slept for about half an hour during work today
in between calls
my friends are having problems with their lives
but doesnt everyone have problems
why should i let my friends problems interfere with my life
because i love them to put it simply
if i dint have who i have now i would not be where i am now
i saw where my life was heading when i was hanging out with "the bad crowd"
it wasnt something that i liked
i met a pregnant girl thursday
shes about twenty weeks pregnant
i was asking her questions about pregnancy and such
shes not yet lactating but she said that her breasts did hurt
and she said they were bigger
she said that her stomach was a little bit bigger
she seems like a nice person
who really knows though
she was telling me about the school that she went to in california
it sounded pretty cool
they had a class called surf pe
everybody would get on a bus and go to the beach
the teacher would take roll on the way down and then just let them do whatever they wanted when they got there
sex was rampant, i deduced
but thats just my theory
i aim to make this my biggest update yet
what does it take for me to open my life up like this
not much
this is actually very impersonal
much easier to say stuff in here than in person
also the feedback that i get from doing this is way less than i would get if i were to actually be saying this to someone
which pisses me off
i think that i really am doing this to get people to notice me
its my waying of playing the cliche of a person stranded on an island looking straight up at a plane two miles up and waving and saying im here notice me so i can be rescued
rescued
from what
when it is two oclock in calgary it is three oclock in manitoba
theres a thought
i have the ability to listen without hearing
i have sight without seeing
i beat up a chair yesterday
but the chair landed a few good punches
i dont think the chair was properly killed and dried before i sat on it
that might be why it punched me
three legged stools are much more stable than four legged stools
discuss
stop
doug naylor
rob grant
i really dislike html
and im still doing basic html
what a goofy looking person
and he has a very nasal voice
ehre wee dowen heeere toodey
thats what he sounds like
call
ok im back
i really enjoy it when people note calls that they take
flip
i dont enjoy it when people dont note calls that they take
and im out like that