I know a secret
I know how to make it go away
But hush, hush, hush, hush
They don't like it
And we wouldn't want to upset them
I tremble violently
And only I can regain stability
But stay calm and stay clear
It would be lovely
But no one can understand
My flesh tears and bleeds
And the wrong floods out
And I get this head-rush high
And suddenly, the world leaves me alone
And I can fall into sweet serenity
The weights are lifted
The crisp and delicious can circulate
Tingly but numb all at the same time
And I wonder
What the hell am I still doing here?
To do what tomorrow?
Who will smile at me today?
Who will I smile at ever again?
How much longer does this have to last?
And why do I let it linger?
You don't mean shit to me
I should be eating bitches like you for breakfast
But you make me sick
And why shouldn't I feel bad?
Why should I feel worse?
So basically, yeah, fuck you
As if my words matter
As if your words don't
And as if they do!
Not like anyone ever bothers to listen anyways
Pieces of my body
Tucked neatly inside a small box
Tucked in the back corner of a drawer in the room
Waiting to be pushed aside again
Does anyone notice I'm not alive in all biological sensibility?
So go and leave me alone
Go be boring, go be superficial
Leave me to my cold and lonely self
And you keep living in your world of delusion
And I'll go be psycho elsewhere.
I should kick your ass.
