
smiling.
"I hear she is very
pretty."
"She is…I mean, why do you
ask?"
"Oh, Jack, don’t even think
about it."
"Think about what?"
"You know what could happen
to your career if you start to date her."
"What do you mean, date her?
I said she was pretty, not that I wanted to date her."
"Well, I’m just warning you.
What will the media say and write when they find out you dumped your model
girlfriend for your co-star? It will ruin everything, and I do mean everything.
You are considered a serious actor, not a media lover. Just don’t let the idea
of Rose Bukater as your girlfriend cross your mind," Joe said.
"All right. I won’t! She is
just a good friend," Jack said, and finished his dinner.
*****
A few days later, Rose was called
and told she was to go on set and get ready to shoot some scenes. To Rose’s
disappointment, these scenes did not involve Jack. She was sad in the movie,
thinking Jason was dead, and in real life, she was sad about not seeing Jack.
She would shoot some scenes and then take a break alone, with no Jack to have
fun with. Judy would do her makeup and try to make her happy.
"You know, you are only
supposed to be sad in the movie. You are not Angie in real life, Rose,"
Judy said. Rose just ignored her and walked to her trailer, but a voice stopped
her.
"Rose! Hey, weirdo!"
She turned around and saw Jack walking towards her. Her sadness quickly fell to
the floor, and she gave him a smile. She ran to him, hugged him, and he hugged
her back.
"Oh, my God. I have missed
you so much! What are you doing here, creep, anyway?" she asked, letting
him go.
"Well, I just decided to stop
by and see you. I have missed you, too, weirdo. Besides, I’m going to be
shooting with you in a few days," he said, smiling.
"Well, isn’t that just
great? What the hell happened to you?" she asked, seeing that he had
facial hair and longer hair.
"I have been to war! What do
you think? The script says that Jason is not the same guy anymore and he
doesn’t care how he looks. I just thought a little facial hair would help the
story," he said.
"Yeah, a little hair,"
she said, laughing.
"What are you trying to
imply?" he asked, smiling.
"Oh, nothing. Ha ha
ha." She laughed, and he laughed with her. He looked at her and stopped
laughing.
"What’s wrong, creep?"
she asked. He just looked at her for a minute, and then he walked towards her
and started to tickle her. She started to laugh so hard that she almost cried.
She pushed him away and walked towards the set.
"I have to work now, Jack,
but I’ll see you later. Okay?"
"Okay, but promise me we’ll
go get a burger after this."
"Okay. I think I could eat a
whole cow, I’m so hungry," she said, smiling, and left. Jack smiled at
her, walked to his car, and left.
*****
A few days later, Jack and Rose
were working together again. They would spend most of their time together and
would always laugh and have fun. Jack loved to talk to Rose, because she always
listened to him and shared her advice. He would tell her things he wouldn’t
tell Regina. Rose felt special, as she knew he trusted her like no one else.
As they were having lunch one
day, Randy gave them the script for the next few scenes. They were reading it
and almost choked on their drinks as they read what was going to happen next.
"A…love scene? Well, won’t
that be fun?" Jack asked in a sarcastic tone of voice, and laid his script
down on the table. Rose looked at him and smiled as she read on.
"But I like what happens
after they…you know, do that…it’s a very emotional scene. I think that is what
is more important. What are you thinking, Jack?" she asked as she saw that
he was staring at the table.
"Uh…nothing. I just have
this headache. I also have been thinking that we are almost done making this
movie. We just need, like, four scenes, and we are done. It seems like just
yesterday I signed on to do this," he said with a weak smile.
"Yeah. Does it make you sad that
we are almost done, or are you glad we get to get out of this city and
set?"
"A little of both. I mean, I
just really want to go home and take a long break, but then again, I’m sad that
I won’t get to hang out with you anymore."
"We can still be friends,
Jack. Just because we are not making movies together doesn’t mean we can’t be
friends."
"Yeah. I guess you are
right. So, will we still talk when we are finished here?"
"Yes, for sure."
"Promise we will always keep
in touch."
"I promise, Jack," she
said, smiling, and he smiled back.
"What if we stop talking for
a while?" he asked.
"Well, I don’t think that
will happen, but if that if ever happens and you want to talk to me, just send
me a few white roses with a card. I have always loved white roses. That will
make me happy."
"White roses?"
"Yes. Just that, and nothing
else."
"Okay. I will remember
that," he said, and got up from his chair and walked to his trailer.
*****
A few days later, Jack and Rose
were getting ready for what would be their first and only love scene. They were
both very nervous and were scared of making a mistake.
Randy sat Rose down and talked to
her about the scene. He tried to calm her down, as he could tell she was
nervous.
"It’s okay, Rose. I know
this might seem like a tough scene, but it will all be over before you know it.
I didn’t think you would be nervous. This isn’t your first love scene," he
said.
"I know, but…I’m not
nervous. I’m just a bit scared that I might screw up. I mean, you said it was a
scene that you would not stop. I mean, it’s just going to happen, and
then…"
"Well, I want it to be as
real as possible, or look that way, I mean. Ha ha. Don’t worry. Jack won’t
bite," Randy said. Rose started to laugh. She went to get ready. Judy did
her makeup and Rose got into her 1960’s clothes. She walked to the set and
noticed that Jack wasn’t there yet. She sat in a chair while a few people put
water on her. The scene supposedly happened after Jason and Angie were talking
outside while it was raining. They made her look sort of wet. Rose was waiting
and waiting until Jack appeared. She stood up, smiled at him, and he smiled
back.
"Don’t worry, Rose. I won’t
bite," he said, laughing. She smiled and walked to her spot. Randy talked
to them and explained exactly what he wanted. They got even more nervous.
"I think the only thing more
nerve-wracking than doing it for the first time is doing it in a movie,"
Jack said, laughing. Rose laughed, as well, and they got quiet when Randy made
a sign.
"Action!" he yelled.