MY STORY
Chapter Seven
Hello again, b-iatch (oops! My stupid mouth!
I didn’t mean too! ) ~_^
So where are we? Okay, he's looking at me and
my body is frozen. He gives me this smile and then, I blush again! Does anyone
really know how many times I blushed? Well, never mind that. That thing I
should focus on right now is what to say to him.
So what's up? No, that sounds really stupid. Um, let's see. What
about, Hi! Nah. What about, um, hey, there sexy. What are you looking
at? …he he he… Yeah, right. Like I have the guts to say that.
There is silence. I mean really silence. Jack
is no longer smiling and his face has this look that I can't figure out. He
looks serious right now but I don't really have a clue what's he thinking.
Suddenly, he moves closer to me, put his arms
around my waist, pulls me against his muscular body and put his mouth on mine.
The background music starts playing again and
we're on our own little world, or in my case, my own little dream world.
Damn! I am really frozen right now. His mouth
is pressed softly and my mouth doesn't move. I don't know how to react on this
kind of situation.
I know you might be thinking, 'Oh my god,
she is so pathetic!' Well, people, news flash! This is my first kiss!
Shocking?
Maybe for you.
Unbelievable?
I don't know.
Am I ashamed of it?
Hell no!
My breath is caught up in my throat. My mouth
is dry under his, and I can hardly breathe. Slowly, he detaches his mouth from
mine and did I tell you that my eyes are still close? Well, they are.
My mouth is at the same position as he left
it. I look probably stupid. I bet if you see me now, you'll be laughing your
ass out because I look really dumb.
I slowly open my eyes (I don’t know how long
they were closed, but I think it's quite a long time) and find him looking at
me with an amuse look. Am I supposed to be insulted or happy? I don’t know. I
told you, I don't have a lot of experience when it comes to guys.
"Ready to check out?" he asks.
"Oh, sure." I don't know what to
say. I think my voice is kind of squeaky when I answer him.
"Do you have a card?"
Card? What the heck?
I have this confused look in my face trying
to figure out what is he talking about.
"Oh! You mean library card!" I
exclaim. I'm still lost with that kiss. "Of course, I do. I come here all
the time."
"Let's go then." He takes my hand
and we start walking to the counter.
Before you kissed me only winds of heaven
Had kissed me, and the tenderness of rain—
Now you have come, how can I care for kisses
Like theirs again?
I sought the sea, she sent her winds to
meet me,
They surged about me singing of the south—
I turned my head away to keep still holy
Your kiss upon my mouth.
And swift sweet rains of shining April
weather
Found not my lips where living kisses are;
I bowed my head lest they put out my glory
As rain puts out a star.
I am my love’s and he is mine forever,
Sealed with a seal and safe forevermore—
Think you that I could let a beggar enter
Where a king stood before?
---The Kiss by Sara Teasdale
I know, the chapters are short. I'm sorry
about that. If you're still reading my story, CONGRATS that you haven't fall
asleep yet cause I know it's boring, but hey, I just want to share you my
experience. ...he he he...I had my first kiss! Whew! I thought I would die
without getting my first kiss, but man, I had it! Tell me what you think of my
story, okay? Well, later chicas ~_^
Hugs,
Rose Dawson