FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! HELP ME! I am so upset that I am shaking. The most disturbing thing happened to me just a few minutes ago. Of all the places, in all the world, he HAD to be there tonight. I was vacuuming Rory’s apartment when I realized I would need to go out and get another vacuum bag because the one I was using was full. Well, down the street from him is a 24 hour Walgreens, I decided to stop in and see if they had the vacuum bags that I needed; I started walking through the store and noticed two employees talking in an isle. I thought nothing of it until one of them turned around. I stopped dead in my tracks, my heart skipped a thousand beats and I did a double take to make sure my eyes were not fooling me; sure enough it was him! Of all the Walgreens in all, the world, why, oh why, must he work there? Of all the nights, why must it have been this one when Rory was not with me and I was totally unsuspecting of it did I have to run into him? I swear to god if I weren’t so stunned and weak in the knees I would have run up to that fucker and started beating on him! The cock sucker still owes my grandmother $2000. AHHHHHHH!!!! The only person awake to talk to about this right now is Lance! At least he’s being nice about everything and helping me to calm down!

Damn, why did I have to run into him??? I was having such a good evening too. I had dinner with my parents and grandmother at her place; stopped over at my parent’s place afterwards, and then went over to Rory’s place as his friend, Casey, called me and we talked for quite some time. He seems like a really nice guy; someone who would be very trustworthy, and probably a great friend.

Ooook, deep breaths! I think I am doing a bit better now. I hope! We will see!