10/3/00
Dear
Diary,
Well, I know this is late
to say but
do any of you remember the car wash?
Well, Jenny, Karen and I was adverticing
as in, yelling and screaming our heads off
saying "FREE CARWASH! Come and get your free
carwash!" but of course I was screaming:
"FREE CAR WASH! YOU KNOW NEED IT! LOOK HOW
DIRTY YOUR CAR IS!"
Well this one guy that is probably 30 or
something stopped his car next to me, lend out
from the window and ask: "What's your name?"
I wanted to be nice so hopefully he'll go
to the carwash. I smiled and said politely:
"Shelly" and putting on a real fake smile.
Than he asked: "How man years are you?"
Confused and scared I said: "Excuse me? You
mean how many years I've been washing cars?"
He keeps on pointing at me and asking:
"How many years are you?"
So I said: "You mean how old am I?"
He nodded exciting and said: "YEAH YEAH"
I smiled, this time the smile was pretty
clear it was fake. "14" I said.
He pointed at himself and ask:
"Do you like me?"
Disgusted and totally freak outed [and
I think I heard wrong] I asked: "Excuse
me?". he repeated and ask the same thing.
I really don't know how to answer, and I
was giving Jenny looks hoping that
she'll help me. But she was too busy.
Now, feeling very sick and totally
disgusted I said: "I'm sorry, I can't
hear you right now"
'I wish I never met you or hear you'
I thought. So later that night, i thought
about that guy and needing comfort and support,
I called Jenny. After my story she said:
"Do you know that there is a rapist on the loose?"
'Thanks alot' I thought bitterly.
'That made me feel tons better'
