WHAT IF?
Chapter Five
The next morning, Rose packed her stuff to
leave New York and go back to LA. Then, she told Jack she’d drive on the way
over. After that, she left and went to Jack’s friend’s apartment. As she drove
over there, she began to think about the night before. Why had she gotten
nervous the night before? And why had she stopped Jack? To get her mind off of
her thoughts, she turned on the radio. She listened to Faint, by Linkin
Park. She felt much better and began to think of something else.
*****
Back at Fabrizio’s apartment, Jack picked up
Fabrizio’s clothes from the ground. Mike helped him, too.
"Fab, pick up your shit, man!"
Fabrizio put the last dish in the dishwasher and walked over to help them. He
began to vacuum the carpet. Then, everything was clean.
"Happy now, Jack?"
"Yes, I am."
"Jack, I know Rose is your girl, but in
that music video for Sugar Water that she made, she looked hot. I mean,
she looked fine, especially in those hot pants."
"Stare at her with those eyes of yours,
and I’ll rip them out." Jack glared at him as he backed off. Fabrizio
laughed.
*****
Rose took the elevator, then reached the
apartment and knocked on the door. Fabrizio looked though the peephole and saw
Rose standing there with a cute face. He took a deep breath and opened the door.
He tried not to panic.
"Hi. You must Fabrizio." Fabrizio
began to imagine her Sugar Water video, then snapped out of it when Jack
came up behind him.
"Sorry. He’s excited to see you in real
life."
Jack invited Rose in. She looked around.
"Don’t tell me you guys cleaned this up because of me." Rose looked
at them and crossed her arms. Fabrizio and Mike looked at Jack.
"Anyway, I’m Mike." Rose shook his
hand.
"And I’m Fabrizio." He shook her
hand, too.
"Jack always talks about you guys."
"Really? What does he say?"
Fabrizio asked.
"He says that you guys have been friends
for a long time and other stuff." Fabrizio looked at Jack.
"Have a seat. Do you want a drink? We
have...Fabrizio, what do we have?"
"I’ll check." He walked over to the
refrigerator. "We have--beer."
"I’ll take one." The three of them
looked at her. She gave them a cute smile. They looked away.
Mike came back with the drinks.
"So, how long have you been
drinking?" Fabrizio asked. Jack glared at him.
"Since I was fourteen, because it made
me feel better and made me forget things." The room was silent for a
moment.
Jack looked at her. "Why?"
Rose looked at him. "Because I didn’t
feel loved by my mom." She looked at him and took a sip, then looked away.
That Night
Fabrizio’s club was loud with the music.
There were a lot of people there. They danced along with the music. Rose walked
into the club and people began to ask her for pictures or autographs.
Rachel was on the dance floor when people
began talking--talking about Rose. She realized where people were going and she
followed. She moved the crowd out of the way.
"Rose! Rose!" No answer. She tried
again. "Faith! Faith!"
Rose looked up and saw Rachel. She got up and
walked towards her and grabbed her arm. "Hey! What are you doing
here?"
"Faith, come on. You know what I’m doing
here."
Jack got behind her. "Hey."
"Hey. Um…Rachel, this is Jack
Dawson."
"Rose, you’re the luckiest bitch ever.
I’m Rachel, Rose’s longtime friend."
Jack looked at her. He wondered why Rose
began drinking and whose fault it was. "Hi."
Rachel heard her favorite song. "Hey,
Rose, wanna dance?" she asked.
Rose looked at her. "Don’t tell me that
you’re just like Kai."
"No, I’m not gay. I just wanna talk to
you." Rose nodded. They walked to the dance floor. The lights flickered.
Rose and Rachel danced and talked. Jack
watched from the table. Fabrizio and Mike were shocked to see Rose dancing
freaky as another song came up, Chinese Burn, by Curve.
"Jack, your girl is wild," Mike
said. "I’m going to the dance floor."
Jack nodded and followed him. Jack and Mike
walked through people, then moved them out of the way as they reach Rose. Jack
got behind her. Rose, in surprise, quickly turned, then smiled. She looked deep
into his eyes and back around again. Rachel did the same to Mike. Then Rose and
Rachel grabbed each other’s hands and danced. Jack tried his best to separate
them, but Rachel would get in front of him. Seconds later, the song was over.
Rose was about to leave, but Jack grabbed her by the arm.
"We need to talk."
She nodded. They walked into the hallway.
"Rose, what’s the matter with you?"
Rose looked at him in shock. "Jack, what
are you...you think that I’m drunk, don’t you?"
"Rose..."
"You think that I started drinking
because of Rachel, don’t you?"
Jack put his hand on her face and looked at
her. He shook his head. "No."
"Then what?" Jack just shook his
head. He was about to walk away, but Rose grabbed his hand and kissed him.
"Sorry."
*****
Rachel was waiting for Rose when Fabrizio
walked up to her.
"Hi."
"Hey. I love the club. I’m Rachel."
"Fabrizio. I’m the owner."
"I know."
"You know Rose." She nodded.
"For how long?"
"Since we were little. Her mom didn’t
like me."
"Why?"
"Just...well, we used to sing in this
band. We loved to play instruments. But as we got to that age, we used to sneak
out and go to parties."
"At what age?"
"Fourteen or fifteen. We’d get into a
lot of shit, especially me. People always saw me as the bad one, but I’m a good
person. But when Rose began to get famous and began to sing, we were separated.
But, hey, you need to move on." Fabrizio had never known about that Rachel
and Rose.
Rose walked towards Fabrizio and Rachel.
"Hey, gotta go."
"Oh. You’re leaving?"
"Yeah."
"So, when can I call you, because
tomorrow I’m leaving."
"To where?"
"LA. I’m staying there for a
while."
"Me, too. I’ll see you at the
airport." Rose grabbed her jacket and left.
In the car, it was silent. Rose was a little
bit wasted, but she could think well. Jack noticed that, too. "Do you
wanna go back to the hotel or to my place?"
Rose looked at him. "Hotel."
"Rose, are you okay?"
"Yeah, I’m fine. That is…I’m just a
little bit tired." Jack drove back to the hotel and walked Rose to her
room.
"I’ll pick you up tomorrow early,
because…you know…rented car."
"Okay. Love you." She kissed him,
then shut the door.
Jack stood there in shock until Rose opened
the door again. "Did I just say love you?" He nodded. She grabbed him
and kissed him again, and waited for him to say it back.
"Love you, too."
She smiled. "I’ll see you
tomorrow."
He nodded, then left. She shut the door
behind him, then changed.
*****
The next day, Jack picked Rose up. Then, they
went to the airport, where they saw Rachel. Jack didn’t like Rachel, but he’d
try to get along with her. While on the airplane, Rose and Rachel talked. He
didn’t mind the conversation.
*****
As they arrived in LA, Rose’s mom was waiting
for her. Rose reached her. Ruth hugged her. Rose was in shock.
"How was New York?"
"It was great. Jack took me places, and
I met his friends."
"Really? Thank you, Mr. Dawson."
"Jack."
"Jack." Ruth smiled. Rose didn’t
like her mother’s attitude.
*****
Jack and Rose reached home. Jack realized
that Ruth lived a few streets down from Rose.
"Home, sweet home." He went
upstairs with her and carried her luggage to her room. Rose helped. She lay on
her bed. "My comfy bed."
Jack laughed at her. She got up and hugged
him and kissed him. They looked at each. Jack began to have second thoughts.
"Rose?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you think it’s time for me to move
in?"
Rose looked at him. "Wanna move
in?"
"Your decision."
"Okay. When do you wanna move in?"
"Next month."
"Okay." She kissed him.