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IT DOESN'T MATTER WHICH IS WHY IT MATTERS, & BECAUSE IT MATTERS, IT DOESN'T MATTER --*-- IT COMES DOWN TO THIS, THIS WHOLE EXISTENCE OF FACES & NAMES SPOKEN ONCE THEN LOST IN A WASH OF PSYCHE'S KNOWN. WE STARE LOVINGLY @ THE THINGS WE CREATE, KNOWING FULL WELL THE DISGUST WE WILL FEEL WHEN WE LOOK BACK ON IT @ A FUTURE DATE. --*-- OUR CREATIONS ARE IMPORTANT BECAUSE WE CREATED THEM, & THE ACTION OF CREATION WAS A MAGICAL MOMENT WHERE WE TRANS- CENDED OURSELVES, A BECOMING OF DIVINITY IN ESSENCE, FOR WHAT IS A GOD BUT A CREATOR? --*-- & BECAUSE IT DOESN'T MATTER, IT MATTERS. BECAUSE WE, AS CREATORS, KNOW WE ARE MERELY MASTURBATING INTO THE VOID THE ACT TAKES ON A NEW SIG- NIFICANCE. WE ARE FREE TO CREATE, FOR WE SEE THE ABSURD- ITIES OF CREA- TION & WE KNOW THAT OUR ART IS NOT THE ART- WERK WE CLAIM AS OURS, BUT THAT OUR ART IS THE ABILITY TO TRANSCEND THIS FLESH & THIS MIND & THIS TOO SOLID MATTER UPON WHICH GRAVITY HAS FORCED US TO REST, & WE ARE ART. WE HAVE NO PURPOSE BEHIND THAT PURPOSE W/ WHICH WE CREATE. WE ARE NOT AT- TEMPTING TO CONTROL WHAT WE CREATE, & SELDOM DO WE ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT WE CREATE, EVEN AFTER THE FACT, FOR WHEN THE INK & PAINT HAS DRIED, WE STILL DO NOT SEE THE PICTURE BEFORE US. IT TAKES A LIFE- TIME OF SEEING TO SEE WHAT WE MADE W/ OUR LIVES, W/ OUR ART, W/ OUR SOULS. POETS & PAINTERS, SCULPTURES & MUSICIANS ACTORS & FICTION MAKERS, WE ARE THE HOLY ONES, WE ARE THE PRIESTHOODS, THE MONKS OF THESE CULTURES. WERE THE SHAMANS NOT ALSO THE PLAYWRIGHTS? THE PAINTERS OF SACRED VISIONS & ILLUSTRATIONS? THEY WERE THE SEEKERS OF VISIONS TO BE SURE, THEY TOOK STRANGE DRUGS UNDER ODD SKIES & TWISTED IN NEW & UNUSUAL WAYS TO DRUMS HEARD ONLY IN THEIR MIND. --*-- SO ALSO ARE WE FOR WE ARE THE PRIMAL FORCE, THE MYTHMAKERS --*-- WE ARE THE ART- ISTS, THUS WE ARE THE MAGI. --*-- THERE ARE NO OTHER RELIGIONS