Unborn

I carry you in my body for nine months
Waiting for you to come into this world.
For you to take your first breath,
For you to blink your eyes.
To look at you with so much love and happiness,
To see you look at me the same way.
Hearing you laugh gleefully at my smile,
Feeling you drink from my bosom,
Knowing that I gave you live,
Knowing how precious you are to me.

This one is about child abuse:

I'm in a dark room
I feel so alone
I'm wondering,
why is this my home? I'm surrounded by murderers
my days are lived in fear
I inhale so much pollution
people think I've smoked for 30 years

I thought I loved you mommy,
don't you love me too?
You're so abusive
you make me eat my poo.

I listen to your angry screams,
and also evil whispers.
Every night I hug
my 15 brothers and sisters.

Every time I say a word
you answer with a smack.
And what also makes me sad
is we're both addicted to crack.

You never bring us food, mommy.
I don't have enough to eat.
Sometimes I'm so hungry,
I suck on my smelly feet

every time I think of my life
I know I'm a sad little girl
I have 1 question, mommy:
why did you bring me into this world?

These last few are about abortion:

Why did you make me die?

It's early yet the month is one, though you can't see me, we've just begun. I'm small I don't have the hide, I'm just a small seed inside. Four weeks later, month two, I'm still small, but a part of you. Mommy you'll love me, just wait and see, you'll be so proud of me. Time is passing, the month three, now I'm someone you can see, my hair is black, my eyes are brown. Mommy you'll love to have me around. It's later the month is four, I know I won't grow anymore. Even though it may not be right, mommy just killed me last night. Now I'm gone the month is five, mommy killed me, I'm not alive. Abortions the name they give it, it takes your life before you live it. I wanted to be born, the month is six, its already done, it can't be fixed. Guess mommy didn't love me, she just threw me away. She'll never forget me, I'm in her memory to stay. I've got a new home. The month is seven, mommy killed me, I'm now in Heaven. I was beautiful, but now I'm gone, only my memory lingers on. If I were around the month would be eight, I know mommy loved, but now it's to late. I was murdered by my mommy's own hand, I guess I'm to little to understand. Good-bye mommy the month is nine, if I were here it would be fine. Though I'm in Heaven I still cry, 'O' God Mommy why did you make me die?

I'm just a baby

The special little angels that God has let up borrow
Have lived their too short lives knowing nothing but sorrow

There is nothing more precious than tiny little feet
Making the pitter patter sounds and make your life complete

Their tiny little hands hold on to big hands they adore
Why can't we love them equally and give them so much more

Why must we find such angels in garbage cans and rivers
And hear about such horrors that up your spine send shivers

When babies are so tiny they do not understand
Why mommy wasn't there for them to lend a helping hand

Where was she when they needed her where were the loving arms
The ones that were supposed to guard and keep them from all harm

Why were those eyes so hateful, why is mommy being so mean
What have I done to make her ignore my desperate screams

Maybe someone will hear me is there a mommy there
Will she please take me with her and show me that she cares

Dear Lord, I'm just a baby, please make her understand
She's not supposed to kill me or leave me in this can

Oh God, I thought you told me that she would love me so
That she would love me always and rock me to and fro

You said that she would kiss me and hold me when cry
But dear Lord she is leaving me and hoping that I die

I am too small to crawl right now and much too small to walk
Oh Lord please won't you tell her for I can't even talk

I promise I'll be happy, I promise I won't cry
Oh please, dear Lord, please tell her, I'll really, really try

To be the perfect baby I'll do my very best
I'll sleep, I promise, soundly and even let her rest

If only she could hear my thoughts, I promise not to nag
Please someone won't you help me, she's putting me in this bag

Maybe someone will find me before the break of dawn
And care for me and love me before my life is gone

To Mumy

Mummy you should see me now
I have fingers and toes, I don't know how
Mummy I have ears and eyes, I can hear and see
Oh mummy are you getting as excited as me?

I can't wait until I see the world
To see your face when you realize I'm your baby girl
Mummy I just can't wait till I wear those clothes
All dressed in pale pink and pretty bows

Mummy why are you crying?
Is it because you're scared? Well don't worry mummy
I know you'll do great, I can feel how much you care

Mummy I think something's wrong
There's something in here with me
Its shaped like a tube, all round and long
Mummy I can't hear you anymore, I can't even see

There's a bright light nearby
Mummy do you think I should try and hide?
I can't help it mummy, its pulling me in
What did I do wrong mummy? I'm too young to sin

Well mummy I have to go
But first I want to let you know
That I love you mummy
And I was excited about having my first dummy
I wanted to have fun and run around
I wanted to have tantrums and throw myself on the ground
I wanted to grow up and have a best friend
And mummy I wanted to be with you until the end
I wanted to get married someday, and have kids of my own
I wanted you to be proud of me, all pretty and grown
But mummy I guess that there's something you'll never see
Just promise me mummy that you'll never forget me

Mummy I love you so

Mommy I love you so
I'm still alive
I kick to let you know
I love you so

mommy I love you so
where are we to go
what is that oh no
I love you so

mommy I love you so
why are you so scared
I'm not impaired I have all my fingers and all my toes
and cant wait to wear those pink little bows
I love you so

mommy I love you so
why are you nervous
don't be sad
we will be together then and you will be glad
I love you so

mommy I love you so
but why is it so cold
I am not yet very old
I love you so

mommy I love you so
why is my heart not making that sound
pound, pound, pound
I love you so

mommy I love you so
I'm so scared
so terrified
please hold me now
I love you so

mommy I love you so
but something isn't not right
where is my air where is my light
I love you so

mommy I love you so
hold on to me mommy don't let me go
why oh know do you not love me so
I love you so

mommy I love you so
it isn't my time to go
this I know
I love you so
mommy I love you so
it hurts stop
the pain wont stop
save me mommy
hold me now make them stop

mommy I love you
yes I still do
all my pain is through
but the sad thing is that
I thought you
loved me too

If only I had time to grow

IF ONLY I had more time to grow,
I know my mommy would love me so!
IF ONLY my heart had time to beat,
It would be full of love for family I'd meet.
IF ONLY my legs had time to grow longer,
I know that soon they'd become stronger!
IF ONLY my eyes had time to see,
I could picture a bond between my mommy and me.
IF ONLY my lungs could be filled with air,
Then I would know you truly DO care.
IF ONLY time could be so vast,
So I could have memories of the breath I took last

A baby's Promise

MOMMY I PROMISE,
I WOULD HAVE MADE YOU PROUD OF ME
I WOULD HAVE MADE YOU SEE
THAT DEEP INSIDE YOUR FROZEN HEART
YOUR BABY I WOULD BE

I WOULDENT MAKE THINGS HARD ON YOU
ID TRY HARD NOT TO CRY
BUT INSTEAD I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS
WITH UNBORN WINGS I FLY

I LOVED YOU, MOMMY I REALLY DID
AND ITS SO HARD TO SAY
THAT I KNOW YOU NEVER LOVED ME TOO
OR, WITH YOU I WOULD HAVE STAYED

(This one has been moved here from the main index page)

A Baby's View on Abortion
by anonymous

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He
loves me and cries with me, for my heart has been
broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't
quite understand what has happened. I was so excited
when I began realizing my chance. I was in a dark,
yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes.
I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near
ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my
time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest
days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard
Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be
better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One
day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I
couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same
day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean
monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was
in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never
once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The
monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and
screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help
me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and
screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the
monster started ripping my arm off. It hurt so badly;
the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how
I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped
my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was
dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you
say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your
tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though
I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my
heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than
anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was
dying a painful death. I could only imagine the
terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted
to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I
didn't know the words you could understand. And soon,
I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I
felt myself rising. I was being carried, by a huge
angel, into a big beautiful place. I was still crying,
but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to
Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and
He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what
the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion.
I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I
don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name
of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and
to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had
the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too
powerful. It sucked my arm and legs off and finally
got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just
wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't
want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that
abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate
for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please
be careful.

Love,
Your Baby Girl