FEELINGS IN THE SPOTLIGHT
Chapter Six
The next day, the last scenes
were not going to be shot until the evening. Jack took Regina around the town
and took her for a walk in the pretty fields of flowers.
"Isn’t this beautiful? I
mean, I wish people would stop hurting the environment. That way, places like
this won’t disappear," Jack said. Regina just looked at him and grabbed
his hand. She kissed him and he kissed her back.
*****
Rose was with Judy, talking. They
were walking around.
"I tell you, this has been
fun, except for the last few days. You and Jack don’t spend any time together
anymore. Why?" Judy asked.
"Well, we have been tired,
and the workdays lately have been short. These past six months have been fun,
and I can’t believe today is the last day. I’m sort of sad," Rose said.
"I hope we get to work
together on another movie, Rose. You sure are the nicest actress I have
met."
"Yeah. I hope we get to work
together again. It has been fun."
"I just want to know one
thing, Rose. If Jack wasn’t going out with Regina, would you tell him that you
love him?"
"What are you talking about,
Judy? I don’t love…Jack."
"Rose, don’t lie. Well, if
he breaks up with her one day, will you tell him that you had a crush on him
when you were doing this movie?"
"No…I mean, I don’t have to
tell him anything. I’m just glad that we are almost finished filming. That way
I don’t have to deal with Regina looking at me like she hates me. When all this
is finished, I’m going straight on a vacation."
"Did you forget about the
premiere? When the movie premieres, you and Jack have to go. You are the stars
of the movie."
"Yeah. That will be a long
month, but we still haven’t finished filming and I heard Randy takes a long
time in pre-production. That gives me time to forget," Rose said, smiling,
and kept walking.
While she was walking, she was
thinking that there could never be anything between her and Jack. They walked
to a park that was nearby and were walking around when, suddenly, Rose stopped.
Judy looked at what Rose was staring at. Jack and Regina were sitting on a
bench in front of them. Judy realized why Rose had a long face. Jack and Regina
were laughing and kissing. They were hugging and looked so in love. Rose felt
her heart sink. She looked down at the ground with a sad face. She looked at
them one more time, turned around, and started to walk away.
"Hey, Rose…" Judy was
about say something.
"I told you, Judy! Now you
see. He loves Regina, and please don’t bother me anymore with how I should get
with Jack," Rose said, and walked away faster.
*****
That night, the movie was finally
going to be finished. Rose was getting ready, and Judy was doing her makeup.
Rose was smiling, and Judy knew something had happened to her.
"Okay, Rose, what happened?
You look too happy, and after what we saw at the park, you can’t possibly be
happy," Judy said.
"Oh, my. You won’t believe
what happened to me today. I bumped into my old high school crush! He is here
in town, and he invited me to lunch. He is so funny; I just had a great time.
That is all."
"Oh, my gosh! Is he
cute?"
"Well, yeah. I mean, he is
not that bad. I’m glad I bumped into him; he made my day so much better. We
promised to call each other."
"So, did you forget about
Jack? I’m sorry I brought him up, but I just wanted to know if you have moved
on. I want you to. After I saw what I saw today in the park, I realized you
were right. So, did you get him off your mind?"
"Ugh…no, I didn’t. He was
all I was thinking about the whole time I was with Ben."
"So, his name is Ben? Look,
I’m sorry, Rose, but I’m glad you bumped into Ben. Maybe he can help you get
Jackie off your mind."
"Yeah. Maybe you are right.
I did forget about him a few times. After this is over, I’m going to call
Ben," Rose said, smiling, and stood up to go to the set. Judy followed her
and stopped behind the cameras. Randy started to talk to Rose. Judy was
standing there when she felt someone coming. It was Jack.
"Hey, Judy, how are
you?" he asked with a smile.
"Oh, well, a bit tired, but
I’m okay. Not as okay as Rose, though."
"What do you mean?"
"That girl has a smile as
big as the moon! She bumped into an ex-boyfriend. He invited her to lunch and
they seemed to have a lot fun."
"A…boyfriend?" Jack
asked with a worried look on his face. Judy saw this and smiled. Her plan had
worked; she wanted to find out if Jack felt something for Rose. He seemed
jealous.
"An ex, but he is gorgeous
and oh, my gosh, is he funny! Rose is happy, and I can’t blame her. That Ben
was sexy!"
"Okay, okay. Let’s not get
too excited here. Who is this guy? And who talks to their ex? Rose can’t fall
for this guy; I mean, why did this guy dump her in the first place?" Jack
asked, sounding mad.
"Oh, you don’t know him, but
he is cute, and that can excuse anything. Aren’t you happy for Rose? She
finally found someone, and someone cute."
"Yes…yeah, I’m…happy for
her," Jack said, and had a sad look on his face. Judy felt horrible now;
Jack looked like someone had just ripped his heart out. But at the same time,
she was glad she had made him feel like he had made Rose feel.
Jack slowly walked to the set,
where Randy was talking to Rose. Randy looked at Jack and told him about the
scene. Jack agreed and walked to Rose, who was sitting on a bench, going over
her lines.
"Hey, weirdo, how are
you?" he asked, and sat next to her. She gave him a short smile and went
back to reading her lines.
"I can’t believe this is our
last day together," he said, desperately trying to make conversation.
"Yeah. Me, either," she
said, not looking at him.
"I think I’m going to miss
this place. I’ll miss everything about this movie."
"Yeah. Me, too."
"I’ll miss you,
weirdo," he said, and finally got her attention.
"Really? Well, I’ll miss you,
too, creep. I hope everything goes well for you. I know we will still keep in
touch, but it won't be the same," she said, and smiled at him.
"Do you promise to watch my
movies when they come out?"
"Ha ha ha. Okay, sure. Why
not? But you have to watch mine, too," she said, laughing.
"Uh…dang. Okay. If that is
what it takes, I’ll watch your movies, too," he said, laughing. This was
the first time they had laughed together in a long time.
"You are such a jerk, Jack
Dawson."
"I know, but don’t you just
love me?" he asked, and really wanted to hear her answer.
"Uh…not really. Maybe just a
little," she said, smiling, and he smiled back, not knowing why her answer
disappointed him.
"Okay, guys. Time to shoot.
People, get in your places, please!" Randy yelled. Jack and Rose stood up
and went to their spots.
"Okay, people. This scene is
a happy one, so let’s make it happy. It’s the last scene we will do. I just
want you all to know that it has been a pleasure to work with you all. If I
ever get the chance to work with you again, I know I will have a good time. All
right. Enough with this cheesiness, and let’s get to work," Randy said,
and got in his chair. The cameramen were ready.
"Action!" Randy yelled.
Jack and Rose said their lines,
and she cried like she was supposed to. He got closer to her and hugged her. He
kissed her eyes and forehead. He got closer and kissed her lips. He didn’t wait
for her to close the space between them. He kissed her with so much passion
that even she was overtaken by it. He wouldn’t let her go. He just kept kissing
her. He put his hands on her face and pulled her lips even tighter to his. She
struggled to breathe, but kept kissing him back. She could feel his tongue
touching her lips. She had no idea what had gotten into him. He finally let her
go, but kept his hands on her face. He breathed hard as he tried to catch his
breath. He could feel her breathe, as she was trying to catch her breath, as
well. He put his forehead against hers, looked into her eyes, and before she
could finish catching her breath, he started to kiss her again. The scene said
they were to kiss two times, but nobody expected it to be this passionate.
"Uh…cut!" Randy said,
confused. Jack didn’t immediately let Rose go. He kept kissing her, but she
pulled away.
"Guys, I don’t understand. I
struggle for you two to do a love scene, but you over kiss each other when I
don’t ask for that," Randy said, laughing.
Jack and Rose were still trying
to catch their breaths. He looked at her as if saying he wanted to keep going.
He licked his lips and smiled. Rose had no idea what had gotten into him.
"All right. Let’s do that
second part again, but please take it slow," Randy said. Jack smiled when
he said again. They got in their places and bumped their foreheads together
like before. "All right. Action, people!" Randy yelled. Jack slowly
kissed her, and she kissed him back. They kissed for a few moments, then let go
of each other. They said their last line and hugged.
"All right! Cut! That was
great, people! That is a wrap! Thank you all for putting up with me for these
six months!" Randy said, laughing, and hugged some of the crew people.
Jack and Rose walked towards some of the crew. Rose hugged Judy and hugged
Randy. Jack did the same.
After an hour of talk and saying
good-bye, Rose went to her trailer and packed her things. She made sure she had
gotten everything and walked outside with some of her luggage. She found Jack
at the bottom of the steps.
"Hey, weirdo, want me to
help you with that?" he asked, pointing at the luggage.
"Uh…sure, creep. It’s your
muscles you are pulling," she said, smiling. He grabbed some of the
luggage and followed her to her car.
"My God. What do you have in
these things? Dead bodies? I think I did pull something," he said, and she
laughed. She opened her car’s trunk, and he lay all of her luggage in it.
"So, where is your
stuff?" she asked.
"I already put it in my car.
I don’t have this much stuff as you might imagine. I’m a poor guy!"
"Oh, shut up! You get paid
more than I do!" she said, and pinched him. He laughed and looked at her.
He smiled and then had a serious face. He started toward her. This made her
feel awkward, and she turned away.
"I guess this is it, Jack.
It was fun working with you. I wish we could do it again, but I know that is,
like, so impossible. I’ll miss you," she said, smiling, and slowly hugged
him. He hugged her back and buried his face in her neck. He could smell her
perfume, and it made him almost lose his mind.
"I’ll miss you, too, babe,"
he said, and kissed her neck and pulled away. She looked at his blue eyes and
looked at his lips. She wished she could stare into those eyes forever and she
wished she could kiss him. She hated this feeling, because she knew she
shouldn’t feel this for him. He looked at her, smiled, and hugged her again. He
looked at her and stayed silent for a moment. He straightened his face and had
a deep look in his eyes. She turned away and walked to her car.
"I…I have to go now. My
plane is going to leave very early in the morning tomorrow. I guess I’ll see
you at the premieres, and hopefully sometime soon. Bye, Jack. I’ll miss you,
and I hope we see each other again soon. Bye." She smiled at him. He
closed her door and smiled at her. She turned her car on and put on her
seatbelt. Something inside him wanted to stop her and tell her everything, but
he didn’t, and instead he waved at her until her car disappeared into the
night.
*****
He returned to his apartment,
where Regina was waiting for him. She was on the couch, watching television,
when he entered the apartment. He had a sad face and was walking slowly.
"What’s wrong? Jack, are you
okay?" she asked.
"Yeah. I’m just a bit tired,
and it was a sad night. I’ll miss everybody that I worked with. Tomorrow we are
going back home, Regina. So, pack your bags and get ready for tomorrow,"
he said, and went to his room and fell on his bed.
Ben…who the hell is he? Why
would she talk and go out with an ex-boyfriend? That is just weird. I wouldn’t
do that. Ugh. I wonder if she still likes him, he thought to himself while staring at the
ceiling. Regina entered the room and lay next to him. She started to kiss his
neck for a little while. He was not paying any attention to her and kept
staring at the ceiling. She got to his lips and he kissed her back, but then
pulled away.
"Regina, I’m sorry, but I’m
tired. I can barely stay awake," he said.
"No, it’s okay. I
understand, baby. I was not really in the mood, either. I just thought it would
be relaxing for you. But I guess you need to rest," she said, looking
annoyed, and got off him and lay on her side with her back to him. He frowned
and closed his eyes. He slowly fell asleep.
*****
For the next four months, Rose
spent her time with her family and decided to go on a vacation. She enjoyed her
time with them, but she still missed Jack. She would send him letters and would
try to call him, but Regina always said he was busy. She would never tell him
that she had called. He read her letters and sent some to her. Little by
little, she sent fewer letters. It wasn’t that she didn’t care anymore; it was
that she was tired of living a lie. She knew that Jack and she could never be
together, and it was too painful and complicated to be just friends.
*****
A few months later, Jack and Rose
were called by the movie studio, saying that the premiere would be in a few
weeks and asking if they could show up. Both agreed to be there, and knew they
would probably see each other.