MY STORY
Chapter Fourteen
"So, this is the answer, right?"
Jack asks me as he points at his answer.
I just simply nod at him even though I didn’t
look at his answer. Being his tutor isn’t that bad at all, but I just wished I
were his girlfriend. Damn. So, how’s life treating you for those single girls
like me out there? Desperate for a guy, huh? Man, this is the second time I’ve
been tutoring my Jack.
Thank goodness that he’s not that smart…he he
he…I’m not saying that my hunk is dumb. It’s just that he needs help from
someone who knows what to do. Someone who is smart. Someone who is a genius.
Someone who would always be there for him. Someone who would love him. Someone
who would die for him. Someone who--okay, okay, okay, I think you get the
point.
So, here I am, loser Rose, sitting beside my
future husband in my kitchen with schoolbooks and other crap on the breakfast
table.
~sigh~ He gets more gorgeous every day. And I
get more hopelessly in love with him. Thank goodness that my parents are not
here. I bet they’ll embarrass me in front of him. It’s bad enough that I threw
up on him two days ago.
I keep on falling
In and out of love
With you
Sometimes I love ya
Sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Loving you darling
Makes me so confused
I keep on
Falling
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
Oh, oh, oh, I never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure?
And cause me so much pain
Just when I think
I've taken more than would a fool
I start falling back in love with you
Oh baby
I, I, I, I’m falling
I, I, I, I’m falling
Fall
I'm falling
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
I'm falling
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
I just love the song. Miss Alicia Keys has a
very good voice. I wish I could sing like her. See, if I sing, you can
guarantee that all the mirrors nearby will break.
Anyway, right now, Jack is looking at some
problem from his book. He has this confused look, and I find it sexy…he he
he…gosh, he is so gorgeous. I’m just staring at him right now, and I can do
this like forever! I know I’ve been saying this for many times now, but really,
I just love looking at my future children’s daddy…he he he…you know what, to
tell you the truth, I would be happy to be pregnant with his baby. I don’t know
why, but really, I think it would be great! I’m a hopelessly in love psycho. I
know being pregnant is hard (don’t ask me why I know), but having Jack’s baby
inside me, it would be like...uh...I don’t know what the word is I’m looking
for, but I’m sure it’ll be great. It will be fantastic because I’ll know that
part of him belongs to me somehow.
"Done!" Jack puts down his pencil
with satisfied look. "Finally, these problems are done."
I smile at him (I’m actually happy for him),
and then, look at his work and say, "You actually got them all
right."
"Cool. Actually, they ain’t that hard
compared to the last ones," he says simply and then, looks at his sport
watch. "Uh, I better go." He stands up, picks up his Pre-Cal book and
paper. "Look, thanks a lot, babe. I really appreciate you doing this big
favor for me."
"Oh, it’s nothing," I say shyly.
What can I say? I get embarrassed quickly.
"I mean, you could be somewhere right
now instead of being here with a dumb ass like me," he says with a sly
grin.
"Don’t say that." That’s all I said
since my stupid mouth is trying to prevent me from talking.
Lifting his free hand, he slightly touches my
cheek (it’s electrifying!) and says, "If there’s anything I could do for
you, just ask me, okay?"
I simply nod as my answer, but I really want
to say to him: Okay, there’s something I want you to do. It’s gonna be big, but
can you marry me, please? HA HA HA I know it’s corny, and I know it would never
happen so why not save my face and just shut my mouth like always.