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Praise the Lord!!

My name is "Maria." I have been a Born Again Christian since June of 1980. My testimony in itself is an awesome one (aren't they all when God gets ahold of us!!! "LOL".) I was quite the party girl...when I first accepted Jesus in my heart I had no clue as to what I had actually done!!






Let me tell you...one foot in the world was fine with church on Sundays!! I lived in a very non-committied, still "worldly" state for 8 years. My life was a constant roller coaster spiritually speaking. I was not "happy" inside a lot of the times because I would still look on and off to the things of the world to satisfy me, which only confused me further. It never relieved that underlying sadness that I felt.






I wasn't "depressed"...I just kind of "existed" as far as the kingdom of heaven was concerned. I went to church on Sundays, praised God, listened intently to the messages being preached, basked in the fellowship of those in the body of Christ, and then lived like the world for the rest of the week. There was no "fruit" in my life on a consistent basis..only glimpses of it here and there.






God is faithful...He knew what it would take to get my attention a whole lot more than what I was giving to Him!! He is a jealous God...He wants our attention all of the time. He is the one that needs to be first in our lives.






It took a fire that gutted my bedroom in literally 18 minutes back in 1985 that more than got my attention!!! I certainly learned quickly how much "HE" (God) wanted my attention, and believe me, I have never forgotten it!!!







I knew that God had spared my life for a reason...didn't take me long to realize a few things either. First of all, I learned that God was not someone to "mess around" with, that He truly was, and is, very real, and, this was no game!!!






I saw where my life was not completely sold out to Him....and I got on my knees and totally rededicated my life to Him. I developed a prayer life over time...battling temptations daily with details to distract me. After a few months I noticed that I didn't have that empty feeling inside of me...that there was Joy in my heart all the day long, despite the trials and things that we face every single day.






For the first time, in a long time, I felt my life was worth living.






I don't want you to be deceived here either...these changes weren't "instant"...my life wasn't and isn't "perfect" now either. I go thru challenges, trials, persecutions, heartaches and sufferings like everyone else does.

I have worked at establishing a closer personal walk with Jesus Christ. It was thru the dark valleys in my life where I got to know Him most.

And, my dark valleys are no different than anyone elses either..thru those times where friends seemingly abandon you or say the most hateful things (yes, our fellow Christian brothers and sisters that are as human as we are), where family seems to now treat you as the "black" sheep, or accuse you of joining some "religious cult," when your health fails and you find yourself physically challenged from serious medical problems (and you aren't even 40!!), or financially things just fall apart, and so on!!






Yet, it was through these times of trials over years I developed a real vertical with Jesus Christ.I love Him with everything within me. He is my portion in this life, my hope, and my delight!!! The grace of God means so much to me, words here on this screen will never explain it to anyone...deep in my heart I have many treasured experiences with my personally coming to know the love of God, and also His grace experientially. God is so gracious to us all.



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Isaiah 30:18 (KJV)....and therefore will the Lord wait, that He may be gracious unto you.....








To be able to even mentally picture the God of this universe waiting to be gracious to us...and then looking at ourselves...so undeserving of that grace in the natural realm, is very overwhelming. It breaks my heart every time I think of what He has done for me.

He brought me from a state of where I lost everything, to a place of knowing that HE IS EVERYTHING that I need and everything I could ever want. How important to Him are our every little worry and details that arise...

He takes care of us.

He took care of me thru the darkest hours of my life having ovarian cancer in 1995 and all of the circumstances and details involved with that.

He taught me that my life has value, and that I have value to Him. And, for that, I am eternally grateful.!!!






If you are not "born again" or have never asked Jesus Christ in your heart to be your Savior and Lord, why don't you pray this prayer with me and receive Him there today?

Salvation is a free gift from God.

..its not something we earn..

...it is freely given to us from a heavenly Father who loved us so much that He sent His son Jesus Christ to be a sacrificial Lamb on the cross...in our place.

He loves us so much that He shed His blood on the cross for the sins of all mankind.

The bible says that all of us have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God...and that the wages of sin are death...and not eternal life.

All sin separates us from Him....yet the Bible says that all who call upon Him shall be saved (Acts 2:21).






"Dear Jesus, I know that I am a sinner facing eternal damnation in hell. I ask you to forgive me for my sins, and come into my heart and be my personal Savior and Lord. Thank you for dying in my place on the cross so that I can have eternal life with you". Amen.





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If you have prayed this prayer, email me at the addy below and let me know that you have received Jesus Christ in your heart. Thank you.

Thank you for taking the time to read my testimony...and for sharing with me the most important part of my life...my relationship with Jesus Christ as my Savior and Lord. If your life was touched or changed in any way, then it makes what I have gone through worth every thing. May God Bless You.




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